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Sometimes the fury fills me . I feel all kinds of things when life is happening think all kind of thoughts the moments its happening and then more things happen, ( you can not stop the happening) I start remembering and if i can not forget then it has not been written yet so then I put it down so I will have something to refer to when something reminds me of all the happenings that have happened are about to happen or have not happened at all
And I can’t ask you to live my dreams for me
Nor can I take your dreams and make them mine
We can only share dreams for a short time
The sharing stops where you draw the line
When we wake from quiet slumbers
Counting treasures and pleasures numbers
And oft we may dream of others
Quiet memories or Distant Lovers
And release a sigh of slight regret
Of Passionate feelings so hard to forget
And wonder why it just couldn’t be
And why the hell it just shouldn’t it be
Once we thought we had the same dream.
Twas all for naught though it may seem
I Awoke While you kept sleeping
A broken clock the time It wasn’t keeping
A broken heart that beats but just keeps weeping
The bed is soft So you keep dreaming
While I forgot if my dream had any meaning
Dec 24, 2020
Dec 24, 2020 at 5:42 AM UTC
You never realized
Why it had been discarded
A forlorn and wilted rose
cast down an broken hearted
This was the path that you choose
Tears of blood tears of pain
Shower down like raiiiin
Love can not be with that one
No Never never again
What brought you to the surface
What made you scream for air
What made you want to find your purpose
What made you start to care?
If you knew they never loved you
What was it that kept you there?
When you realized
All was not as it seems
What you visualized
Was something that could have never been
When you realized
That it all wasn’t real
Did you keep it inside
The way that it made you feel?
What brought you to the surface
What made you scream for air
What made you want to find your purpose
What made you start to care?
If you knew they never loved you
What was it that kept you there?
When you realized what you were holding on to
You held that rose so tight
The blood dripped from your fingers
From The thorns you gripped so tight
Awakened by the bleeding
Awakened by the pain
It’s time you started breathing
It’s time to live again
Oct 5, 2020
Oct 5, 2020 at 7:52 PM UTC
My most treasured lover from ancient times who spans across the sands of time, I’m yours and you are mine lovers hearts there intertwined.
Oct 4, 2020
Oct 4, 2020 at 12:06 PM UTC
If I cry baby would it make you stay?
My Tears and I
We’re pieces of the game you play.
Baby why , why does it have to be this way?
My Tears and I
Are pieces of the game you play.
If I
gave you my heart
It wouldn’t be enough .
The things ... The things you make your trophy’s of .
broken... Broken hearts and long lost loves.
Decorations on the walls that you put up.
Baby if I call your name will you come to me?
If I let desire get the best of me?
Can I , hold you tight
Until there’s ecstasy?
Baby if I call you will you Come to me?
And If I ...gave you my heart
it wouldn’t be enough.
The things ... The things you make your trophy’s of
broken ... broken hearts and long lost loves.
Decorations on the walls that you put up.
Baby what If I Scream Out for you?
I had a bad night
waking up without you
And you’re not here
So I fear
I have to face the truth
You were never here
My Love and I have no proof
And If I ...gave you my heart
it wouldn’t be enough.
The things ... The things you make your trophy’s of
broken... Broken hearts and long lost loves
Decorations on the walls that you put up.
May 25, 2020
May 25, 2020 at 11:35 PM UTC
I can’t blame you for the way you use your brain
If you get all your enjoyment from the game
If you don’t indulge me it’s all the same
I’m just the fool who choose to remain
I know that it has always been this way
The people, the friends and the games you play
You’ll choose these over me every day
I’m just the fool who choose to stay
May 25, 2020
May 25, 2020 at 2:18 PM UTC
You isolate your self
Keep your distance for your health
Your solo uno baby no one else
And you're Impervious to love spells
But You left a light on
I’m like a moth
And I set my sight on
You heart , cause babe you know that its right on...
Yeah! Right on My way to Love ❤️
And I know you‘re amazing
and I know you're unphased by it
Well darling don’t you know that I’m crazed by it
You’ve got me so, so Willing to Try
But you isolate yourself
Keep your distance for your health
It’s just me You know and no one else
If your listenin’
it’s me that your missin‘
Golly gee got me wishin‘
You wouldn’t isolate your self
Apr 29, 2020
Apr 29, 2020 at 1:23 AM UTC
I already know
I’d give you my heart
Fall in Love too Fast
And Fall too hard
I’d Shatter like glass
and break apart
If I wasn’t what You wanted
If this wasn’t what you wanted
If I wasn’t who you wanted
Cause you were who I wanted
And this is what I wanted
And I’d hoped it’s what we wanted
Because I already knew
That I’d fall for you
Fall deep in Love
Knowing this
I still choose to
Fall in love
With all I’ve been through
Knowing that I’ll fall
Too fast, too hard and too deep
And fires that burn too fast
are awful hard to keep
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 5:50 PM UTC
Trying to hide the lines in the dark
The shadows become become who you are
Let the light be who you are
Be the sun and be the star
Illuminating and reaching far
Apr 20, 2020
Apr 20, 2020 at 12:24 AM UTC
Lost one hour to dream
Well I’m not loosing anything
Got one more hour of daylight to see the sun shining
It’ll be alright
It’ll be ok
It will even up
By the light of day
Well get it back again
Well goodnight my friend
I’m gonna take it down early
So Tomorrow Can do it all again
Do it all again
Mar 5, 2020
Mar 5, 2020 at 11:05 PM UTC
Your betting on me loosing
And I should bet upon myself
Poison pills ripe for choosing
Half the chance for no one else
Every offer is an illusion
Every gift a Trojan horse
Consumed by paranoia
And Secluded by myself
Poised as a spectator
A ****** just looking in
Commentating to the observer
Just how close till I meet the end
Feb 22, 2020
Feb 22, 2020 at 4:52 PM UTC