I look at the fire because it is so beautiful. Crackling at me while I wish I had someone at my side, to hold my hand, and whisper sweet secrets in my ear, and to hear them laugh when I tell them my fears, while roasting marshmallows and drinking tea.
I wish I had that someone.
Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 2:39 PM UTC
I need to break through the brick wall of lies,
tell the truth for once,
be free from this
terrible curse.
Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 1:57 PM UTC
Where is he?
I sit down and my tears fill the cracks in the pavement. I stand up and start to walk around; 20 minutes, 40 minutes, an hour - longer. I have been wait for what seems like days, but he is not here.
I walk away.
Don't look back.
Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 1:54 PM UTC
Drip, drop, down my nose. It hurts, yet so satisfying. I wish I could run down the corridor, screaming like a child. But I know I could never.
Into the infante darkness of frustration. There's nowhere to go but down.
I could lie here and think for hours on end. But stress wakes me and welcomes me to reality.As I listen I sing a happy tune, but inside I'm crying out for my non existent savers.
Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 1:41 PM UTC
