If you're late,
there's no hurry.
If you're not ready,
just take your time.
If you're holding on
to the tiniest hint of resentment,
I'll understand.
No matter what,
I'll meet you there.
Just promise me,
you'll give me a chance,
to call you mom and dad again.
Apr 26, 2025
Apr 26, 2025 at 12:59 PM UTC
Dear ___,
I’m writing this more for myself — a bold attempt to let go of things carried quietly for too long.
Life. It’s hard, harder still when I’m tired, or hurting myself. On these hard days, the feeling of alone superseded the need to show up. But for the pieces of family that still matter to me. — for those who try their best to show up, for the memory of people we miss… In a world made of struggles, I never dare to ask for perfection.
A humble, tearful cry. I don’t want to feel invisible. I selfishly ask for love that means something more than shared dinners once a week.
Apr 26, 2025
Apr 26, 2025 at 11:54 AM UTC
I only seem to write poetry
About love, heartbreak and pain
And no matter how many i write
The emotions stay swirling in my brain
I try to write about life and happiness
Of moving forward and contentment
But it seems
I can only
Write
About love.
Heartbreak.
And pain.
Maybe when i love again,
I can flush the swirls out of my brain.
Until then please bear with me
With my sappy heart melodies
Coupled with gut wrenching pain.
19/07/19
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 1:04 PM UTC
Sorry
I’m not
your
Pretty
Korean
Girl
With brown locks
and a pouty allure
Sorry I couldn’t
Be
Worth a mention
To your inner world
Jul 18, 2019
Jul 18, 2019 at 3:13 AM UTC
The smell of bed hair
a gentle reminder
of cloudy mornings spent
An unshaven face
coarse to touch
but melts my heart
all the same
A deep exhale
of how long it’ll last
not long soon after
this playful love dance
ends too fast.
prologue:
A dance of ignorance
a game of who loved less
with silence our paths
stay unchanging
with my heart unattended
is it you that is missing?
Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 7:55 PM UTC
Thoughts of you linger
Seeping through the cracks
Clouding up my mirrors
Faint whispers say yes
Hopes of a future it offers
Sweet temptations of the Devil
Ravenously chasing after thoughts
Constantly fearing what its not
Reality blurs quickly as i see
The distances between you and me
The day i stop writing of you
Will be when your face
Disappears from my heart’s view
Jan 8, 2019
Jan 8, 2019 at 5:04 AM UTC
I love that I can make you smile
A thousand miles away
I love that you always feed me
filling my tummy, heart and soul
I love that after every tussle
We end up in a warm cuddle
I love that you are silly
But i wish you were more like me
Our music tastes differ slightly
So we’ll just be together silently
I hope you show me more affection
please give me a more emotional reaction
With kisses and words filled with cuteness
Like this poem i wrote about us
Its not my first poem nor my last of us
Just as the days will past
I hope our love will last
26/12
Jan 8, 2019
Jan 8, 2019 at 4:26 AM UTC
making analogies
to express how i feel
but it feels a bit patah
like when i tell my therapist
i feel like a cactus that needs orange juice
and they excitedly pen it down
but i dont even understand what i mean
but analogies dont work
when you need to explain to your lecturer
why you're always late
they don't work when you ffk your friends
" again?? this is the fifth time this month!"
but what can i say but,
" i just feel like an ocean with a door,
Paralysed as people keep opening and shutting up"
...
...
They wont understand.
Because my analogies are broken.
Like my a/c that refuses to stay cold
what use is an analogy is no one can understand?
18/04/08
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 10:58 AM UTC
Wish i didn’t have to
Pay someone fifty
to let taps run dry
Wish i didn’t need to
Chase my highs
Across the way
Under the fly
Wish i asked for directions
Still stuck in the tunnel
Wishing as the lights go by
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 10:58 AM UTC
Kiss me gently
Our hands together
All i long for is for
Clouds and rains
Bitter and sweet colliding
Melting together in darkness
Filling the void with blissful sighs
11/08/08
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 10:56 AM UTC
