why do i like the pain
it's all the same
repeating nights
repeating days
repeating kisses
and repeating shame
feel no ways
***** bottles and a song by drake
Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 2:45 PM UTC
new shoes and late night blues
drinking ***** listenin' to views
getting 'dude' as a tattoo
i'm never getting over u
middle of may and it's all the same
life's a game that i can't play
im runnin' late at airport gates
i never thought i'd miss my plane
cigarettes and a hypocrite
white outfits that i regret
singing this to my little sis
won’t remember but can’t forget
warm beers and sudden tears
faced my fear after all these years
belvedere under a chandelier
as cold and sad as the atmosphere
blue lights on spotify
goodbyes and on my mind
getting high sippin' on wine
thinking ‘bout some stupid guy
Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 9:19 AM UTC
new shoes and late night blues
drinking ***** listening to views
getting 'dude' as a tattoo
i'm never getting over u
middle of may and it's all the same
life's a game that i can't play
i'm runnin' late at airport gates
i never thought i'd miss my plane
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 3:48 PM UTC
it’s raining. when the drops hit the roof, a harmonic sound is made. a melody. it’s a whole new genre of music by itself. so peaceful.
and even though people are bouncing and sulking, and completely soaked by the tears of the sky, it does not change the fact, that it’s raining.
i think the world needed that.
Oct 15, 2017
Oct 15, 2017 at 4:52 AM UTC
*i'm in love with a ghost
and you're in love with me
two pretended souls
kiss me till i bleed
you strangle me at night
ripping every piece
loving you is a fight
dying in the sheets*
Oct 12, 2017
Oct 12, 2017 at 4:58 PM UTC
your lips so soft and eyes so green
your smile is reeler than i've ever seen
band t-shirts and skinny jeans
we feel so old but we're just sixteen
it's dark outside but there's hope in our hearts
the silent rain is a work of art
midnight sky's full of moonlight and stars
we keep on dreaming 'cause the night is ours
Jul 19, 2017
Jul 19, 2017 at 12:29 PM UTC
*wash your hands
‘cause you’ve been unclean
doing things
that shouldn’t have been seen
clear your mind
‘cause you’ve been unkind
now you can’t lie
it’ll keep you up at night*
Jul 3, 2017
Jul 3, 2017 at 4:20 PM UTC
*our souls will conquer
the fear
‘cause love is stronger
than tears
and i know you’ll
be here
‘cause i am no fool
my dear*
<3
Jun 25, 2017
Jun 25, 2017 at 5:32 PM UTC
*one more cigarette
dosen’t matter if i die
though i’m still feeling sad
when i’m f'cking high
and there’s no motivation
in our f'cked up minds
we wanna live
not just survive*
Jun 17, 2017
Jun 17, 2017 at 4:54 PM UTC
I wake up. Quiet. The sheets beside me are cold. The sun shines trough the dewy windows. I look down at my brown knees. The nail polish on my toes is falling off. I close my eyes for a second and open them again. I leave my bed and look myself in the mirror. My eyes are as blue as the ocean, and I’ve got freckles on my nose. My lips are dry, so I wet them with my tongue. I can feel the warmth from the sun on my thighs. It’s silent.
My mother enters the room.
“Who?” she asks.
“I don’t know” I answer. She leaves.
I look at myself in the mirror again. I look pretty, with my tan skin as a contrast to my blue eyes. An eyelash has fallen off and landed on my cheek, but I don’t remove it. I look away, at the sun. It shines again today. I miss the ocean.
May 20, 2017
May 20, 2017 at 5:04 PM UTC