The crackling fire and the burning wood
Like desire it flickers,
The flame from dying ember whence it came
The yearn of blood red lips
Which burn close to my hips
Oh, a pyre, has set a flame
A burning desire
When you utter my name...
My skin is set ablaze
Like wildfire burns down the maze
Around me...
The heat is luminous
Glows so bright
It lights up the gloomy night
And all I see is a sea of flames
No obstacles, no chains
It runs free...
Devouring everything in its path
It has a fervent force, a radiant wrath
This crude element flaring about
Kills with spirit without a doubt
Does it stop?
Or does it move hither
Goes on
Leaves me with nothing but a cold shiver
I close my eyes just for a fleet second
As I reopen them
This force that I have reckoned with
Left its mark
Destruction, ash, not even a spark...
Just dying ember without a flame
And a yearning voice of it whispering my name...
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 7:19 AM UTC
The days are the worse
Because I am awake
I only own the curse
Where I find you in my sleep
There all is unchanged
All is flawless
I am not deranged
It’s my solace
I find comfort in your smile
It warms the coldness within
Even if it’s all a lie
That cheeky ******* grin
The days are the worse
Because I am awake
I only own the curse
Where I find you in my sleep
The dreams are never ending
On repeat, it’s a torture
My mind pretending
It gets colder…
It’s morning...my body awakens
My mind, lost in there
My heart, it yearns
For it still does care.
The days are the worse
Because I am awake
I only own the curse
Where I find you in my sleep
Oh Lord end this curse at last
Let me slumber peacefully
Let me not live in the past
And replay it constantly
To search fears and desires
Many long for a dream so deep
I just want to **** these fires
For I wish to dream a dreamless sleep
Feb 23, 2025
Feb 23, 2025 at 3:12 PM UTC
It’s pushing me, pushing me off a cliff
Holding stuff back like this
It’s pushing me, pushing me far from you
But still I fold my heart in two
I give it to you
You don’t have time to nurture it, take care of it, cradle it
I still just wait
Patience is a killer
Each day I get slimmer and slimmer
Shaking, being afraid, scared
Wish I knew that you cared
Fought the fight
That might
Save us.
Oct 19, 2023
Oct 19, 2023 at 4:25 AM UTC
The thoughts
They come
They destroy
And then your done
Capture all your feelings
Crush all your believings
You try to take control
But they just can’t go away no more
Years of fear
Years of worries
Years of praying to the heavens
But they don’t leave
They are here with me
And not letting myself to be
Who I wanna be
They just come and explode
Make me wanna hit the road
Go far
All alone
Take a hike
Turn of my phone
But they won’t leave me alone
It’s there
Why the **** do I care!!
(I’m in control!)
No you’re not!
(This is my spot!)
No it ain’t !
And than I paint
All my thoughts
I’m going crazy
It’s too much
I’m going crazy
They are torture
Make my life more slower
They ******* take up time
They are ruthless, never rhyme
Make a hole
A deep dark hole
Where I can’t fall in no more
I climbed out years ago it’s pulling me back
And the fears in there, they wreck happiness
They choke me
They tear my mind apart they mock me!
(You ain’t strong!)
Yes I am!
(You can’t succeed!)
Yes I can
I can just run away from all this ********
But it’s running after me, never seams to quit
It wants to be the king
It wants to be the ruler
And as the days go by
It gets crueler and crueler
(Worry ***** Be afraid that keeps you alive!)
No it ain’t that’s what makes me die!
(It is a part of you!)
No it’s not
You behave like you have a ******* spot
But you ain’t
You trying to take control
I won’t let you
It seams like a 1000 years ago since I met you
This toxic relationship has been to long
Now that’s it I have to be strong!
(No you’re weak!)
Let me speak!
( I have a louder voice you coward freak!)
No you ain’t !
I'm in control, you just wait!
Oct 6, 2023
Oct 6, 2023 at 7:47 AM UTC
May come winter, may come fall
May the spring or summer call
May the river flood or dry
may the bluebird sing or cry.
May the rover find it's way
May the hunter shoot it's prey
May the sinner tell no lies
May the bluebird sing or cry.
May the mountains be as steep
May the valleys be so deep
May the ocean meet the tide
May the bluebird sing or cry.
May the poor have no pain
May the wealthy be unvain
May the common just get by
May the bluebird sing or cry.
May the stars shine as bright
May the dark not give a fright
May a comet cross the sky
May the bluebird sing or cry.
May the wind be just a breeze
May the fieldcrops never freeze
May the trees grow so high
May the bluebird sing or cry.
Come what else or come what may
I will still know everyday
May the bluebird sing or cry
My love for you will never die.
Jul 27, 2021
Jul 27, 2021 at 6:35 AM UTC
A soft touch can be a bit of a thrill
A look with fiery eyes, like a predator that's ready to ****
A strong bite there, a strong bite here
And the screams of pleasure is all that you hear.
A bit of a thrill can be a wild ride
Rocking side to side till the boat hits the tide
A thunder here, a thunder there
Out in the open sea the boat doesn't care.
A wild ride can be a bit of passion
Excitement, heat, some kind of obsession
A kiss there, a kiss here
It is so much more as it may appear.
A bit of passion can be a lot of love
Love that flies high, that soars above
But besides this love, still
A soft touch can be a bit of a thrill.
Jul 20, 2021
Jul 20, 2021 at 6:07 AM UTC
Love is many things
Hope is what it brings
And joy and laughter
Can make you smile a lot faster
Love is loyal and never bitter
Love is a dream, a bit even bigger
It is shared kisses and time
Cures the heart, makes it shine
Love never lies nor deceives
Love is whom in another person believes
Love is safe and it is true
For me love is all that is you
Nov 30, 2020
Nov 30, 2020 at 5:44 PM UTC
I open my eyes when I wake
And the first moment I take
I think of my darling
I think of his charming face
I imagine that we are in one place
We hold hands and stare in each other’s eyes
And feel the sun rise
The moment is perfect
It’s priceless
Than brightness fills the room
And we assume
It’s time to get up
But we stay
We lay there still
Exchange a kiss
Wishing every morning was like this
Oct 27, 2020
Oct 27, 2020 at 6:33 PM UTC
I love your soul
Your heart even more
You’re my treasure
My weakness
I could never love you less
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 5:41 PM UTC
You kiss my lips
you bite my nose
you squeeze my hips
you rip my clothes
you graize my thigh
this goes on for a while
I Hope forever my love
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 5:39 PM UTC