i will laugh
and feel myself blush
i will keep my eyes
down
and not look at you,
looking at me
Jun 2, 2016
Jun 2, 2016 at 4:21 PM UTC
The free, easy feelings disappear
Replaced by an eager hopeful yearning
Something else is controlling your mind
All feelings start to grow-
If you let them
They’ll take over.
Attach themselves to your thoughts
Always tracing back to
One person and one person only
Overanalyze
Overthink
Confusion
Make it into something
Much more that it is
You can always back away
Before it takes over-
You’re either safe
Or you’re ******
Once you invite them into your head
You've allowed them to be a guest
When in reality, they never asked
To be put there in the first place
Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 10:07 PM UTC
You can always run away
From your problems at hand
And continue to drink and
Smoke and snort
Or shoot your drugs of desire
But one day it will be right there
That thing you so desperately
Tried to escape from
It will show up waiting for you
To accept it
To feel it
To deal with it
It'll happen when you least expect it
It will hit you and you won't be able
To run away
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 2:22 PM UTC
I see the moon and the moon sees me,
And the moon sees the one that I long to see
Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 2:11 PM UTC
Erase him from your thoughts
He’s poison to your heart
Like a drug I just want more
The energy I get, like a rush
I can’t get enough
I’d rather he stay away
I can’t control myself
Oh, I wish it wasn't so
I’m glad it’s not often I see him around
Because I know how I am, I've seen it before
I don’t want a relapse of the last time I got hooked
By the look of a guy that I like
Then his eyes were brown; this time their blue
But the effect is all the same
His smile makes me go crazy
And I wish I could hate it
Hate his laugh, hate his hair
Hate his hat and hate his stare
But its never been that simple...
Jan 22, 2014
Jan 22, 2014 at 7:10 PM UTC
I know I have to be patient,
Because once I get it
I’ll see it a thousand times
-A fellow friend
Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 9:23 PM UTC
It’s just as enjoyable being in the same room,
Looking at you, watching your movements and smiles
As it is when you’re holding me tight,
Kissing my lips while your hands caress my body
Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 1:21 PM UTC
Is this the start of something new?
There’s not much I can say
There's not much for me to do
I can only go forward
And the best is yet to come!
I’m nervously excited to see it play out
Oh how will it all play out?
Dec 29, 2013
Dec 29, 2013 at 5:56 PM UTC
Would I want him to say sorry I haven’t hit you up; I know it’s been a while?
Because I would only smile and say it was fine, no big deal
Whether or not it was, didn’t matter
I wouldn’t tell him what was actually on my mind
That if I saw him more often my feelings would take over,
How the second time we talked I already had a crush...
We were at Capone’s on a Tuesday night
Outside, surrounded by people, talking laughing drinking
I was drawn in to him once again just like the first time,
I couldn’t look away from his eyes when we talked
I leaned in to my friend’s ear, tipsy on more than the beer I was drinking
And whispered, I think I have a crush
She smiled and said I know
So it really was no big deal
Because the more I saw him the more I’d like him
And I don’t know if he would feel the same for me
Dec 15, 2013
Dec 15, 2013 at 2:31 PM UTC