
So i guess this is 4
Touching the stove and watching it burn your skin
Realizing that you have to breathe
Slipping and falling
Feeling his hands on you
His hands on you
His hands on you
Nightmares
Doctor checks
Hospital trips
Therapy?
Therapy
So I guess this is 13
Losing your friends
Getting your period
Crying over your First heartbreak
Watching your parents separate
Cutting your skin
Starving your body
Sleepless nights
So I guess this is 18
Watching your first love get married
Finding out your second loves likes boys
Leaving home
Getting tattoos to cover scars
First kiss
First time having ***
First time realizing it hurts when someone uses you
Second time
Spending days crying
So I guess this is 19
Seeing your body as a work of art
Going to movies
Eating dinner
Going to concerts
All by yourself
And enjoying it
Getting more tattoos
For no reason other than I like them
Sleeping through the night
Starting to write again
Standing up to your fears
Speaking up
Speaking your poetry in public
So I guess this is 19
I'm so glad I made it
Feb 21, 2017
Feb 21, 2017 at 12:27 AM UTC
We are the perfect definition of almost
Two parallel lines that get so close
They almost kiss
Almost touch
Almost
You go to bed while I rise
You're in South Carolina and I'm in Texas
I'm Texas while you're in South Carolina
We just barely missed each other
Almost met
Almost
We are 11:12
The missed calls
The last seconds of the song on the radio
The first kiss that didn't happen
The eyes that didn't meet
The unspoken apologies
The parallel lines
We are almost
all the Failed potential in the world
Stuck in one word
Two syllables
Six letters
You almost loved me
I was almost enough
We almost happened
Almost
Feb 21, 2017
Feb 21, 2017 at 12:19 AM UTC
I fell in love with a boy
who wanted my body
when I wanted his soul
I fell in love with a boy
I gave the boy my body
but he kept his soul
I fell in love with a boy
now he's got my body
and left with my soul
Jun 25, 2016
Jun 25, 2016 at 9:07 PM UTC
We don't talk anymore
So I'll write you letters in the stars, that way I'll know for sure
that you'll read them
I'll say, "I miss you"
"I hope we talk again"
"I hope you're well"
I'll be like the moon
And love you from a distance
We don't talk anymore
And I'm not sure what hurts more
The things you said
Or the ones you didn't
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 12:40 AM UTC
But if you leave, promise me this
Promise me you'll find someone who
Can't wait to hear about the crazy
Dreams you had the night before
Someone who knows about the
Whale birthmark on your thigh
Someone who thinks your laugh
Is the only sunshine they'll need
And your eyes are the only stars
They want to look into at night
Someone who gets giddy when
They think about holding your hand
Find someone who knows the places
Your hands have been and appreciates
their strength they hold despite it all
Someone who understands
Your banter and feistiness
Find someone who loves you for
Who you are not what you have
Overall, if you decide to leave
I hope you find someone
Who can love you in all the ways
I couldn't
Mar 15, 2016
Mar 15, 2016 at 5:57 AM UTC
You were like
the first word in a poem
The first note in a symphony
the first beam of sunlight
in the morning
and the first star
in the night sky
I loved you more than
the moon loves the sun
the ocean loves the shore
my lungs love the air I breathe
but what if we were
the dark before a dawn
the rain before a rainbow
the calm before the crash
what if all we were was prologue
Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 8:49 PM UTC
My heart
hold so much
evidence of history
but so do museums,
art galleries and cemeteries.
Maybe someday my heart
will be on display
for having survived.
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 7:48 AM UTC
Every I love you I said
sounded a little more
like a goodbye
but it was only because
your heart is a restless ocean
and I never was good
with learning
the tide cycles
Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 8:54 PM UTC
I.
Hell for me was knowing I'd never love another the same way I loved you.
II.
They tell me someone can't be both the poison and the curing potion but you somehow managed to cure a wound and cause another.
III.
I remember the exact moment I fell in love with you except I wasn't just falling, I was drowning. I should've known.
IV.
Everything reminds me of you, even the things that don't.
V.
We met at the wrong time. I'm still waiting for the moment you and time are on my side.
VI.
When we first met I was blue. I didn't love my sadness until you told me your favorite color was navy blue.
VII.
I loved the cold until I found an indescribable winter inside me the day you left.
Jan 30, 2016
Jan 30, 2016 at 9:24 PM UTC
There were words
Waiting to be said
There were things
Hidden in my head
That would hurt him
So I kept quiet instead
Jan 30, 2016
Jan 30, 2016 at 8:05 PM UTC