Well let me tell you something
I don't hate you
I feel nothing towards you
But should you decide to slit your throat
Please know that I'll throw a ******* party
Because the Wicked ***** of the Ghetto
Finally realized no one likes her
I could destroy you in the blink of an eye
But I don't have to because you're doing it yourself
You're turning into your father
Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 8:52 PM UTC
You told me I was bad for you
You told me it's my fault you follow me like a puppy
You told me you had to be your own person
You told me I was just like you
You told me I was a *****
You told me I always make it someone else's fault
You told me to feel bad for not trusting you
You told me you didn't mean it
You told me you were just ******
Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 8:51 PM UTC
You told me you would try to fix me
But how can you fix what's not broken
I was fine until you tried to save me
Now I'm broken into hundreds of pieces
But you won't clean up the mess you made
You've walked away and still destroy me
Every time I see you
I break into more pieces
Selfishly I want you gone
I was fine until you tried to save me
Now I'm broken into hundreds of pieces
I double, triple think every move I make
Because you broke me
Every time I see you, I die more and more
And just once I want you to feel how I felt
Broken, with nothing left
I want to take everything that keeps you on this planet
And destroy it in front of you
I was fine until you tried to save me
Now I'm broken into hundreds of pieces
But I'll be okay
I can piece myself back together without you
Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 8:39 PM UTC
I never knew that I loved you
Until you were to far away
For me to say it
I never knew you were the glue
That kept me from falling apart
Until I fell to pieces
I never knew how lost I was
Without you by my side
Until I was lost
I never knew you were the light
At the end of my tunnel
Until I was surrounded in darkness
I never knew I needed you next to me
Until you were miles away
I never knew that I loved you
Until you were to far away
For me to say it
No, I never knew
I never knew
Jul 3, 2013
Jul 3, 2013 at 12:34 AM UTC
Since when do I not want to see you
Or spend time with you
What went wrong between us
That it makes me sick to my stomach
At the thought of seeing you
Happy with someone that wasn't me
Since when am I so shallow that
Stuff like that bothers me
Since when did having to see you
Make me take a razor blade to my skin
And puke up my lunch
Since when did everything change
May 26, 2013
May 26, 2013 at 7:41 PM UTC
When did you become
The person I could talk to
And feel safe
When did you become
The person who could talk to me
And get me to put down my knife
Before you
I would place my blade to my skin
Without remorse
But now I feel like I need to hide my scars
Because I'm afraid to disappoint you
Even though I know
You don't care about that kind of stuff
May 13, 2013
May 13, 2013 at 10:10 PM UTC
I want you to hold me
To keep me warm in the winter
And hold me while I sleep
I want you to be there
When I wake up in the morning
And when I go to sleep at night
I want to watch TV with you
While you hold me tight
I never knew how much
I wanted you to hold me tight
May 12, 2013
May 12, 2013 at 8:59 PM UTC
I know that you're trying
To understand how I feel
But you can't imagine the feeling
Of being consumed
By nothing but pain and
Overwhelming sadness
So thank you
For trying to understand
Why I want to put a gun to my head
And pull the trigger
May 7, 2013
May 7, 2013 at 10:55 PM UTC
But she's getting better
They all said
She's eating three meals
And her wrists are clean
But little do they know
With every meal I eat
I die a little on the inside
And they don't think
To check anywhere
But my wrists
So no,
I'm not getting better
Mar 25, 2013
Mar 25, 2013 at 11:11 PM UTC
It's taken me years,
But I've finally realized
That I need to say
Goodbye and **** you to:
Those ******** who broke my heart
Those ******* who can't stop gossiping about me
Those ******** that hurt me
Those people who lied to me
Those ******* that broke their promises
Those two-faced *****
The stuck-up *****
The ****** who don't understand 'no'
And especially anyone who made me cry
Because I've finally learned
You weren't worth my time
-My past, my present or my future
Mar 25, 2013
Mar 25, 2013 at 7:59 PM UTC