-you’re also like too pretty
-u make me too happy
a follow out of the blue
whats a year when its true
friendship or love
wheres the line?
can we ignore what was once there
resist the
irresistible
u said u hoped i would text
i said i hoped you would respond
i didnt say i dreamed of you the night i texted
not for the first time i’ll admit
but this time it was different
i was stuck. no way out.
or through.
or around.
out of the blue a doorbell rings and im opening the door
and falling into your arms
I woke to your message
mere hours later im somehow
a year back
(i really didnt fight that hard though)
my heart aches for love
to be understood and cherished
held in the highest and most deepest of regards
i miss that feeling
i really did miss you you know
every turn a knew reminder
every reminder a painful stab of what used to be..
so-
right
but was now so wrong
i lay here
in one of few sweatshirts i have left
a bastardized relic
of the shrine i used to possess
wondering if this time
it’ll last
-ps universe: extra pretty please?
iv been going crazy waiting for you
Jul 8, 2023
Jul 8, 2023 at 2:09 PM UTC
fun for the sake of fun
forgetting for the sake of forgetting
*** for the sake of ***
all is fair in love and-
no
nothing is fair
take not just what you are given
but what you can take
if you dont they will
where should i wear my heart?
my cheek?
my sleeve?
i think i always choose wrong
tell me truthfully:
does it ever end well?
Jul 8, 2023
Jul 8, 2023 at 1:52 PM UTC
Back and forth back and forth,
Never knowing always caring
Am I to fat, what is my worth?
Is the mirror lying?
Do I look slutty, do I look prudish
Is my hair frizzing up?
The boys are acting kind of rudish
Will I always be stuck in this rut?
I thought I look good today
But then I saw the mirror
I almost felt good today
But now my mind is clearer.
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 9:04 PM UTC
I wish that everybody would just be quiet
And listen to what the birds had to say.
The human race can be so insensitive
But the worst part is we don't even know we're doing it
We crawl through our meaningless lives
Pretending like we know what we're doing
Apparently, we're the most intelligent of our time
I think that should be put up for debate
Have you ever thought about what the ladybugs would say?
Of course not, because that would be crazy
Every single person sees themselves as above at least one thing in life
don't even try to deny it
How do we constantly live with so much drama?
I swear it's getting to my head
Just once in my life, I'd like to witness true silence
Enough to hear the sound of my own thoughts
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 8:59 PM UTC
The one question that keeps me up at night
leaves me more confused than I originally started out
what makes most sense
in this world filled with lies
if you really think about it
everything in the world stems down to one word
if anyone answered it they would be recognized worldwide
but then what?
have we finally discovered all their is to know?
is that it?
the end to our supposed suffering?
honestly id rather it a mystery
the human race left to fathom the unfathomable
it leaves a bit of a tang to the air
with a single word hanging over the heads of everyone
I bet the answers right on the tip of our noses
but were to busy digging into the ground
you honestly think you'll find it their?
we call ourselves the smartest of our time
another question were left to ponder
the infamous why
Nov 2, 2016
Nov 2, 2016 at 9:14 PM UTC
I wish I could love like before
with no troubles or worries
about secret intentions.
All along you planned to break me
to play with my carefully guarded heart
then throw it on the floor.
I thought you were just like me,
Innocent and sweet
gentle and kind.
How could you turn into such a monster?
Abandoning your old ways
turning into the one thing I feared the most.
Nov 2, 2016
Nov 2, 2016 at 8:03 PM UTC
You think that was bad?
You should hear what I have said about myself.
Nov 2, 2016
Nov 2, 2016 at 7:47 PM UTC
Being careless is ok,
as long as your careful
Being hypocritical is fine,
as long as you dont lie
Telling the truth is the right thing
as long as it doesn't hurt anybody
Asking for help is perfect,
as long as you dont need it
Falling in love is only natural
as long as you dont fall to deep
Convince the people your attached
but stay detached
Make sure you seem like someone your not
just to keep them on their toes
Sep 20, 2016
Sep 20, 2016 at 5:49 PM UTC
I tell them what they want to hear
they smile and move on
never stopping to think twice
about the crooked smile that's been playing on my face
Oh the good it would have done them
to pay a little more attention
at that evil glint in my eyes
I wish I could have told them, alas, whats done is done
If only I could have told them
but what fun would that of been
once they know my secret, theirs no one to be fooled
i'd be caged up and studied like a bird
Undergoing lengthy hours of boredom
while people stare and gawk
at the demon that lies before them
so I must keep myself to myself, no one can ever know
The only secret I've ever kept, is the darkest of them all
you think I go to bed at night
but why would I sleep at night if that's when evil rules?
being bad is so much more fun than the alternative
Instead of going to church on Sundays, I burn them down
no one glances twice at the sinister look in my eyes
they mistake my cruel words for sarcasm, my smirk for a smile
the things they don't know, could easily be the death of them
The answers written on my tombstone
here lies a hidden demon
Sep 13, 2016
Sep 13, 2016 at 5:36 PM UTC
If only the good die young
Does that make me a terrible person?
Should I be on my knees begging for forgiveness?
Since i didn't die as a child, instead got to enjoy my life?
i'm sorry I don't cry myself to sleep at night, for having a beating heart
Thats just not the way I was raised
I was taught to embrace the small moments, instead of wishing I was dead
So again let me express my sorrow for having a happy life
For one must live in sorrow, since I am a horrid person
But what is the point of dying young, if we were promised a lifetime?
Even though our world has many problems, i'm glad I get to see them all work out
I want to go to college and have a good job, raise children with a loving husband
Is that really to much to ask?
My mother is my role model, but since she's still alive
Your telling me I don't even have her to look up to?
Excuse me for my rudeness, but that's an idiotic thing to say
For all mothers are amazing, do you know how much work they do?
What about my baby sister,
Should I be praying that she die? And never live to see her first birthday?
Again,please pardon my manners, but who ever came up with that is an awful person
That probably lived to be 200, which would insult them to the fullest extent
If only the good die young.
Sep 12, 2016
Sep 12, 2016 at 6:24 PM UTC