I knew it back in my mind
that he had found someone new
yet it ached me everyday to ask
and with liquor in my bloodstream
the text was sent in a heartbeat
I thought it wouldn't hurt
because I already knew
but when the response was mine
with the dreadful answer
it hurt me more than anything
I thought I could look past it
but everyday I think about her
if she is better than me
if she is happy with my love
if she can give him back
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 5:35 AM UTC
Dance with me
I won't stop you
Embrace me tight in your arms
I won't stop you
Squeeze until I can't fill my lungs with air
I won't stop you
Continue until my vision goes black
I won't stop you
Hold my body when I've fainted
When it's too late to stop you
My last request is that you don't stop
Let me be yours until I'm no longer existing
I rather be yours and nothing
Than alone and everything
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 3:55 PM UTC
"Don't worry, I'm finally over him"
And it was in that moment
When my lips felt the words running out
I knew that I had become a liar
The definition of over isn't:
Thinking about him every morning of everyday
And not being able to stay away from the phone
Because you can't miss a call, you can't text him back too late
When he is there, he is really there
But when he is gone, he is forever gone
Or at least until you mumble those words
"I'm over him"
Darling, I promise you
He will be back
And if you not stay strong enough
You won't be over him
Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 1:25 PM UTC
She was a girl looking for love
In a town where boys looked for fun
So she visited another town
Where she found a man
Looking for both
She was unexperienced
Beliving that if she gave all of her heart
She would get all of his in return
But the man was scared
Keeping a part for himself
Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 11:57 AM UTC
Stones - Barbarossa
He push play and walks toward me
The melancholic sound sweps over me
He puts his arms around me
I press my body against him wanting to get stuck
Wish he won't let me go
Hold my tears in when he kiss me gently
We are ten meters from the parking lot
I start hoping for something to happen
An accident even to stop the time
Let me have him a bit more
But he parks and stops the engine
And with just one glance back with my teary eyes
I walk away with our song replaying in my head
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 5:07 PM UTC
My body shivers of abstinence
My nails are broken down
I get aggresive and doesn't care anymore
It's not alcohol
It's not drugs
It's you
I haven't heard your voice in two weeks
I haven't touched you in a month
I need you
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 1:09 PM UTC
My absence in writing have made me wonder
What make a poet write?
Falling in love made me speak out
With every anxious and happy moment it led to
Dealing with new emotions confused me
A confusing I tried to solve by seing my thoughts in black and white
Letter after letter, line after line
My messy, tangled brain became something with a structure
But it's hard to write when your inspiration lives hours away
When you learn to control your emotions and can't experience new ones
Because the love or loss you write about isn't their to love or leave you
You don't know what you feel anymore therefore you stop feeling
Now you don't know whether to love or leave
The last part isn't true
I just miss him so much so if I let myself feel the pain
It would crush me
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 4:18 PM UTC
Someday we'll be together, okey?
I'll lay in your arms again, okey?
This isn't the last time I'll see you, okey?
I hope I'm the only one, okey?
I love you, okey?
Please love me, okey?
Don't leave me, okey?
Okey?
Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 4:41 PM UTC
I didn't expect anything of you
So when you turned out to be
Everything I ever wanted
And so much more
That was the best surprise
Of my entire life
I hope this surprise never stops
But I've learned that I shouldn't expect it
Oct 9, 2014
Oct 9, 2014 at 2:59 PM UTC