And truly, it is an unnerving feeling to be both absolutely infuriated and completely, utterly heartbroken.
May 10, 2016
May 10, 2016 at 3:25 PM UTC
I've been gone so long
I can barely say
All I know is now I want to stay
Has it been too long since I went away?
Cause I'm trying to find the words but I can barely say
May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 12:48 PM UTC
"Love you, see you Monday"
You immediately came back after your response in our emotion-charged talk and told me this.
My immediate reaction upon reading this simple line was to laugh (out of shock and happiness, of course), but it was immediately followed by unforeseen cying - no, sobbing - because you finally made it crystal clear.
I knew you cared about me.
They've been trying to convince me you don't, but I knew better.
Thank you.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 11:21 AM UTC
I always saw stars in your eyes, but now.. my God, they're even brighter. They're so much brighter.
May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 12:50 PM UTC
Sure, I can say whatever I want behind a phone screen and you'll never know otherwise.
But if you told me to look you in the eyes and sincerely say I didn't love you still, I couldn't do it.
May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 12:26 PM UTC
I'm sorry she led me to believe I didn't care about either of you.
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 9:15 AM UTC
Not a single
demand,
expectation,
conjuncture,
influence
will keep me from living for me
and living out the hopes, dreams, and light
that I have suppressed for so long
at the request of others around me.
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 10:58 AM UTC
Shocking, really, how quickly things can change,
largely due to this new burning and gleaming confidence.
I'm like a river - free, flowing, and coursing,
and nothing will ever confine me again.
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 10:53 AM UTC
It will never work out the way I've envisioned for so long.
Apr 24, 2016
Apr 24, 2016 at 12:17 AM UTC
You've always tried to keep me concealed, as if I was a weapon of sorts.
A weapon that could threaten everything you've built from the ground up.
I've never seen myself as dangerous.
I've never seen myself as needing to be handled with extreme caution, lest you accidentally shoot yourself in the foot.
Why is it that you see me as a loaded gun, love?
I'm not capable of such violence.
You've always been reckless when it came to me.
Why the sudden hesitation?
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 2:28 PM UTC
