some how
the months have passed easily
in your absence
-em vidar
Dec 13, 2022
Dec 13, 2022 at 2:03 AM UTC
When do I stop hoping
for the apologies
I know will never come
-em vidar
Oct 28, 2022
Oct 28, 2022 at 8:32 PM UTC
I must have loved you
at one point
These lingering emotions must have been created
to fill the void left
from the absence of love
-em vidar
Oct 24, 2022
Oct 24, 2022 at 12:41 AM UTC
Is it alright
to wish you well
when I know the truth
you chose to ignore
-em vidar
Sep 2, 2022
Sep 2, 2022 at 2:10 AM UTC
I have evidence,
of a time I don't remember existing.
We've drifted so far
from that moment
we are no longer
tethered to it
-em vidar
Sep 2, 2022
Sep 2, 2022 at 2:08 AM UTC
The biggest lie
I have told myself
is that I am honest.
Which is true,
Except when it comes to you.
I don't know if we could ever be honest.
-em vidar
Aug 8, 2022
Aug 8, 2022 at 3:28 AM UTC
When did it stop being
what I thought it was,
No distinction between the two,
It just was
and now isn't
I've only now realized
what it is
is not what it was
-em vidar
Aug 2, 2022
Aug 2, 2022 at 1:56 AM UTC
I've forgotten you
the only way I can
You no longer have a face
Your laugh no longer a sound I hear
Songs are skipped
instead of played on repeat
I can't remember if your eyes were blue
maybe green? were they brown
Instead you are a name
replaced with neutral terms
A memory for stories
that exist only because you had
at one point
-em vidar
Aug 1, 2022
Aug 1, 2022 at 3:44 AM UTC
Made even
the sweet memories
have a bitter aftertaste
-em vidar
Jun 15, 2022
Jun 15, 2022 at 3:05 AM UTC
It was always a losing game
when two people
could never be honest
-em vidar
May 27, 2022
May 27, 2022 at 12:31 AM UTC