am i in love with you?
or am i in love with love?
do i chase the dreams of you with me, hand in hand as we walk down our life paths?
or do i simply enjoy euphoric, temporal and carnal desire for you?
to give non-divine divinity, i’ve come to realise,
will only await pain and heartbreak.
Sep 16, 2020
Sep 16, 2020 at 11:41 AM UTC
you kept me awake,
filled me with butterflies,
made me dream of my future,
my hand in yours.
you promised me with those eyes.
the universe works in mysterious ways.
you make me want to sleep and never wake up,
so i don’t have to remember,
the mistake i made.
i suppose it was my fault, for trusting you.
Sep 15, 2020
Sep 15, 2020 at 6:15 AM UTC
i supposed i should’ve heeded my mother’s warning,
not to open my door to strangers.
foolish girl,
always too trusting.
exposing my heart to him, raw and awaiting,
only to have it crushed in the palm of his hand,
while he sets it down gently.
tell me, how could you blame me for locking my doors now?
Sep 15, 2020
Sep 15, 2020 at 6:10 AM UTC
to say i was blinded by your light would be an understatement.
sweet nothings you whisper in my ear,
how could you expect me not to fall?
deeper and deeper my love ran through the tracks, only to find no designation.
how long has it been since i’ve faced rejection, i wonder?
stupid girl, to think a boy like you would ever come to love a heathen like me
oh how it feels to cry over a boy who doesn’t love you.
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 9:04 AM UTC
i should’ve known better than to put my heart into something so fleeting
and now i’m left here robbed
all alone
i should’ve known it was too good to be true
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 7:13 AM UTC
it’s barely been a week since
our first kiss
it’s barely been a few days since
our shared intimacy
is it too early to say i need you with me?
would you love me if i asked you nicely?
please
my head is underwater
and i can’t sleep
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 12:13 PM UTC
the night we kissed
you told me not to tempt you
but how could i?
knowing you wanted me just as badly
so why are you pulling away from me?
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 10:13 AM UTC
i wonder if you know
you take my breath away,
and yet being apart from you makes me feel like i’m drowning
i don’t know if you feel the same
but i beg you to lay me down gently
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 10:10 AM UTC
the two of cups-
in the heat of passion
it felt like i’ve known you whole life
magnetic attraction, i never thought would happen
the hermit-
but just as quickly
i’m left once again in darkness,
wondering where you’ve gone
the moon-
the more i long for you
the more it eats me up inside
am i silly for falling so fast?
temperance-
the universe signs for patience,
but i fear the window is closing
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 10:02 AM UTC