In the warmth of your eyes, I find home,
a haven where love resides, and I am never alone.
Your touch ignites a flame, that burns like a fire so bright,
melting fears, and soothing my soul, through the dark of night.
With every beat my heart sings your name,
in harmony with the rhythm, of our love's sweet refrain.
In your arms, I find solace, a peaceful place to hide,
with you, my love, I am complete, my heart full, my soul inside.
Like a rose in bloom, our love continues to unfold,
petals of passion, and a love that never grows old.
Through life's joys and challenges, we'll face the test,
together, forever, our love will find its best.
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 10:36 PM UTC
In the hospital's sterile room, we waited ten long days,
news of your decline, a constant, crushing sway.
Each update a blow, a weight that wouldn't lift, the machines, the tubes, a prison of pain and grief.
The room was a cage, air thick with despair, I choked on every breath, on every whispered prayer.
Your body, fragile, worn, a map of scars and lines. I couldn't bear the sight, the helplessness that clings.
But in the midst of it all, a thread I found to hold, forgiveness,
fragile, like a bird taking flight, unfold.
For all the wounds, like scars, the what-ifs and the whys,
I let them go, dad, and in love, I realize.
You were human, flawed, and broken, just like me,
and in that, I found a peace, a love that's wild and free.
So I'll hold onto the memories, and the sleepless nights.
You may be gone, but your love remains, a flame
that flickers still, a light that guides me, still the same.
Dad I miss you more than words can say,
but I'm grateful for the time we had, anyway.
You showed me strength, and laughter, and heart,
And I'll carry those gifts with me , from the very start.
i know that you are now at peace and at home, this isn't really goodbye as you'd say, more, we'll see each other someday soon.
I forgive you, and I love you,
for being my dad, through and through.
Mar 19
Mar 19, 2026 at 5:46 PM UTC
My mind is a carousel,
spinning round and round, never staying still,
my thoughts and emotions, a dizzying whirl
each ride a struggle, a test of will.
The music plays, a constant hum,
A reminder of the turmoil to come,
the lights blur together, a colorful haze,
as I try to find my way through this daze.
The horses gallop, a frantic pace,
each one a state of worry, of fear, of a troubled space.
The swings rise high, a soaring flight,
but crash back down, into the dark at night.
I search for a way to slow the ride,
to step off the carousel, stand aside,
to find some peace, some calm, some rest,
but the music plays on and I'm stuck in this test.
Yet still I hold on, through the twists and turns,
and pray for a moment, when the ride learns,
to slow its pace, and let me breathe,
and find my footing on solid ground beneath.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 9:28 PM UTC
I'm the clown of my own circus,
putting on a show so amazing...but its all a ruse.
See I wear a mask, and a fake smile so bright,
hiding the pain, the darkness of night.
I'm juggling emotions, trying to stay afloat,
but its hard to keep up, when you're feeling broke.
It's all a jumbled mess that's unorganized, with no other performer but me.
I'm the star of my own messed-up show,
where the laughter's loud, but the tears still flow.
I'm trying to be strong, to put a brave face,
but its hard when the spotlight shines on my darkest place.
I'm standing here a joker juggling doubts, fears, and anxiety too,
trying to keep it together, but its exhausting to get through.
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing control,
like the circus is burning, and I'm losing my role.
I'll keep on performing, with a grin so wide,
hoping that someday, I'll find my true stride.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 3:06 AM UTC
I had this dream, so vivid you see.
I could see it. See us,
Seen us moving in together,
cuddling on the sofa,
seen the good morning kisses,
the fighting and making up,
the smiling for no reason,
us annoying each other,
us also comforting one another,
us getting married.
I see us together..
but once my eyes opened up I knew that's all it was, just a dream.
Aug 23, 2021
Aug 23, 2021 at 9:02 PM UTC
The first rays of sunlight shining in,
warm arms caging me in, and
faint chirping of birds.
That's a beautiful morning told in a beautiful way,
that everyday of our life is a new beginning.
Nov 26, 2020
Nov 26, 2020 at 9:07 PM UTC
Roses are Red
Violets are Blue
I cant sleep at night,
Cause there's a demon in my room.
And when I close my eyes
its in my dreams too.
Nov 3, 2020
Nov 3, 2020 at 4:24 PM UTC
I saw the the beautiful demolition of my generation destroyed,
How I mourned the illustration.
I'll never forget the dazzling and delightful illustration.
Pay attention to the discussion,
the discussion is the most theological language of all.
Does the discussion of it all make you shiver?
does it?
Meditation is, in its way, the philosophical value of consideration.
Now woolly-headed is just the thing,
To get me wondering if the meditation is muddled.
Aug 19, 2020
Aug 19, 2020 at 12:27 AM UTC
My lovely kpop, you inspire me to write.
How I love the way you dance, sing and put your heart and soul into your lyrics.
Your constantly invading my mind day and through the night,
Always dreaming about the wise stories you've told through your music.
Let me compare you to a gentle tune?
You are more fancy and more amazing.
Bright sun heating the blazing month of June,
And summertime has the overgrazing.
How do I love you? Let me count the ways.
I love your songs and personality.
Thinking of your astute songs fills my days.
My love for you is the congenital abnormality.
Now I must away with a chancy heart,
Remember my cute words whilst we're apart.
Aug 19, 2020
Aug 19, 2020 at 12:16 AM UTC
Remember when we became best friends?
Remember when you told me that we'd always have each other and no one else?
Remember when you once said that we would always be there for each other,
no matter what?
Remember those days where we could tell each other secrets and actually keep them to ourselves?
Remember when we told each other the truth no matter what it was or how hurtful it could be?
Remember when all of these things became memories we once knew,
cause you forgot about me.
Or how you weren't there through the bad,
only the good,
and how you went around telling everyone my secrets,
my demons!
You lied, and I hope that if or when you read this,
you'll be able to feel the pain, sorrow, and the embarrassment that I felt when I found out that the one person I once trusted,
with all my pain and suffering decided to put them out for all them to see.
It's like I'm on a stage,
in a cage,
like a wild animal,
for all to see.
All these eyes on me, and the only ones I see ae yours staring back at me.
Do you hear me calling,
reaching out for you help,
while you walk away?
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 9:06 PM UTC