I wouldn’t say I stopped loving you or missing you
But it became softer, like a healed bruise that’s still tender when pressed
I view you in a light that warms my round cheeks, honeyed and gentle
And if I were to see you again, I’d tell you I would’ve loved every wrinkle you gained if it meant I could still be with you
And I couldn’t have been more vulnerable because there was a time limit and to love with a time limit is to love with a ceiling
I had to contain my love for a person who, if you had stripped me down until the ivory shine of my bones remained, you would have found them swollen with love for you
Memories of vanilla macaroons and sitting beneath a bandstand in Savannah’s sultry air come back in glimpses, and I catch myself giggling
That’s how I know this grief has become easier to hold
Sep 16, 2025
Sep 16, 2025 at 12:56 AM UTC
The sappy air stuck to my skin like melted sugar
I looked down and spotted a ladybug restful upon me
She tucked in her wings and began to explore a new horizon of olive tanned skin- a remnant of the friendly banter between skin and the days honeyed light
Where was she headed?
A playful breeze danced with the Spanish moss draped from the branches
She clutched the unshaven hairs on my thighs like children do when hanging from monkey bars
Love is, cupping my hands around her, blocking the force that makes my hair stick to my lips
Jul 28, 2025
Jul 28, 2025 at 11:38 PM UTC
Some of the times, I was spilling over the brim with love, giddiness, or when giggles bubbled through my lips.
When you asked me if you could take me to Chicago. Yes. Over and over again.
We rescued a dog on Rutledge Ave. Cotton was his name.
This may be premature. From how I feel about you right now,
I'd travel around the world with you, giggling, dancing, so much kissing, splitting desserts
And I really hope it happens in my life.
Slipping into the corners of Chicago, where the curve of your face feels familiar to those around you, learning about you. There's so much I want to know.
I'll think of you anytime I hear the word "Chicago," and a smirk will climb from the corner of my lips.
This time with you has felt like the equivalent of a warm blanket pulled out of the dryer, wrapped around my cheeks.
I can assure you I haven't felt unsure about you.
I like the freckles on the bridge of your nose; some say freckles are kisses from angels. Lucky you
When we danced cheek to cheek in my room, you said, "I've never danced cheek to cheek with anyone before."
When you told me how lucky you felt that you got to meet me, I cried. You kept taking fake to-go orders from McDonald's, and they all got delivered as kisses on my wet cheeks.
The day after you left, I was talking to the mailman, and I was so upset. He told me a story of when he was 26, living in Hawaii, and this girl at the time, now his current wife, came to visit him. For two weeks, they traveled the island together, and when she left, he lay on the beach and watched her plane take off back to Providence. He said, "So I know how you feel. I cried like a baby, and it's ok to miss someone, and it's ok to feel sad." I smiled and cried some more.
You're in Michigan, getting ready for your brother's wedding, and today I walked past a couple sitting on a bench at Colonial Lake, pressed against each other, they had no interest in the world around them. That feeling felt so foreign to me for months, until I met you.
It's so early and premature, but I believe in every lifetime, I'd want this person to be mine.
Thank you, with every ounce of love I have within me, wrung out and twisted through
Jul 28, 2025
Jul 28, 2025 at 4:24 PM UTC
Honeybee, honeybee
Tender in the world blue
She’d allow hummingbirds to sip sugar from the pits of her veins
They’d nest in the soft waves of her long dark hair, that sticks to her lips when the wind blows
An authentic woman
Bare faced, beautiful plain skin
Varicose veins popped on her softened cheeks
Roman nose, dark features
Promenade eyebrows
And dimples that dance when she smiles
Her body is similar to the one’s crafted from marble in Italy
Hippier than most, our mom would say
When she tries on a cream silk dress cradles her waist
Jul 28, 2025
Jul 28, 2025 at 3:59 PM UTC
He lay, slumber, neck perched against the wooden desk covered in a sage silky cloth. Teeth rested against his bottom lips. Through the gap between his teeth is a low-pitched breathing, like a tea kettle finishing its brew in the rhythm of the rise and fall of his stomach. While his thick eyebrows resemble their origin contradicting to the bristly stubble on his head, parading his full cheeks that melt into his quivering chin. His thighs represent the one’s of his mothers with natural aging much to evident for such a young child. His stomach exhibited its roundness, open to the still air.
Apr 5, 2023
Apr 5, 2023 at 10:36 AM UTC
I laughed more tonight, than I have in awhile
Wholesome friends
And sweet,
Sweet laughter
Jul 14, 2022
Jul 14, 2022 at 10:44 PM UTC
The best things come out of the red.
Blue.
Like your eyes
Apr 25, 2022
Apr 25, 2022 at 10:40 AM UTC
My aunt Lolly used to give me cinnamon tea and orange peels,
Aroma of citrus and spice fill the kitchen,
Deutsch cinnamon to be exact
Quills of cinnamon, steeped into my teacup
A spike of apple moonshine, coating my throat with warmth
You would say
As kids, I remember my dad giving us whiskey when we were sick.
Yesterdays, bottles of brandy
Today’s headache coupled with cinnamon tea, garnished with an orange peel. Miss you
Apr 14, 2022
Apr 14, 2022 at 11:26 PM UTC
Strut, with swollen feet
Walking on America Street
Sirens
Blue, Red
Red and Blue
Held at gunpoint
Please, don’t make any quick movements
Wince, I looked away.
Old friend
Why didn’t-
No why didn’t you stay
I thought you married her, her blond hair, and soft eyes
Why didn’t she stay
Red curly afro hair,
She is not your age
Why didn’t you give me the time of day?
Oh well,
Walking on America Street
Mar 26, 2022
Mar 26, 2022 at 11:51 AM UTC
Nanny, I will see you on Sunday
Palm to palm, washed. Surrounded by venetian pink walls
Rose Du Barry pink sink?
Greener shabby scalloped teacups
Earl Grey
Sweet
Malty
Much too much sugar
Diminished flavor palate
Sharp mind
Bergamot
Intensely cutting flavor
Please, dance with me in Italy.
Mar 3, 2022
Mar 3, 2022 at 10:14 PM UTC
