elodie-boucher-lemay - Hello Poetry

When I'm with you, I feel like i'm more than the depressive girl i usualy feel like, When I'm with you, I feel like i'm wanted and pretty and funny. When I'm with you, I feel good and the moment you're gone i keep hearing your voice and your laugh, i keep seing the way you sake your head to move your hair. When I'm with you, you make me laugh and make me wonder if i'm crazy because of how ****** up some of our conversations are wierd, but, i love it that way. I love you that way. When I'm with you, I love you, And when i'm not with you, I still love you

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May 6, 2015

May 6, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC

When I'm with you,

When I'm with you, I feel like i'm more than the depressive girl i usualy feel like, When I'm with you, I feel like i'm wanted and pretty and funny. When I'm with you, I feel good and the moment you're gone i keep hearing your voice and your laugh, i keep seing the way you sake your head to move your hair. When I'm with you, you make me laugh and make me wonder if i'm crazy because of how ****** up some of our conversations are wierd, but, i love it that way. I love you that way. When I'm with you, I love you, And when i'm not with you, I still love you

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I am Élodie. I am a Human being. I am a Girl I am the third choice. I am sometime the second. I am never the first. I am the depressif girl. I am the girl who read lots a book. I am the girl with the long sleves. I am someone some people call "attention seeker" I am girl I am a human being. I am Élodie. I am broken.

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Feb 11, 2015

Feb 11, 2015 at 10:34 PM UTC

I am.

I am Élodie. I am a Human being. I am a Girl I am the third choice. I am sometime the second. I am never the first. I am the depressif girl. I am the girl who read lots a book. I am the girl with the long sleves. I am someone some people call "attention seeker" I am girl I am a human being. I am Élodie. I am broken.

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this morning i woke up, With the feeling i haven't slept in days. That my voice was gone forever, but i took a deep breath, "I can do this" thats what i told myself and I got out of bed, and got dressed. Went to school. No breakfast, no lunch. People were always making comment about me. "Walk faster, you're slow" Thanks i know, i don't have any energie. That's what i said in my head. "You're not eating." Are you sherlock holmes? Yes i'm not eating, i'm not hungry Or thats what i tell myself. "You look sad" I am, and i want to throw up. But i did not say anything "You look Fat I mean, more than usual." Thanks. Realy thank. When i got home, I went in my room, Cried in my bed. Got up, Took my favorite tool, And made myself feel beter. At lest, that's what i told myself when i was hiding the blood runing threw my finger. That's what i tell Myself.

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Feb 11, 2015

Feb 11, 2015 at 10:28 PM UTC

That is what i tell myself.

this morning i woke up, With the feeling i haven't slept in days. That my voice was gone forever, but i took a deep breath, "I can do this" thats what i told myself and I got out of bed, and got dressed. Went to school. No breakfast, no lunch. People were always making comment about me. "Walk faster, you're slow" Thanks i know, i don't have any energie. That's what i said in my head. "You're not eating." Are you sherlock holmes? Yes i'm not eating, i'm not hungry Or thats what i tell myself. "You look sad" I am, and i want to throw up. But i did not say anything "You look Fat I mean, more than usual." Thanks. Realy thank. When i got home, I went in my room, Cried in my bed. Got up, Took my favorite tool, And made myself feel beter. At lest, that's what i told myself when i was hiding the blood runing threw my finger. That's what i tell Myself.

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I fell in love 3 time. The first time with a guy, Who loved my two best friend and couldn't care less of me. The second one friendzoned me because i'm not a size2. Le last one will never know that i love him. Cauz i wont say anything. Cauz it hurt too much. Love ******* ***** guys.

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Nov 8, 2014

Nov 8, 2014 at 10:40 PM UTC

I fell in love 3 time

I fell in love 3 time. The first time with a guy, Who loved my two best friend and couldn't care less of me. The second one friendzoned me because i'm not a size2. Le last one will never know that i love him. Cauz i wont say anything. Cauz it hurt too much. Love ******* ***** guys.

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Maybe you traveled a lot, Buy have you ever been to hell? Or in my head? It's kinda the same thing, It's dark And cold Memories walk alone like ghost feelings are waist like clouds in sky Love is cracked by hate And scars are bleeding. Maybe one day my head will be like paradies, But for now it's hell.

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Jul 15, 2014

Jul 15, 2014 at 6:51 PM UTC

hell

Maybe you traveled a lot, Buy have you ever been to hell? Or in my head? It's kinda the same thing, It's dark And cold Memories walk alone like ghost feelings are waist like clouds in sky Love is cracked by hate And scars are bleeding. Maybe one day my head will be like paradies, But for now it's hell.

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Love. Love is wonderfull. Love is painfull. Love is strange. Love blind you. Love is rare. Love is everywhere . Love makes you forget. Love makes you forgive. Love makes you smile and laught Love makes you cry. Love is true. Love is fake. Love is you.

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Jul 8, 2014

Jul 8, 2014 at 11:12 AM UTC

Love is

Love. Love is wonderfull. Love is painfull. Love is strange. Love blind you. Love is rare. Love is everywhere . Love makes you forget. Love makes you forgive. Love makes you smile and laught Love makes you cry. Love is true. Love is fake. Love is you.

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II feels like I have to gave my 100% to have the 50% of everybody. God was trying to make me realize something. It actually hit me like a train, I broke down in a puddle of tears. I'm not good enough. That's it. That's all. And now I have to live with it. How? I don't know. Like Hazel said it: I'm a grenade and at some point I'm going to blow up and I would like to minimize the casualties. That's what i'm gonna do.

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Jun 27, 2014

Jun 27, 2014 at 8:12 PM UTC

Not good enough

II feels like I have to gave my 100% to have the 50% of everybody. God was trying to make me realize something. It actually hit me like a train, I broke down in a puddle of tears. I'm not good enough. That's it. That's all. And now I have to live with it. How? I don't know. Like Hazel said it: I'm a grenade and at some point I'm going to blow up and I would like to minimize the casualties. That's what i'm gonna do.

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She was the one who made me belive in happiness. She was the one who was there two years ago, With me. And now, I think she dosen't need me anymore. Well, yes. She comes back when she's crying, And I'm the one who conforts her, But after this, She just runs away. But, what about me? What if I'M sad? What if I'M crying. Nothing. I call this a game. She's playing with me. And I let her. Cause I know Karma will take care of her. Hanna says it: Sometimes you poke the bear. Other times, the bear pokes you."

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Jun 24, 2014

Jun 24, 2014 at 4:15 PM UTC

Karma

She was the one who made me belive in happiness. She was the one who was there two years ago, With me. And now, I think she dosen't need me anymore. Well, yes. She comes back when she's crying, And I'm the one who conforts her, But after this, She just runs away. But, what about me? What if I'M sad? What if I'M crying. Nothing. I call this a game. She's playing with me. And I let her. Cause I know Karma will take care of her. Hanna says it: Sometimes you poke the bear. Other times, the bear pokes you."

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His eyes are brown, like a dark coffee. His hair is dark, like the night without the moon. The way he pushes his hair, Reminds me the waves of the ocean. His voice makes all my bones shake, Like there was an earthquake. When he smiles at me, I feel like I'm melting. But, Olaf said it: Some people are worth melting for.

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Jun 24, 2014

Jun 24, 2014 at 2:48 PM UTC

My **** love

His eyes are brown, like a dark coffee. His hair is dark, like the night without the moon. The way he pushes his hair, Reminds me the waves of the ocean. His voice makes all my bones shake, Like there was an earthquake. When he smiles at me, I feel like I'm melting. But, Olaf said it: Some people are worth melting for.

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