ellie-mayl5 - Hello Poetry

http://hellopoetry.com/ellie-the-heartache/

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Jan 23, 2015

Jan 23, 2015 at 5:38 PM UTC

Not really a poem, but i made a new account so i thought some of my followers might like the link

http://hellopoetry.com/ellie-the-heartache/

I woke up at 4:08 this morning and i've felt like **** all day i really really wish i hadn't woken up I wish i had the lifespan of an english setter because according to body size, they shouldn't live past 15 i'm 15 now happy 2015 folks

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Jan 1, 2015

Jan 1, 2015 at 5:39 PM UTC

welllllll

I woke up at 4:08 this morning and i've felt like **** all day i really really wish i hadn't woken up I wish i had the lifespan of an english setter because according to body size, they shouldn't live past 15 i'm 15 now happy 2015 folks

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if i had to choose someone for their warmth it was never going to be you

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Dec 23, 2014

Dec 23, 2014 at 4:34 PM UTC

Just so you know

if i had to choose someone for their warmth it was never going to be you

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Okay listen you know what's been going on lately you know what's gone wrong you know why i'm so tired you know i want to be gone my lips are dry my voice is constantly cracking i have a massive headache i'm probably dehydrated again i'm still singing songs with this cracking voice i now know when i gave up on teamwork i wonder what brought that about fourth grade the year i won something possibly the only one in an activity i'm not allowed to do anymore because i have bad grades it makes so much sense taking away the only sport i enjoy to get me to be productive you're telling me to stop taking the blows for everyone what if i can't stop what if i still care so much that i refuse to let them hurt themselves and others except for one he can go **** himself you don't think you're around enough but that's not true if the circumstances don't allow you to be around enough for your standards that's too bad you're around enough for mine you're afraid you're not good enough even if you're the best person in my life right now i've said it so much i figured you'd believe me by now i guess we have the same problem you're afraid you'll get too attached and then lose me that one i can't argue with you might i'm lost anyway you're sick i'm sick in the harder to fix way i'm still afraid to look in the mirror but if i don't my hair will look worse and we both know how much i hate my hair already

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Dec 22, 2014

Dec 22, 2014 at 4:33 PM UTC

i'm still going to write it

Okay listen you know what's been going on lately you know what's gone wrong you know why i'm so tired you know i want to be gone my lips are dry my voice is constantly cracking i have a massive headache i'm probably dehydrated again i'm still singing songs with this cracking voice i now know when i gave up on teamwork i wonder what brought that about fourth grade the year i won something possibly the only one in an activity i'm not allowed to do anymore because i have bad grades it makes so much sense taking away the only sport i enjoy to get me to be productive you're telling me to stop taking the blows for everyone what if i can't stop what if i still care so much that i refuse to let them hurt themselves and others except for one he can go **** himself you don't think you're around enough but that's not true if the circumstances don't allow you to be around enough for your standards that's too bad you're around enough for mine you're afraid you're not good enough even if you're the best person in my life right now i've said it so much i figured you'd believe me by now i guess we have the same problem you're afraid you'll get too attached and then lose me that one i can't argue with you might i'm lost anyway you're sick i'm sick in the harder to fix way i'm still afraid to look in the mirror but if i don't my hair will look worse and we both know how much i hate my hair already

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if i knew what to do i would have done it already

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Dec 18, 2014

Dec 18, 2014 at 9:30 AM UTC

sorry

if i knew what to do i would have done it already

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you feel more like home than the place i've lived in for 15 years

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Dec 12, 2014

Dec 12, 2014 at 9:45 AM UTC

home

you feel more like home than the place i've lived in for 15 years

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Crying out in a world where no one listens

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 10:09 AM UTC

Sighh

Crying out in a world where no one listens

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My last battle cry is never heard it's read*

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 10:09 AM UTC

ughhh

My last battle cry is never heard it's read*

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I think that you should listen to my pleas because sometimes it's for more than something petty it's a plea for my sanity a plea for all that is me

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Nov 27, 2014

Nov 27, 2014 at 8:25 PM UTC

listen

I think that you should listen to my pleas because sometimes it's for more than something petty it's a plea for my sanity a plea for all that is me

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ALRIGHT I am so ****** off about ferguson and all of that the protesting i fully support the protesting the teargas i don't **** the teargas the protesting is being done because an unarmed black teenager was murdered by a cop and a 12 year old black boy was playing with a TOY GUN and he was shot to death I AM SO ****** OFF LET'S START ANOTHER CIVIL WAR FOR PRETTY MUCH THE SAME REASON AS THE FIRST CIVIL WAR THE COPS STILL WALK FREE AFTER KILLING UNARMED BLACK CHILDREN TELL ME WHY I SHOULDN'T BE ****** OFF

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Nov 25, 2014

Nov 25, 2014 at 8:35 AM UTC

okay this isn't really a poem but i felt the need to say it

ALRIGHT I am so ****** off about ferguson and all of that the protesting i fully support the protesting the teargas i don't **** the teargas the protesting is being done because an unarmed black teenager was murdered by a cop and a 12 year old black boy was playing with a TOY GUN and he was shot to death I AM SO ****** OFF LET'S START ANOTHER CIVIL WAR FOR PRETTY MUCH THE SAME REASON AS THE FIRST CIVIL WAR THE COPS STILL WALK FREE AFTER KILLING UNARMED BLACK CHILDREN TELL ME WHY I SHOULDN'T BE ****** OFF

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