I once thought that when you smiled
you’re eyes lit up the room
now the mere thought of your touch
makes my skin crawl
like an itch inside my body
that’s also eating away at my insides
festering inside of me
worming around
making itself comfortable
within the layers of my self loathing
settling in
and now when I look in your eyes
I see dull, dead pools of blue
Sep 25, 2017
Sep 25, 2017 at 3:29 PM UTC
He broke my trust
and took my body
throwing away my affection
and degrading my virtue
ripping open my heart
digging through my emotions
it's controlling my thoughts
listlessly infesting MY mind
and poisoning MY head
seeping into MY BONES
taking over MY SANITY
entirely disturbing MY BEING
but NEVER MY DIGNITY
Sep 25, 2017
Sep 25, 2017 at 12:09 AM UTC
the wind carries me to an island
floating through my memories
I’ve glided through the past
my heart is yearning to go back
to summer roast duck
in the Swedish city,
not far from the train
that takes us back home
or the ferry to Bornholm
the island my heart desires
freedom on a bike
rolling hills to my right,
filled with fields of wild lavender
as well as the aimless lone windmill
to my left, with my arms spread wide
my head tilted back
coasting down the hill,
is the vast expanse of the ocean
the blue that meets the clear skyline
the air is hot and sticky
yet the sun beams leaving a hot burn
I can feel this day,
if I just shut my eyes
as if I were on the island
which was not far from home
when the ferry took us back
Home, where the people are themselves
where they depend on each other
their culture unites them
in a city I fell in love with
in a way I’ve never loved before
Copenhagen
I love you like I can never love another
Dec 23, 2016
Dec 23, 2016 at 3:58 AM UTC
You stuck a knife in my heart
as you walked away, one final time
and you twisted the blade,
when you never looked back
Dec 14, 2016
Dec 14, 2016 at 2:12 AM UTC
There’s a reason everyone loves autumn
As the leaves change so do we
Turning into our true colors
Where once we were all green
Inner beauty is brought fourth
There is a metamorphosis
From blending in, to standing out
Our differences are celebrated
We may start out the same
But that won’t stop the change
The transformation we all go through,
Our inner selves cannot be detained
It’s always been there waiting,
Wanting to shine through
One of the few guarantees life gives us,
That change comes and leaves turn
Oct 9, 2016
Oct 9, 2016 at 11:15 PM UTC
The wounds you left may have healed
But their scars still remain
I’ve moved on but it’s not forgotten
I carry them with me
Weighing me down
Refusing to heal
What I feel is real
May 10, 2016
May 10, 2016 at 11:58 PM UTC
My past created my present
Yet, it’s nowhere near my extent
My future is undefined
Something that is only mine
Time will pass, and I remain infinite
An existence classified as definitive
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 5:19 PM UTC
I want to get so high
That I forget who I am
Whoever I become
She’ll be better than the original
Spontaneous adventures
That lead to regrets
That I won’t remember
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 11:00 PM UTC
I’m floating away in time
Your face is swirling in my mind
Unclear, blurry, and undefined
Is that you?
Or who I thought you were
Your lies caught up to you
And my image of you morphed
Are those horns? Is that a tail?
You used to whisper
Such sweet words
Lies.
Lies.
They were all lies.
I remember them all
They sounded like promises
Ones that you never made
Ones that you never kept
Ones that never existed
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 3:18 PM UTC
Don’t ever trust this smile
It’s a despondently, trained lie
My eyes may seem hostile
But you won’t ever hear me cry
And you won’t ever see my cuts
The only thing you’ll see is this **** smile
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC