my soul is drenched
from the storms
he causes within me;
his hands, his laugh, and his words
are pulling me in like they’re sirens,
lord, keep me at bay,
for i want to drown
in his ocean trench.
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 1:17 PM UTC
maybe one day
i won't get so scared that
i might fall for you again
every time i see you
after so long.
maybe all i'll see in you
is the ghost of that love
that i've generously gave you;
all the feelings i had
buried six feet under;
and my love letters
left on the surface like a gravestone
with every beautiful word
i ever wrote for you engraved on it;
the last tangible proof
of what existed
and is long gone from the confines of my soul.
oh how i would mourn
for what i have lost,
oh how i would be stronger by then
to be able to see you again
without my longing,
to be able to smile
at the boy who murdered my heart.
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 3:29 AM UTC
i imagine
kissing him would taste like
his vanilla tobacco and whiskey;
he would taste just like sin.
maybe thats why i find myself
drowning in my liquor
as i start to wish
my head was spinning from
the gentle graze of his lips instead,
not from this
cherry-flavored poison
I have in hand.
you're the poison that i want
and not having you
will still **** me.
Sep 30, 2017
Sep 30, 2017 at 1:24 PM UTC
like your cigarette, baby
hold me between your lips,
love me longer than it burns out,
keep me lingering
in your thoughts
the same way
you're stuck on your bad habits.
we're all addicted to what kills us,
and your poison tastes just like whiskey cola to my soul.
Sep 7, 2017
Sep 7, 2017 at 11:32 AM UTC
I think of you on my bed,
my secrets hidden in these creases;
love letters left unsent.
My body craves for you on my sheets.
Your image lingers in my head;
eyes on me, desire increases;
lip bite, electric current.
Baby, loving someone else is a feat.
I try sleeping instead,
the memory never ceases,
the longing I cannot prevent.
Fill up this space beside me,
make this lonesome soul complete.
May 1, 2017
May 1, 2017 at 1:24 AM UTC
Furtive looks, subtle touch;
confess to me first
that you can't get enough.
Somber voice, gentle smile;
he's sat so close,
let this rush last a while.
Late nights, inspired minds;
his words are intoxicating,
a sensation my heart divined.
Other girl, better plans;
along with the high
comes a greater crash.
I had fallen too quick,
a dream
then a whiplash.
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 11:53 AM UTC
You're my kaleidoscope free fall;
my fleeting moment of a dream.
You're a love so detrimental,
I'm the petrified deer
drawn to your headlight gleam.
Apr 29, 2017
Apr 29, 2017 at 2:42 AM UTC
You smell of what you smoke,
I breathe you in deeply
enough it makes me float.
His head in exhaled clouds;
slipped into reverie of me;
ensnared and spellbound.
Puffed into a trance;
vaporized reality;
my face caressed by his hands.
Baby let me course through you
like your almond tobacco
--sensation you never knew.
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 1:27 AM UTC
She was a celestial being.
Her ethereal form,
illuminating
the darkest of oceans.
Amidst the stars,
and the nightly gloom,
she remains the brightest
'Till the sun looms.
Dec 30, 2016
Dec 30, 2016 at 8:17 AM UTC
Wrap me in your arms,
tell me you're here to stay.
Let me feel your warmth,
as our fingers stray.
Let our lips touch,
smile as they part,
and meet once more.
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 12:06 PM UTC