ella-lee
I could start with how crazy I am, but that doesn't seem like a good way to start. / / I'm really, just a little lost (a lot really.) / I love words and sentences and fragments of lost thoughts . / / I really love to find a missing match to a sock. / / I just want to be heard, / in this deaf society. / / So thanks for listening.
I sit on the far side of the room
looking at you
not looking at me
and I see her
and I see him
and I feel tears
and I run from fears
And I know that none of us know
that we dont always have to smile
we dont alays have to put on a show
I see fears
I see tears
tears on him
tears on her
I sit on the far side of the room
looking at you
not looking at me
and I taste
the saly sweet of my sadness
going down down down
Im going down down down.
Apr 7, 2017
Apr 7, 2017 at 1:39 PM UTC
Most of my life, is a blur
undeniable words that slur.
I have my share of secrets,
who knows if ill keep them.
I like to think of all the reasons
the reasons I dont fit
All the reasons I have to want an old life back
A life in a dream..
but i wake up and see it isnt what it seems
Reality is mean
I think of all the resons Im fine that Ive changed
Still changing.. not staying the same.
So out of place
id be a shotting star in outter space.
And here i am
not looking back
I dont what what I had
I have what ive got
and this is just me
moveing forward.
well see what we see.
Apr 6, 2017
Apr 6, 2017 at 11:30 AM UTC
What if.
what if, the world spun the other way.
Then would we change.
What if.
What if, everyone could just.. be okay
then could people say
what they really want to say?
Like
she loves her and he loves him.
And sometimes love wins.
What if.
What if, it didnt matter who got paid
then would less be great
What if.
What if the world spun the other way?
I hope one day we change.
Apr 6, 2017
Apr 6, 2017 at 10:59 AM UTC
Honey im blind,
just roaming in in my mind
and what do i find?
just a little lost girl
traped by her thoughts
mind as vast as the world
baby im scared
dont take me back there
no!no!
this is not fair
let me out
i need fresh air
just one last breath
then i can accept death
the death of my heart
dont you love to tear it apart
the death of my soul.
I NEVER WAS WHOLE.
Apr 5, 2017
Apr 5, 2017 at 12:30 PM UTC