i haven't felt this empty in a long time. the numbness is already there but now i can't move. the water from my eyes is making me blind. oh where has the time gone? i think i'm going to go and stare at the ceiling come more because sleeping is something i haven't been able to do for a couple days now.
Feb 28, 2017
Feb 28, 2017 at 2:17 PM UTC
it has been over a year
since we have spoke
and when i saw you
the other day
i wanted to be in your arms
ej
Dec 25, 2015
Dec 25, 2015 at 6:22 PM UTC
there is thousands of things that make us up
as your favorite books, the foods you eat
or what you're thinking on a tuesday afternoon
i am made up of a thousand things
but some choose to see me for only a few
i like to think that i am an artist
but not like van gogh more of a shakespeare
not as well, but can wind words like i can play guitar
keep that in mind i can only play one song
sometimes i think i’m an adventurer
i like to travel and hike up mountains,
jump off cliffs into bodies of water,
but than i remember that i’m scared
of getting eaten by sharks even though
i have dreams of being a surfer
and that spiders are pretty frickin terrifying so
i stay inside, safe, with my bug sprayed walls
i like to think that i’m good at music
but get yelled at to shut up in the shower
with that i only really listen to three songs
all being from the 1975, but
i enjoy all types of music from some led zeppelin
to anything from jack johnson
but i am mostly just a wallflower
with fifteen cats and a cactus
that is still some how living that
i named kauai after my favorite hawaiian island
and making ****** paper cranes at 2 in the morning
with only christmas bulb lights
but with all these things that make me up, it
makes me the most awesome that i could be
ej
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 1:14 PM UTC
you are the ocean
beautifully peaceful with
soft blues and warm sands
ej
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 8:29 AM UTC
i don't think i have felt like this in a while
and it's probably the weather
or the lack of communication
between us
but i sort of miss you
and i'm not really sure why
e.j
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 8:30 AM UTC
I think I'm starting to fall for you
Because since Tuesday afternoon
I cannot seem to be able to stop thinking of you
And the way our eyes connect across the room
Instantly I want to be next to you
I want to hold your hand and feel your warmth
I want to know you at 5 am on a Sunday
And the way you love blueberry waffles
with peanut butter and a glass of almond milk
I want to love you for everything you are
Like when you're concentrating and you bite your lower lip
I don't know if I'm wasting my time
But the only thing I can think about is being with you
You
You
You
e.j.
Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 7:40 PM UTC
I haven't wrote in three months
Maybe it's the lack of inspiration
Or just no imagination
But without you its been hard
Considering you were my inspiration
But I sleep better now
And think more about myself
You were never worth my time
The stupidity I feel is unreal
But it's over now
And we shall all move on
Even if it's a couple rocks or mountains
But the paper still stays blank
I guess it was always better that way
e.j.
Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 6:24 PM UTC
its been three weeks
since we have last spoke
and today i sent you
a message just saying “hi”
you responded with
a question mark
i didn’t know what
to say to that
knowing you didn’t
want anything to do
with me..
is it cause you’re afraid
of falling in love
or cause i told you i was
its been a three months
since we have last spoke
i’m not sure how i feel but
i message you just saying “hi”
this time you respond
with a couple dots
again breaking my heart
i still fall harder and harder
why do i love you
its been a year
since we have last spoke
this is stupid by
i message you just saying “hi”
this time you respond
with absolutely nothing
knowing i should of let you go
much sooner than now
i still am falling everyday
could you tell me why
could you tell me why i love you
cause i can’t seem to find a reason
e.j.
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 8:25 PM UTC
I forgot what it was like
to look at the moon
when I was so fascinated
with all the stars.
e.j.
Apr 20, 2015
Apr 20, 2015 at 7:20 PM UTC
You're were all I needed
In this crazy *** world
I thought anyways
I depended on you
When I normally don't
Give anyone the chance
When I was sad
You brought me up
When I needed someone there
You were
And I did the same for you
In every way I could
Loving you wasn't hard for me
It was the pain you put me through
That was
I knew you loved her
But I didn't think that much
Because I didn't think
Anyone could love you
As much as I
e.j.
Mar 26, 2015
Mar 26, 2015 at 10:02 PM UTC
