You make me feel like I'm finally home, like I belong.
You make me feel appreciated, needed, happy and loved
Like I'm not just a nuisance.
You make me feel excited about life and what it offers.
Viewing my life with clarity, and absolute positivity.
You make life so much more vibrant.
You're the colors of the rainbow.
Your creativity and passion for the arts is something I only see in dreams.
Kind, friendly, charismatic, a gentlemen.
A part of me:
When you're away, I lose a part of who I am inside.
I act like my true self again when you're around.
I remember what it's like to be authentic, playful, and full of life.
My one and only,
My number one supporter..
© 2020 Omni Winters
Jan 17, 2020
Jan 17, 2020 at 12:47 AM UTC
" insert name."
Just the echo of your name in my mind speeds the beat of my heart.
The very thought of you makes me smile like no one else can.
You're the source of my happiness.
My soul, my heart, mind and thoughts,
just surrounding in the essence of you.
" insert name ." ♡
© 2019 Omni Winters
Apr 26, 2019
Apr 26, 2019 at 8:24 AM UTC
How much of a loss have you had recently?
How badly do you feel emotionally?
How are you, really?
Is there anything I can do to help ease the pain?
Do you feel pain?
Emotional? Physical? Or both?
Welcome back.
I've missed you dearly.
What's life been like without me?
Please be alright.
Yes, it is an odd request, but it's this feeling I have..
I get this sense of knowing and feeling the emotional pain or joy you feel.
You're one of a kind, to me.
Sure, he was next in line, but you were always number one.
Always.
I loved you and I still do.
You've been near and dear to my heart.
I guess, there have been times where I didn't acknowledge or ignored this love.
You're very special to me.
I guess, the strong attraction I had a long while ago, was hidden away while I was still figuring myself out.
But now I feel reconnected to you.
Sometimes, the things we try to ignore or hide away can creep up on us in unexpected ways.
In my case, it had always been in my dreams.
And who would've thought I'd ever see you again?
Now, universal signs and some indirect messages can finally confirm that this is real life.
This is happening and this is now.
Though, it may not be today, it's definitely happening.
Soon..
Soon, everything will fall into place like it should,
and every blessing will pile on and follow every other blessing.
Please, take care of yourself, take your time to heal.
I will be waiting, and I won't be going anywhere.
I promise you that.
© 2019 Omni Winters
Apr 17, 2019
Apr 17, 2019 at 9:42 PM UTC
The storms of negativity in my mind would pierce
through my brain every day.
I thought to myself,
“What if the negativity could be erased?”
I was a bird in a bird’s cage.
Depression was the worst.
The days brought darkness to my once happy days, and welcomed me with a demon.
Depression once brought down the joy I had.
I could feel the shadows as they swallowed my fragile heart, tearing away at all the positive thoughts and joy I had left.
“Congratulations, you’ve won."
Little did I know, I would see life’s light and love again.
This demon dragged me away from all the good I had.
Thump, thump, thump..
I heard it get louder every passing second.
Thump, thump, thump.
My heart was a ticking time bomb, hoping for some mercy from the dastardly demon.
I thought it was only a matter of time for life’s consequences to play its role in my play’s tragedy.
The days as a demon’s prisoner are gone.
I thought of all the new, positive blessings life gave me
months after the demon was defeated.
It was then, in between the dancing trees and through the
wind’s touch that I’d finally come to truth with what was
past and present.
© 2018 Omni Winters
Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 11:57 PM UTC
You were once the center of my own world.
Now, you are a part of the many worlds within it.
I acted as your personal shield, protecting you because you
were most important to me.
Now, I'll watch out for you once in a while, as a good friend should.
My love for you was needy, yet distant out of respect.
Now, emotional distance expands an extra 5 miles.
I offer my loyalty in friendship.. and respect.
No doubt in my mind can hold me from the truth.
And the truth is this:
You are too important to me.
Living a life without seeing your face, hearing your name or even your voice ever again, is like asking me to stop breathing.
It will not be done.
To ask me to forget your existence is out of the question.
My life has gotten a lot better after meeting you.
Best.. decision.. ever.
Thank you for:
Being there.
Being yourself.
Being my friend.
Talking to me.
Being funny.
Being so fantastic.
© 2018 Omni Winters
Nov 21, 2018
Nov 21, 2018 at 1:15 AM UTC
All my anger is slowly spilling out my body like the
Jugs of Aquarius, The Water Bearer.
And as I sit in total silence, my heart tightens like
the fingers inside a Chinese finger trap.
But as this feeling of negative emotion let's itself out,
the heart becomes more and more empty.
© 2018 Omni Winters
Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 6:57 PM UTC
You're innocent like the people of Salem.
But you're Abigail Williams.
We can all be a Reverend Hale sometimes. It's human.
But you are the witch.
© 2018 Omni Winters
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 5:19 PM UTC
You're a stranger behind the person I thought I knew.
We all know that I never knew you to begin with.
I claimed to love you in one way. That is true.
And at this very second, I hold some of that love in my heart for you.
However, it isn't as as obvious as it used to be.
You were a very special lesson and part of my life and that I will not forget.
It's okay.. I know you don't listen or care as much as I want.
Do you enjoy this attention?
Truth is, others can feel similarly about you as I did.
Life is too short to stay stuck in the past.
It is too short to stay stuck on old habits.
It's time to create a fresh start.. a better start.
You and me, as normal people would.
Start a conversation and talk.
Get comfortable enough to avoid any embarrassment.
Get rid of any discomfort and confusion.
Let's get used to life and the bright, happy beginnings it brings for us all.
© 2018 Omni Winters
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 4:29 AM UTC
You were my inspiration.
God is great and all, but you're so much better.
Lay down your thoughts and ideas.
I want a part of your wonderland.
© 2018 Omni Winters
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 3:28 AM UTC
What is it like to think with your brain?
What is it like to think with such a mind like yours?
I want to look into your soul, to see who you really are.
I want to explore the depths of your beautiful and complex mind.
How does it feel to have such intelligence?
Is everything about logic and rationalizing ideas?
I wonder how you feel.
I want to know your emotions.
I want to know your heart:
Who do you love?
What do you love?
What are your interests?
What are your passions?
I want to know everything.
How is it that I have such an amazing person presently in my life? How do I not know anything about them?
You're such a mystery.
A lock that won't budge.
Why is that lock so stubborn?
© 2018 Omni Winters
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 3:13 AM UTC