It’s this immensity
That drops on me
I’m about to lose my identity
It weighs on me too heavily
I could’ve lost it all
Anything but you
With this weight I fall
To the lowest low
You brought a smile to my face
A little savor to my life
It’s like I’ve been hit with a mace
My light was taking by a scythe
The distance brought us closer
The very same distance broke us
I think for myself no longer
And I know it ended without a fuss
I yearn for you
I think of you
I crave for you
I do love you
And now it’s over
I don’t know what to do
Emptiness my heart has fostered
Longing harvested
I feel lonely
Alone
Not abandoned
Just left alone
You are my partner
I mean “were”
A lifelong I envisioned
Maybe I let myself go
I dunno
Jul 24, 2025
Jul 24, 2025 at 9:16 PM UTC
The sun shines.
So bright it does.
The heat can't lie.
But so our hearts.
The brightness, so blinding
Almost caring,
Nurturing,
What a shame it is.
The light stops at the pillar of the sky.
I see nothing with the naked eye.
Nothing but gloom.
Vision obstructed.
How greedy—
So greedy the clouds get,
Leaving folks in darkness.
Just like moles, we become.
Just like the Sun,
The heart don't lie.
They share a certain shine,
But a façade buries it.
My smile has turned to a lie.
Echoing tunes of the dark.
And reveals light only in sparkles,
As grains through an hour glass.
Deep down I smile,
Unlike any other,
A contagious smile,
All 32 of them shine.
As the grains of sand drop,
The clouds will eventually clear ,
My mask will crumble,
And the sun shall express its bright through my smile.
May 14, 2025
May 14, 2025 at 6:21 PM UTC
To write
Do i need to share
The Shakespearean blood
To be seen
What is the first thing you see
Once your eyes lay up on me
The light in my heart?
Or the will piercing through my eyes
No
You notice the darkness
That surrounds my skin
Pigment in the darkest pitch
As the space
That surrounds the moon and its stars
Surrounds my toes to my face
An illusion quite bizzare
As the night blends with me
And sunshine reveals to me,
The stereotypes begin to rise
You only judge the sight
You ignore the beauty in the unknown
That I may be made of black gold
I wear chains that do not carry my name
If you take them, am i to blame
I carry no hate
The rainbow in skin reveals fate
I wish you to see
That color does not define me
May 12, 2025
May 12, 2025 at 12:38 PM UTC
As broken clocks show the right time
Only twice a day
So does my heart
Beats twice a year
This hollow *****
Fathoms the grip of love
To capture its seldom
It hides in a cove
What have I become
To run
From the music of the sun
And the joy from the drum
Why do I cower
Try to find cover
Hide with great measure
From something that is not unnatural to me
A few beats left
Only a few beats left
Will it stop
Maybe I won't love again
Perhaps I shouldn't love again
It's beautiful yes
But the higher you go
The harder you fall
I may have fallen at my hardest
I know not how to stand
I know not how to weep
I know now how to move
Mar 26, 2025
Mar 26, 2025 at 1:37 PM UTC
Up in the sky,
So high does my head fly
Knowing no bound
In your eyes my heart is found.
I lose myself finding you.
An extinguished flame ignites anew.
Obscurity leaves, serenity sheathes
Hard as grinding teeth.
A sense of calm .
My soul sings a psalm.
Eternity awaits, chaos aside,
Yet my heart does not abide.
To sense.
To the distance.
I crave your embrace.
A recoil from grace.
Mar 3, 2025
Mar 3, 2025 at 4:30 PM UTC
As the shine in the darkened sky
I can't help but to wonder why
Why are we so far apart
Just like the very start
I have spent much time in the clouds
In my head, sorting my belief from my doubts
Disappearing from the present tense
Neverending expanding clouds make sense
In a place of my own
A place I can call home
Sometimes I forget to live
All I end up doing is breathe
I disconnect trying to reach you
I try way too hard, that's the issue
From times I don't try at all
I'm in a paradox, an endless fall
A few things hardly meet
A solar eclipse
A will refusing to retreat
And the pillars in our eyes
I've grown fond
Of the shine from the sun
I've replaced it with a glow
That resonates from your skin so
In the heavens above
Do the stars shine as bright
As the light of your eyes
Or do they somber like the shade of my heart
Feb 17, 2025
Feb 17, 2025 at 1:15 PM UTC
An umbilical cord
Grown from my backbone
To assure a structure, a stronghold
In humanity's songs
Holds me from eternal darkness
To halt me from expanding nothingness
Yet to sight the stars' brightness
Their uniqueness
It holds me from behind
Makes sure I don't fall in line
The darkness amongst light
The foul upon the stars
The empathy of an everlasting night
To keep me from an unimaginable fright
Away from gaze of awful heights
Never ending falls, suspensionary freights
A body full of thoughts
Hollow mind cuts out draughts
Only if time could be stopped
I'll build an horloge in my head's clock
Steer me to a fantasy
Hold me for an eternity
Back down for a better me
I try to keep my sanity
For him
Me
The better me
The almost me
That could do better than I could think
Better than I would think
That would act at the thoughts to blink
Probably I shouldn't blink
Rehearse my fidelity
Work on my infidelity
A plane to eternity
For an end to a better me
An umbilical cord
That strucks my bones
Hard as a stone
I think it's trying to make me whole
Or to erase me
To think like everything
So I could become a sibling
To this cloned society
To accept the poverty
To fall for the beverages
To hold accountable the rich and the wealthy
For all problems that comes to think
My head is its own place
Not an ordinary place
A fantasy type of heaven place
Where only I belong place
The umbilical cord can't reach
My thoughts, mind, how I think
But it reacts Every time I blink
That I may act like everyone I see
Feb 2, 2025
Feb 2, 2025 at 3:18 PM UTC
A Time of eternity
A state of serendipity
A moment of agony
Rehearse the pain's symphony
The Sun is in disguise
The clouds are a demise
A slight change to what regards
Our perspective of life
Is there life beyond 'breathe'
A world we've never seen
Right behind death's dream
Obscurity relief
Jan 28, 2025
Jan 28, 2025 at 4:46 AM UTC
A drive
That feeds a quest
It pushes my legs
To rise
What comes to those with
No drive as I
Do they dwell at the bottom of the pit
Maybe to them, life means no much
For the exhausted
The ill willed
Whose charm has found demise
Do they live or simply exist
To live, a choice?
A decision?
An action?
Whom by
Do we control what happens next
Or the tape rolls from heaven
And our lives ascribed
Before lived
The pain dwellers
Agony seekers
Joy wrestlers
Uneasy campers
Does light shine only on some
And chooses to ignore others
Is it a fight to reach the light
What happens when you're the light's spotlight
Jan 27, 2025
Jan 27, 2025 at 3:00 PM UTC
The end is nigh.
The end of a star.
See the mirror sky.
Why are smiles so far.
Jan 23, 2025
Jan 23, 2025 at 5:19 AM UTC