Of all our modern sorrows
Few compare to the sadness of happening
upon a space
Once beautiful in its solitude
Now sullied by man and his ever-spreading
civilization
Jun 16, 2020
Jun 16, 2020 at 9:23 PM UTC
Meet me where the sidewalk ends and the highway begins
Somewhere between the endless showers of spring and the changing shades of autumn
A place I once knew like the back of my hand
resting under yours
Where we could have sat in silence for all of eternity
If time had slowed down or stood still
But seasons shifted
Tonight
Wrapped in the dying light of the setting sun, I close my eyes
And fall off the face of the earth and back
Into your arms
Jul 22, 2017
Jul 22, 2017 at 10:25 PM UTC
The cars crawl by, their headlights projecting shadows that slip across the ceiling. I lie motionless below, following them with tired eyes until they fade. A house filled now with sleeping souls, I savor the silence. I think of you in your empty house and your unmade bed and the space you left in mine. You'll never know how often you occupy my mind.
Feb 4, 2017
Feb 4, 2017 at 12:38 AM UTC
Cold-cracked skin and brittle bones
A long walk alone, followed only by shadow
Snow snakes across pavement, piles up
Weight is shifted, feet carefully lifted
The sky now violet with the dying of twilight
Jan 25, 2017
Jan 25, 2017 at 11:38 PM UTC
Failed attempts and familiar faces
I only ever come back as myself
I've been left out in the rain, left for dead
I've been wearing out my skin instead of in
I've been sleeping on concrete and an empty stomach
I mostly sleep alone now
Jan 6, 2017
Jan 6, 2017 at 8:17 PM UTC
The night sky is scarred with tattered strands of clouds
Eternal darkness interrupted only by muted moonlight
The wind whispers of winter, an inevitable return
To the beginning, the end
Nov 16, 2016
Nov 16, 2016 at 11:09 PM UTC
The way the late afternoon light bleeds into the room
through the window
spilling onto the furniture, the thread-bare floor
The shadows of passers by slip in
the space between the door and the ground
their movement swift, silent
The heaviness of limbs and emptiness of head
in sickness and in lack of sleep
the shifting of weight, season
Oct 13, 2016
Oct 13, 2016 at 4:52 PM UTC
All that's between us right now is a flight of stairs and
Some words we've been meaning to say, but have been
Putting off and saving for a day that might never come
I could run away or
Run into your arms or
I could just stay under the covers where I'm safe and warm and alone
You've stuck with me a couple years now,
but I've been stuck with myself much longer
I've tried my luck and I've tried to leave, but I've never tried hard enough
I haven't found a place for myself yet because they're all taken
And you haven't asked, but if you're wondering
I'm doing well out here, but I'd be better off somewhere else
Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 11:45 PM UTC
Summer was spent chasing sunsets. We held on tightly to the last light of day as it slipped between the cracks in our fingers. We traveled anywhere the highways were willing to take us and passed through an infinity of small towns, each identical to the last, but growing smaller all the time. I learned to love you under endless blue skies seen from the passenger side window and in your shattered mirror, shards of glass barely hanging on. On cloudy days, we hid away in my freezing basement behind closed doors and under mountains of blankets. We shut the world out and made our own in which we felt we could belong. We would lie for hours, limbs intertwined, so close we became one. We were there, in that place, in that way, in that moment, frozen in time for all of eternity.
Jun 8, 2016
Jun 8, 2016 at 1:19 PM UTC
I'm peeling off the dead layers of skin that have been weighing me down and I'm sewing all my empty pockets shut. I've given up searching for whatever it is I lost. I don't know where I'm headed, but I'm finally moving forward. This isn't who I am or who I hope I'll become, but it's the best I can do for now. I still can't put my thoughts into words and I'm still hitting the notes off key, but I'm getting closer all the time. I won't let the loneliness get to me like it did before. I'm better off on my own. These days are coming to an end and I'm trying to make the most of them. I'm learning to carry on as if you were still breathing.
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 12:04 PM UTC
