If I admitted, that you still hostage my love
Now if I admitted, would I turn into the one that you want
No, this is something I doubt
If I released, all of my inner thoughts
Yeah, if I told you, it was you I picked out
No, I doubt, that that'd be enough
If you were to come home, with a smile on your face
Oh Kali, please come home, another day I can't take
..."No, I love you more from far away."
"I love you more -"
"Like I said, from far away."
Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 6:15 AM UTC
I send out little requests
Like, "listen to what I'm listening to"
Not because I'm depressed
I just want to somehow be connected with you
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 2:20 PM UTC
I don't want to give you the satisfaction
Of knowing how much I adore you
No, I don't want to show any reaction
When you say, "I miss you"
You were and will always be my sunshine
Even when you make me feel like ****
Cuz it is mostly in the pitch of night
When you forget your sunrise kisses
If every guy treated you like an angel
Like the ones that I pray to
Yeah, if they were all capable
I wouldn't be the one you come back running to
Between the moments they call you back
When they do I return
To the slack of rope around my neck
To the liquid burn
You could have been my Eve
It was me who propped you up
To grab the apple from the tree
I guess you always kind of were
If there's such thing as a Heaven
I'm pretty sure I've been there
And if I were to go again
It'd be your love that takes me there
Take me there...
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 4:39 AM UTC
Beauty's in the eye of the beholder
Thank god...
I held her.
Would it be better if I never met her?
Wish I...
Could forget her.
If I held you, but don't hold you now
Laid my eyes on you
But I don't see you now
Does that make you ugly
Are you a disfigured scowl
Or, is it just resentment
Playing tricks on me now
Who's this weeks holder?
Who sees you like I saw you then?
Who's with you playing strip poker?
Who holds their cards tight?
Now as you reveal your chest
An arm's length
Is close enough to still touch
An arm's race
You will **** to get what you want
Why can't you see?
You have more to offer this world
Than temporary
Satisfaction they found in some girl
Cuz you have more
Than an arm to offer this world
Poison drips in to your brain...
We are both in love
With the same thing
I cannot be saved
But I have hope for you.
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 3:48 AM UTC
I have your card but I don't have your number
I try to recall but its hard to remember
A plan, tonic, mixed with your half slumber
Just because they pretend doesn't mean that they care
I read your words and its easy to see
That you've been a basketball after everyone from me
Passed around like you were hot gossip
But they all left once you gave what they wanted
Why was it so hard to accept what I offered?
We both did things to anger each other
And after that we realized
It was ourselves we came to despise
I'm tired of faking
Tired of playing this act
I'm sick of pretending
Pretending like I couldn't care less
Don't tell me your number
I'll only falter
In the act of moving on
Don't tell me your number
Cuz these images
Will be my roadblock.
Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 11:42 PM UTC
Relax, I'm finished
Feel free to open your eyes, look and see
What I've removed from you...
Sat back, I relish
These acts I can't undo, prove to me
I didn't take back what was mine...
Heartless, harlots always are
Heartless, our bodies now on par
Feel free, to express
I cackle at the thought
I ask but I know you cannot do...
Did you, expect this
Myself even I've surprised
Before me, slain, you are strewn...
Last kiss, open mouthed, and agape
Last kiss, I have made you smile
From cheek to ******* cheek
Heartless, I cackle at the thought
Heartless, finally you really are
I have finally made you smile
From cheek to ******* cheek
Our bodies now on par...
Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 11:29 PM UTC
I dance between the graves
Of the bodies that came, but didn't stay
Praying to make it home dry
There's a storm raging in the sky
As if it were a camera's flash
Lighting strikes when I think of them
Counting back from three to one
That perfect moment, forever gone
"Always and Forever", etched on the cast
Of my broken heart that looks like broken glass
And the Jack of Spades fell for the Queen of Clubs
But she ran off with
The King of Diamonds
There's a storm raging in the sky
There's a storm raging in this guy
There's a storm raging in the sky
There's a storm raging...
Oct 8, 2015
Oct 8, 2015 at 10:38 PM UTC
Day breaks under the heaviness of night
Blue skies and bright light illuminate
The scars created under a backdrop of stars
Retreat...
Battle wounds only show defeat
Defeated or defeatist?
The ending's the same
A morning masquerade
To hide the reason for this slow parade...
Oct 1, 2015
Oct 1, 2015 at 2:12 PM UTC
Time stands still, but the sand drifts away
Another "x" crossed off
Yet the memory remains
Why couldn't you stay instead?
You gave me life through blueprints of your eyes
You gave me something I never knew existed
I've lost, you're gone, you won't return.
I will steal every glance I get.
I will **** every chance I have.
Nothing remains.
Perfection is formed in my mind.
Perfection's form remains in my mind.
Nothing remains.
It all goes away...
Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 6:15 PM UTC
A drug addict's mother will view every overdose as tragic.
While most anyone else will think of them as pathetic.
A family who has a member **** themselves are filled with a hidden resentment.
But those looking over the edge are jealous and happy their pain has ended.
A ****** victim always died "too soon and too young."
But to his enemies, he was just a target on the run.
An accident is just that, and there's no one to blame.
So loved ones forever mourn, quietly going insane.
Disease is just bad luck mainly.
So children left behind often ask, "why me?"
Old age and war are the most honorable ways to go.
But put yourself in their shoes... the newly departed are finally joining their friends.
Death is all about perspective.
And it's always a selfish act.
Not on those that have left us.
But those that want them back.
Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 4:51 PM UTC