I flew across the ocean
To make myself forget
The image of you and her
And yet here I am
Alone
And all I see in the ocean's waves
Is you
Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 7:43 AM UTC
What if
Instead of catching you
I let you fall from the cliff
Would you crash
Or would you grow wings
Just in time
And if so
Would you soar away
Or would you use them
To fly back to me
Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 7:39 AM UTC
Like a mantra I repeat
He's not good enough for you anyway
Like it will heal the pain
From the fact that you don't want me
Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 7:37 AM UTC
We long for softness in others
Like an addiction
We crave their secrets
Their truths
Like a one way mirror
We yearn to see them
But only while we remain hidden
- Vulnerability is courage
Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 7:36 AM UTC
To waste a mind
As brilliant as mine
On thoughts of you
Should be criminal
Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 7:31 AM UTC
Jealousy is the curse
Of believing that
Something inside you
Is missing
It is the curse
Of self doubt
Irrelevance
Dismissal
It is the curse
Of being made to feel
That you are not enough
And it is the curse
Of being so easily
Replaced
Apr 7, 2019
Apr 7, 2019 at 6:00 PM UTC
Funny how the pulse of your world
The heartbeat
Could thrive
Unknowing
I pierced my own heart for you
Willing to bleed myself dry
Every last drop
Your ignorance
I watch myself
Starving
Gasping for air never meant for me
Drawing otherwise forgotten breaths
No one will find you here
Apr 7, 2019
Apr 7, 2019 at 6:00 PM UTC
How to find the balance
Between believing you are loved
And yet
Never relying on others
- you must make yourself whole
Apr 7, 2019
Apr 7, 2019 at 5:58 PM UTC