A mere meat, I am
In your eyes
I see hunger, thirst
Fooling around
For flesh, for satisfaction
You basked in my youth
Slowly stripping me
Not only of my covers
But also of my innocence
The thing I treasured most
And how naive I was
Allowing you full rein
On everything I held dear
My heart, most especially
Even if you did not want it
And now, I am devastated
Utterly destroyed
More broken than I had been before
Always asking myself
Who am I? Who was I before?
Innocent no more
Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 10:09 AM UTC
You are everything
I love you as you are
No buts, no ifs
I love every flaw you have
I fell in love with your mind
With the sweet words
That emanated from your lovely lips
The lips that mine have come to know
I fell in love with your dreams
The way you tell stories
Tales from your childhood
And how your past relates to your future
But you didn't tell me
How you wanted the present to be
It was just past and future to you
And I can't recall you mentioning my name
In your tales of the past and in your hopes for the future
I am nothing to you
You are nothing to me
We just keep each other company
Til the day we see clearly
Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 8:02 AM UTC
You never remember
Love, when it's gone
But what if
It's not yet gone
At least for you
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 10:49 AM UTC
They say love is never
How we imagine it to be
But I've grown tired
Of imagining love
It's a fleeting emotion
A speeding car
You never see it coming
Then it hits you
It'll leave you devastated
It'll leave you broken
But here, the bruises will heal
In love, the wounds won't
They say love is never
How we imagine it to be
It may be greater or worse
But it'll never be within the grasp of our understanding
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 10:46 AM UTC
If only there were
An alternate world
I would gladly give anything
To witness the beauty of it
An alternate world
An alternate You, an alternate Me
Where the alternate You
Falls for the alternate Me
Where the alternate You
Loves the alternate Me
Until it hurts, until it breaks you
And I'll be here, happy and complete
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 10:37 AM UTC
What makes it hard
Is that there is no measurement
No symptom, no signpost
To tell love apart from others
In the end
Love depends on one's self
We claim we are in love
We decide when we are in love
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 10:31 AM UTC
I forgot the Me
I was before
I forgot the way
I've lived before
I forgot the things
I've steered clear of
I forgot the monotone
I've been in
But why can't I forget
The way you placed your sweet lips upon me?
Why can't I forget
The way your beautiful mind functions?
Why can't I forget
The butterflies I felt when you held me?
Why can't I forget
Our deeper-meaning-of-life conversations?
Why can't I forget
Your face, your smile, your laugh?
Why can't I forget
You?
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 11:26 PM UTC
I fell in love
I thought I would never say
These words which used
To mean nothing to me
But they did
They meant the world to me
And so did you
I fell in love with you
I fell in love
Sweet and painful
A moon in a dark night
Lost without it
But you didn't
I was a mere lamppost
Not a moon, not a star
And you were just passing by
I fell in love
Sensible yet stupid
You never know why or how
You just know when
Strangers, we were
Strangers, we are
But in between those two
Were we something more?
I fell in love
I wish I hadn't
But if I hadn't
I would've never known you
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 11:12 PM UTC
Is it possible
To see through your heart
To read your mind
To know what you feel
To understand your pain
And why you inflict it upon others
Upon me
A naive, little child
Wandering in the woods
Wondering what went wrong
And how I let everything become worse
Become waste
A dull life I've lead
Contented on breathing and eating
Surviving on few discourses
With the few I know
Then, there was you
A mystery, a puzzle
I was me for the first time
A Me that hid under red cheeks
A mistake, a regret
I would've gladly opened my heart
Instead, I opened my lips
Without you knowing how I feel
Thinking it was just a physical need
But it wasn't
It was an emotional one
*I was emotionally attached to you
And to everything you say and do*
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 8:13 AM UTC
How can one kiss
How can one day
Break open the sky
A new light, a new life
How you've kept yourself
Hidden, broken
Shut out from the rest
A feeling of isolation
You thought you loved so
But could it be worse?
Could you have had it any other way?
Could everything be nothing?
Could you keep pretending
Not to care, unable to feel
A tiny bit of love and love-ache
A kiss can mean a thousand things
And it could mean nothing at all
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 11:42 AM UTC