e-s-s - Hello Poetry

I don't even know if you see these anymore. I don't even know if you care. We used to talk. We used to be friends. Of course friends don't ask about suicide and then disappear for weeks. No that's not what friends do. Although I should've known. You are adored by everyone. And I am not. But that's just the way it is.

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Feb 8, 2015

Feb 8, 2015 at 1:32 AM UTC

Betrayal

I don't even know if you see these anymore. I don't even know if you care. We used to talk. We used to be friends. Of course friends don't ask about suicide and then disappear for weeks. No that's not what friends do. Although I should've known. You are adored by everyone. And I am not. But that's just the way it is.

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Nine-thousand you said, Nine-thousand would be The number of your death. You told me, As if I could help. As if you would let me. You took the pill to **** The thin, Papery feeling. We became friends, Through our pain But you betrayed. I'm tired you said. I'm going to sleep you said. You left me. Are you okay I said. Please tell me you're okay.

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Jan 26, 2015

Jan 26, 2015 at 12:09 PM UTC

You said

Nine-thousand you said, Nine-thousand would be The number of your death. You told me, As if I could help. As if you would let me. You took the pill to **** The thin, Papery feeling. We became friends, Through our pain But you betrayed. I'm tired you said. I'm going to sleep you said. You left me. Are you okay I said. Please tell me you're okay.

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Failure in my opinion is the single most driving force in our world. Everything we do is to avoid failure. But is it so bad? Failure is the lack of the expected outcome but when the outcome is bad is failure not good? An attempt at ones own life when met in failure can lead to reasons to live in some. Many people feel that that suicide is the failure to cope with the "slings and arrows of outrageous misfortune" but no. It means to give up on that which you have lost control of. For me the success of my failure has shown me that if I try again... I will not fail.

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Dec 23, 2014

Dec 23, 2014 at 12:34 AM UTC

Success of failure

Failure in my opinion is the single most driving force in our world. Everything we do is to avoid failure. But is it so bad? Failure is the lack of the expected outcome but when the outcome is bad is failure not good? An attempt at ones own life when met in failure can lead to reasons to live in some. Many people feel that that suicide is the failure to cope with the "slings and arrows of outrageous misfortune" but no. It means to give up on that which you have lost control of. For me the success of my failure has shown me that if I try again... I will not fail.

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The beast inside, Eating me alive. Searching, Burning, Consuming my soul. Begging for release But, like a declawed cat Unable to get free. It planted a seed in the pits of my mind. A request for help: for freedom. But as the blood ran down my arms And I put down the blade, It decided the taste of my life was worth staying inside.

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Nov 25, 2014

Nov 25, 2014 at 9:26 PM UTC

Release

The beast inside, Eating me alive. Searching, Burning, Consuming my soul. Begging for release But, like a declawed cat Unable to get free. It planted a seed in the pits of my mind. A request for help: for freedom. But as the blood ran down my arms And I put down the blade, It decided the taste of my life was worth staying inside.

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It's a simple question. One I'm sure we've all asked. Maybe not out loud, or even consciously but it's still there. A deafening scream, and a chilling silence. The emptiness of an unanswered question. How could I possibly love somebody else, if I can't love myself.

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Nov 22, 2014

Nov 22, 2014 at 12:25 AM UTC

How

It's a simple question. One I'm sure we've all asked. Maybe not out loud, or even consciously but it's still there. A deafening scream, and a chilling silence. The emptiness of an unanswered question. How could I possibly love somebody else, if I can't love myself.

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The ache, The soul tearing emptiness, The mind shaking numbness. A pit with a rope: All I can do is climb, try to escape. But I always slip I fall lower each time I can't be far from the bottom. Why don't I just let go.

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Nov 20, 2014

Nov 20, 2014 at 11:59 PM UTC

Pit

The ache, The soul tearing emptiness, The mind shaking numbness. A pit with a rope: All I can do is climb, try to escape. But I always slip I fall lower each time I can't be far from the bottom. Why don't I just let go.

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The first time my life tried to end was a failure. The world decide my time was not yep up. So they shipped me off to the first prison named hospital they could find expecting a full recovery. This was too good to be true. A mere seven days later I was declared cured and released into the world that made me want an end. And within the next seven it pushed me back where I belonged. It is then when I realized I hadn't been given another chance at life; merely the chance to have a better death.

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Nov 19, 2014

Nov 19, 2014 at 11:12 PM UTC

Second Chance

The first time my life tried to end was a failure. The world decide my time was not yep up. So they shipped me off to the first prison named hospital they could find expecting a full recovery. This was too good to be true. A mere seven days later I was declared cured and released into the world that made me want an end. And within the next seven it pushed me back where I belonged. It is then when I realized I hadn't been given another chance at life; merely the chance to have a better death.

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