If you asked if I'd go out with you now
I'd tell you no
Not because I thought
we wouldn't have the love we have now
Or that I'm too good for you
I'd say no because I'm damaged
Damaged beyond repair
Or so it feels like most day
And I don't think you deserve someone
Who's got damaged written across their forehead
May 29, 2013
May 29, 2013 at 11:16 AM UTC
I'm not sure when I stopped living
And just started to....be
To breath in and out of this empty chest of mine
Blinking and moving
But never feeling
May 4, 2013
May 4, 2013 at 12:30 AM UTC
I just hope
That there's a boy
Out there
Somewhere
That doesn't want ***
From his girlfriend
He just wants to
Enjoy her company
And watch as she does
All the little things
That combined to make her
May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 3:23 PM UTC
Its like you don't get it
Like its not even crossing your mind
He's just a teenage boy
They say
But than what am I
hormonal
They say
But we all know I'm not
May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 1:07 PM UTC
When did I love you
become three hollow words
said threw tight lips
and unhappy thoughts
When did I love you
make it impossible for me to swallow
make run down my face
When did I love you
Make me want to wrap my fingers tightly around your throat
I think it happened
When you stopped being the guy I thought you were
stop being charming and kind
and started acting like every other teenage boy
But maybe I'm wrong
How would I know because I'm just some
dumb
teenage girl
So I'll say it again
I love you but I don't know why
Apr 26, 2013
Apr 26, 2013 at 9:19 PM UTC
You can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Breath in
Breath out
You hope it'll get better
tell your self it'll get better
you try to believe it
But deep down you know
That this will forever be like this
Mar 22, 2013
Mar 22, 2013 at 12:03 AM UTC
To afraid
To be me
Because I know that when you figure out
this puzzle of a girl
You'll leave
Mar 22, 2013
Mar 22, 2013 at 12:01 AM UTC
*You're the closet to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now*
Wrapped up in your arms
This is the closet to heaven that I'll ever get
In this world of yours
All I can think Breath
is you
All I ever want is this beautiful boy
I don't want to go home right now
Just another minute
Because we both know
That in the morning
Everything will be different
I'll be desperate for that closeness to heaven
So please
Let me stay will you
a moment more
Mar 22, 2013
Mar 22, 2013 at 12:00 AM UTC
I'm just trying to survive
In this big wide sea
Without a paddle
Without a boat
And without you
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 12:16 PM UTC