dreadfulmind - Hello Poetry

Everyone is fussing about World Cup and here I am trapped in my own bedroom. Sadly, i am not everyone's favourite - i do not watch football, i hate gigantic burgers and i find skateboards pretty annoying. Well well, if every girl watches football then the world will be upside down. Guys always promote their thoughts and ideas of what girls they would like to date and I think it is unnecessary. We all know thay nothing is ever close to the word perfect right but you can find that one in a million within years of search without having to check your checklist. If someone makes you happy, then why not?

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Jul 13, 2014

Jul 13, 2014 at 12:56 PM UTC

12:50am

Everyone is fussing about World Cup and here I am trapped in my own bedroom. Sadly, i am not everyone's favourite - i do not watch football, i hate gigantic burgers and i find skateboards pretty annoying. Well well, if every girl watches football then the world will be upside down. Guys always promote their thoughts and ideas of what girls they would like to date and I think it is unnecessary. We all know thay nothing is ever close to the word perfect right but you can find that one in a million within years of search without having to check your checklist. If someone makes you happy, then why not?

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It's been a very tiring week for me. I've been bombarded with unwanted questions and it feels like i've been shot with problems from different angles. Maybe, this is a sign. One of the consequences of leaving Him. I should go back to Him because in the end, we shall return to Him. I'm sorry.

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Jul 9, 2014

Jul 9, 2014 at 1:48 PM UTC

1:46am

It's been a very tiring week for me. I've been bombarded with unwanted questions and it feels like i've been shot with problems from different angles. Maybe, this is a sign. One of the consequences of leaving Him. I should go back to Him because in the end, we shall return to Him. I'm sorry.

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Funny how a single human being can change your mood and make you feel things in one shot. And they do whatever they want- sweet talks and everything just to catch your attentions. Foolish, I fell into his trap and then when everything seems right, he left me hanging - no words. It is like the universe stops and he turns into someone else and the next day you know, he stop talking to you. He treats you like one of his unwanted strangers. Foolish, why did I unguarded my heart. What on earth have I done?! I should not let a dumbfounded guy just walks easily in my life and plant thorns in me. Everything collapse. For what it is worth, I am sorry I thought someone could love me. "What is the point of loving someone if you do not love yourself?" I tell myself. Save the tears for someone worth keeping.

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Jul 9, 2014

Jul 9, 2014 at 1:36 PM UTC

A boy

Funny how a single human being can change your mood and make you feel things in one shot. And they do whatever they want- sweet talks and everything just to catch your attentions. Foolish, I fell into his trap and then when everything seems right, he left me hanging - no words. It is like the universe stops and he turns into someone else and the next day you know, he stop talking to you. He treats you like one of his unwanted strangers. Foolish, why did I unguarded my heart. What on earth have I done?! I should not let a dumbfounded guy just walks easily in my life and plant thorns in me. Everything collapse. For what it is worth, I am sorry I thought someone could love me. "What is the point of loving someone if you do not love yourself?" I tell myself. Save the tears for someone worth keeping.

4

Have you ever feel the need to just dig your ear phone down your ears and volume up everything. Lost in transition and in that moment, you care about nothing. At all. Because life is easier that way. When you don't have to care about things around you and just.. live. With no regrets. Because sometimes it is easier that way. You don't have to care about others' feelings, you do what you want, no burden sinks you. Everything is in place and you hope it stays like that forever.

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Jul 9, 2014

Jul 9, 2014 at 1:28 PM UTC

1:28 am

Have you ever feel the need to just dig your ear phone down your ears and volume up everything. Lost in transition and in that moment, you care about nothing. At all. Because life is easier that way. When you don't have to care about things around you and just.. live. With no regrets. Because sometimes it is easier that way. You don't have to care about others' feelings, you do what you want, no burden sinks you. Everything is in place and you hope it stays like that forever.

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Words you should not speak Words you should not hear Come on and tell me one more lie dear.

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Jul 8, 2014

Jul 8, 2014 at 2:15 PM UTC

Words

Words you should not speak Words you should not hear Come on and tell me one more lie dear.

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Because there is a swell of pain inside me, and it is beginning to compromise the structural integrity of my emotional skeleton. Because hope feels like something that was discontinued due to safety concerns. Because I can't make love to the billboards but am compelled to try anyway. Because when I wake up I resent that I have to go on living. Because when I try to tell people how I feel, they say, "That reminds me of a very funny television commercial I just saw." Because everything i touch-the ottoman, the remote, the shoes, the coffee table, the collectible flatware, the books, the friendships, the interior of my car, the clothing, the records, my wife, the CDs (and the ****** plastic cases they come in), the old letters from friends I met at summer camp thirty years ago the pocketknife that belonged to my grandfather, the flowers I cut and put in water, the finger paintings the slow kid that lives next door gave to me, the house plants, the sunsets, the secrets I am afraid to share, the angry letters to my congressperson, the children I will never have, my marriage, my job, everything and every other thing-fades or crumbles into broken parts that I can never reassemble. Why are you so sad? By James Porter, page 139.

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Jul 8, 2014

Jul 8, 2014 at 2:40 AM UTC

Why are you sad?

Because there is a swell of pain inside me, and it is beginning to compromise the structural integrity of my emotional skeleton. Because hope feels like something that was discontinued due to safety concerns. Because I can't make love to the billboards but am compelled to try anyway. Because when I wake up I resent that I have to go on living. Because when I try to tell people how I feel, they say, "That reminds me of a very funny television commercial I just saw." Because everything i touch-the ottoman, the remote, the shoes, the coffee table, the collectible flatware, the books, the friendships, the interior of my car, the clothing, the records, my wife, the CDs (and the ****** plastic cases they come in), the old letters from friends I met at summer camp thirty years ago the pocketknife that belonged to my grandfather, the flowers I cut and put in water, the finger paintings the slow kid that lives next door gave to me, the house plants, the sunsets, the secrets I am afraid to share, the angry letters to my congressperson, the children I will never have, my marriage, my job, everything and every other thing-fades or crumbles into broken parts that I can never reassemble. Why are you so sad? By James Porter, page 139.

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Distance is complicated but it all depends on certain people. If you can cope with it, then you're fine. Distancing yourself from people is okay but if you frequently do it, you have to expect that people will come and go in your life. Mostly they will leave because of what you did. Don't let your mind guarded your heart and your thoughts from feeling the way it is. Fight the feeling because sometimes non of the feelings are true. Life is a war. You have to get ready of what is coming. You should open up a little bit. Don't let your inner thoughts sink you in because when you do, no one will help. Remember, you push everyone aside. Who is going to save you after all? I know it's hard to find answers when the questions won't come out.

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Jul 7, 2014

Jul 7, 2014 at 2:19 PM UTC

You'll be okay.

Distance is complicated but it all depends on certain people. If you can cope with it, then you're fine. Distancing yourself from people is okay but if you frequently do it, you have to expect that people will come and go in your life. Mostly they will leave because of what you did. Don't let your mind guarded your heart and your thoughts from feeling the way it is. Fight the feeling because sometimes non of the feelings are true. Life is a war. You have to get ready of what is coming. You should open up a little bit. Don't let your inner thoughts sink you in because when you do, no one will help. Remember, you push everyone aside. Who is going to save you after all? I know it's hard to find answers when the questions won't come out.

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I would like to see who will stay when i offer them nothing and who will stay when i offer them everything. Tricky. Yes. But it's the only way to test people's loyalty when we have nothing and the other way around.

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Jul 7, 2014

Jul 7, 2014 at 2:13 PM UTC

Life

I would like to see who will stay when i offer them nothing and who will stay when i offer them everything. Tricky. Yes. But it's the only way to test people's loyalty when we have nothing and the other way around.

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So tell me is it okay to feel guilty when going to sleep and waking up with the same feeling?

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Jul 5, 2014

Jul 5, 2014 at 2:34 PM UTC

Guilt

So tell me is it okay to feel guilty when going to sleep and waking up with the same feeling?

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”It’s funny how i thought  I was good at hiding my fellings, but then strangers started asking me what was wrong and why I looked so tired and that’s when I  realized you didn’t care  enough to notice”

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Jul 5, 2014

Jul 5, 2014 at 2:32 PM UTC

Untitled

”It’s funny how i thought  I was good at hiding my fellings, but then strangers started asking me what was wrong and why I looked so tired and that’s when I  realized you didn’t care  enough to notice”

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