
I reached up
Between your thighs
I kissed your heart
And you kissed mine
But my heart was fickle
As you soon found
Your tears trickle
But I sleep sound
The battle is over
But my mind is at war
I never meant to hurt
To make you cry
I don't mean to be curt
And I do wish the best
But this is goodbye
Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 3:49 PM UTC
Twenty nine first kisses
Maybe even more
Each in time came to pass
A few times I wondered
If she'd be my last
Twenty nine burnt matches
Lying in the sand
I know what I want but...
I don't know if I can
Too afraid to love
Too afraid to lose
I'm tired of women
I'm tired of the ups
I'm tired of the downs
I'm tired of using
I'm tired of being used
Infatuation
Conditioned motivation
Separation
Love is red...
Jealousy is green...
....Loneliness is a drag
Beautiful woman
Your kisses so fine
But I know you'll never be
Fully mine
I'm tired of love
and I'm tired of loss
Self deprecation is selfishness
Serotonin and cigarettes
I'm tired of women
**** you
Feb 16, 2014
Feb 16, 2014 at 1:33 PM UTC
Deep in the night
The riders mount their bikes
"Boys, let's ride"
Peddle peddle peddle
And we're off
Swerving in and out we roam
First to the Greens
We zip down, around
Meandering the urban sprawl
Johnny takes front
Our fearless leader
We crash through shortcuts
Bombing industrial hills
Look at us!
The kings of the streets
Young
Beautiful
And ******
Hop the fence
The highway deserted
Fly down the exit ramp
Never stopping for air
The night riders
Suspended in time
Children forever
But only in our minds
I high five Johnny
I see the band aid
That which covers a mark
A mark from shooting up
He never had a chance like me
Minds altered
Body wasting away
My bike's wheel falters
I can't stay here...
I was a night rider once,
Just that once.
I fell in love with the hills
And the back paths
I could live one long night
Coasting down the long drops
Cutting through back alleys
Speeding through the sleeping city
But I know it is not my place
7 days until I grow up
Though the riders are young forever
I must move on
I pray for the night riders
On this long moon
Save their bodies, Lord.
Let them grow old with me.
Jan 23, 2014
Jan 23, 2014 at 4:23 PM UTC
The lurking parasite
He who creeps up
in a lukewarm haze
The one who puts grey tinted glasses
on the windows of a soul
Half filled boxes
of half empty cups
Floating at the bottom of a grave
which is lit by florescent
The deep dark secret
with no key
no lock
no contents inside
Jan 19, 2014
Jan 19, 2014 at 3:57 PM UTC
Becoming... hmmm...
what am I... becoming...
is this the enlightenment
of my trip? hmm...
journeying through the seasons
of inner time and place...
therein which lies... a space....
not that sort.... not the sort of the
spicky icky spacky... space...
it's the... hmmm... sleepy space...
I sit and wonder... this place is where I... ponder...
fabric... the fabric of this life...
I AM FLOATING INTO THIS CHAIR
CONCEPT BANDS
CONCEPT ALBUMS
THAT'S WHAT I WANT TO SEE I AM JUST LIKE TIMOTHY LEARY
... but that... that is only a character.. the outlook I assume in..certain moods...
that state of worry... that's what I mean.
I am the wind
the sea
...
speak friend,
enter...
speak...
speak to me.
'I see we meet again... hmmmm...'
The music keeps changing my moods, you see...
Subconscious... I must be more mindful...
'Increase mindfulness'
I must bring the feelings... out
don't shove them away...
don't shove me away...
on this normal
squashy day
Love your dark shadow love the wolves
streams of consciousness I must cut up all of these streams
I worry too much about the future... am I crazy? or just afraid of being...
telepathy
Here's this concept that I have that represents all of these feelings that I have that I tell
to you and you receive as whatever feelings you associate with said concept
and hope they match up
I only write when I have something to preach... a sermon, you see..
yet I write every day...
to preach a sermon to me
'Does it make me bad?' this way I am?
does it make you.. mad?
mushy swampy bog filled mushrooms
I sag into the soppy plants in me
this world is my swamp
and this swamp is me
into the swampy swamp I romp
All day I ravage roam
I stomp
jive my vibe...
Exotic exodus execution
into the deep reeds
paddling the little cellophane canoe
Must... move...
Must... go...
Jan 13, 2014
Jan 13, 2014 at 1:21 PM UTC
Father Winter
Whispers in the Wind
He is coming
Again
Down to us he journeys
From lands far gone
Pipe in mouth
Staff in hand
Is he the Greatest Wizard
In all the Land?
Stone faced
Cold embrace
Lumbering where the wind lies
But was that a twinkle
in his eye?
Jan 5, 2014
Jan 5, 2014 at 5:12 PM UTC
Little Sapling
sitting upright in the
Big Arm Chair
calm classical music
muffles the sedated voices
behind each door.
You sit
upright, improperly left alone
to fill such a Large Arm Chair.
You turn
your young face to the side,
staring with large eyes at
the toys adorning
The Corner Table.
The toys which you
once would have played with,
been engrossed with,
a few Long Sunny Days ago.
Yet today your innocent eyes merely
dabble with the sight of them;
the sight of a Long Sunny Day
which was once yours
to behold.
Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 1:24 PM UTC
The cool blue ripples reflect a solemn memory of a friendly smile once almost near
Of long dark hair freefalling from a faded star; a young mind once so clear
You put it in your vein that night you went to sleep under the cool blue rain
Why was it so soon? I stop to wonder inside the golden garden
What did you mask? I sit and ponder as the graceful leaves saunter to the ground
From green to gold they turn, then back into the soil for the silent rain to churn
They saunter to you as I sit and stare at the grey water that remains though you have left.
Dec 15, 2013
Dec 15, 2013 at 2:58 PM UTC
I am a fisherman of the wide open seas;
I speak these words to he who all need.
I am a seeker of the wisest Sage;
He who rests peacefully beneath the weeping willow tree.
To this Great Stone,
To this Vast Abyss,
May the former be broken
And the latter be filled.
To the Spirit in the Sky,
The one who is hidden from my weary eyes;
He who grants a Free Mind;
He who I seek but cannot find.
Dec 15, 2013
Dec 15, 2013 at 1:02 PM UTC