
You finally said something
to me.
There I stand
thinking
of what to say
I could say something funny
or clever
or cocky
or rude
or kind
The things cycle in my head
But too much time has passed
I have said nothing
nothing
nothing
anything would have been good
to prove I'm alive
that I am a person
but you'll only remember
me as the one with nothing
to offer
You've summed me up
In an empty nutshell
I watched your hair spin
as you walked away
I whispered a
"Goodbye"
Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 4:07 PM UTC
Smiles bend
it's all external
distant from myself
I can't connect
I am both
ugly and an *******
life will be hard for me
I suspect
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 11:24 PM UTC
Sit alone at lunch
Stare at the wall
in class
dance at the prom
with your shadow
but with that girl
in your head
you dance good
in your head
attend her funeral
alone
with a black cloud
hug your pillow
wipe your own tears
away
build your own casket
and hope
that someone
buries
it
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 1:49 AM UTC
You chomp through your Cheetos
and wipe the orange dust
on the white leather seat of
my sofa
Your laughter echoes down
the hall
the walls find it contagious
but my brain
my brain
my brain pulses with anger
exertion to the surface
of my skin
back and forth
back and forth
down the hall
I get the stain remover
and finally enter the family room
and you're not there
no one is
and neither is the stain
I remember I'm alone
wishing these things
a big
white
empty house
wishing to get angry
with meaningless
stains
and you're never there
where are you
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 1:39 AM UTC
I have travelled back in time
only to find, myself
at the age of twelve
and I told him
"Son, enjoy a time
of loving yourself
because you will grow
to hate yourself"
The punch line is:
that memory is what
drove me to this
self-hatred.
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 1:08 AM UTC
Pulled by sounds of the inner ear
My mouth it trembles, it inches near
to whisper nothings in her ear
to expose my inner fear
The sounds aloud say "Enter Dear"
but I don't think i'll windsurf here
I find it clear that Winter's near
Retreat outside this inner ear!
I run and dive and disappear
in the desert in the clear
where nothing tries to interfere
to be alone and chin the tears
to sway and pass the spinning years
to dance and bow and give my cheers
I know I am the winner here
Feb 11, 2014
Feb 11, 2014 at 2:41 PM UTC
You say I'm out of
my mind, but I am very
much inside of it
Feb 10, 2014
Feb 10, 2014 at 10:13 AM UTC
you're walking mighty
cocky, gobble every
little kudo to so
grow your bobbing
crimson head instead
of mending bridges
burnt to ash and grain
you rain and
wobble 'top this
weather
vain, again you
drain the night
no flight, that's
right it's you
I've named
the Rooster.
Feb 10, 2014
Feb 10, 2014 at 12:33 AM UTC