
don-moore
Retired early due to muscular dystrophy, and as I was already writing notes for another book, I flowed into my new work regime and I am currently working on the first draft. I live in Newquay Cornwall, and although I have worked elsewhere mostly, I have always returned to my childhood haunts. I enjoy music and art, being able to paint and draw, the only thing I regret was not learning an instrument myself.
Flipping, flickering through the air
Darting from branch to branch
Caught at times by the slight breeze
Alighting, picking at plants tiny seeds
But, with one eye always seeking motion
Trees, bushes bound by their deep needs
Bare your weight without a frown
And as you lift to seek another perch
Those branches hardly ever move
So delicate your grasping wee feet
Your eyes so bright and shining
I watch silent as you land at my toes
You and I, we know each other well
Me, I’ve seen you so very many times
Either fathers, mothers, here you dwell
Drop brown bread crumbs for you
See your toes check, before you peck
So I’m lost gazing, my love for you true
Then away you flit, dart back to tree
Leaving me behind, somewhat forlorn
However I know it’s better that you’re free
Dec 11, 2023
Dec 11, 2023 at 11:21 AM UTC
Seeing now that photograph of that little boy
Now taken so very long ago, that was then, me
I sit now, looking back through each and every day
Dreaming of those halcyon times, pondering the past
Those days long ago where I once picked wild flowers
I wonder just how so many days have quickly passed
This a puzzle that I just cannot now ever understand
I wonder how those days flew past just so very fast
One moment I was young, then now, I’m suddenly old
Time silently trickling past, days now so long gone
Black, sun up, sun down, another time now turned over
Day after day, much passes now spent looking backward
Faces fluttering, dreaming of those people now gone
Some were bad, some were ugly, others I then loved
Push, pull, life tugging until I write of my deep emotions
The most important, life lived and also loves occasion’s
Now staring, I lie here today, looking always rearward
Realising how time does fly, and then slips past so easily
Pleasures, regrets, those wasted times I never shall forget
Always moving onwards, until the last bell for me chimes
Heart torn, tortured by these immensely deep thoughts
Those that I lost, comrades from my darkest long gone
The need to write down, of those long lost days of daring do
But finally realising sadness, those days now long past
Dec 11, 2023
Dec 11, 2023 at 11:19 AM UTC
Dark skies, whirring overlooking
Illumination light, clear of clouds
Clutching, rising, bird flocks blooming
Gathering in denuded trees in crowds
A year ago, here I sat watching these
They came back, and now, leave again
Lifting, scattering, flocking in the breeze
Gathering, as to fight without bloodstain
Heavens above full of dusty birds in flight
Whirring, whirling from one shape to another
Nearing winters sun, breaks through bright
How they flit and play, as if to some conductor
There, so very high above in murmurations
Never lost from my sight as they dip and sway
Up, down, dancing with their leaving aspirations
For times span, they’ve swayed dark skies grey
Dec 11, 2023
Dec 11, 2023 at 11:08 AM UTC
‘A tribute to my lost friend, the wonderful artist Alex Pointer, who chose to illustrate one of my poems, and who has sadly left this realm last year.’
Lost to the secret valley…
Time now is vast, all over for you, leaving so fast
Drifting, twirling, to find a home on the grass
Ground soft beneath your feet, sky above blue
Standing quietly, focus , take in all of the view
This place, this beauty, it’s where your Pan lives
Then a tiny touch from behind, now you draw breath
Not turning, but you can feel his warmth on your nape
Clops, as he moves off jingling, his big toes scrape
A horn blows quiet at first, then strident as he passes
Here now, you’re left far behind, feet in cool grasses
Just staring over this place of which you’ve just read
Wonderful land, where now you lie, with all you need
Before and below, an amazing valley with small stream
Gazing down, seeing this languid water, seems a dream
First step tentative, but you have confidence in this gorge
Over the edge, slipping slightly, yet downward you forge
In grass underfoot, rustles abound, there tiny creatures run
Further down, birds lift to the sky, all gone, one by one
Turn to look back, your face saddens, torn by lost faces
Tears ***** your eyes, remembering husband, heart races
In your mind, children, pictures, paintings, now sadly bygone
A scant breeze kisses, cleaning your cheeks of love forlorn
Here in this valley, a halfway place, memories of your reading
An intense desire to paint pictures of another’s life bleeding
Foot follows foot as you slowly descend into this other’s story
Gazing in wonder at this real scene, know that this is Lordly
Awareness of toes firm in ground, experiencing grass growth
Then near tiny river before you, waiting something you hate
Dark, black, bad, and evil, something affecting your life’s fate
But as you approach, there before you in glory, bright Pan
Brown face, shows both love and sadness, looks to your eyes
Then standing proudly, lifts arm, killing it, watching as it dies
Turns to you, tears on his face, quietly tells of his affection
For you, for your spouse, your family, your life, its perfection
With hands he reaches, your fingers he grips, you feel love
Then you know his warmth, and you stare into the sky above
Pan leads you slowly to the flowing water, there swim fish
Flashing many magical colours, waters stirring, tails swish
Rustles from behind, tell of much life abounding, if unseen
Pan then points downstream towards the sea, land between
You let go his hand, walk then beneath the overhanging trees
Scented flowers assault your nostrils, plants you squeeze
Turn to gaze back, in the distance, you now hear Pan’s trill
That pain, the loss you felt, now lost, river running, ears fill
Clutching branches, feel their roughness, experience their life
Happiness fills your heart, all sadness trimmed by Pan’s knife
No more pain, no sense of loss, for you know all will join you
Husband, family, friends, not lost, just delayed, this be true
Here now, you remember a story you read, one of this very land
How you’d loved, drawn and painted, led by his writing hand
You’d wished for his wisdom to be real, and here you finally are
Free at last to live amongst flowers, existing as if a bright star
This chapter in his story written for you to read, gives solace
Moving forward along the river, you seek your now final place
Bees buzzing, birds flit, over the clear blue water insects fly
Bright yellow daffodils on the grass, iris by water flowing by
Red wild roses climb the trees, rapidly rapping their branches
Vividly coloured damsels whirring, hunting things dancing
All this, and much more, the further you progress towards sea
Slowly, one sight to another, you know sea will set you free
Always pushing forwards, closer, looking to that shining sea
Buds, flowers, fruits, together now appear here, all three
You pluck a fruit you’ve never seen before, of various colours
Tastes so sweet, flavour unknown, stopping by wild flowers
Here momentarily you feel the need to take a long, long rest
Yet suddenly feel that moving would best, as just a guest
Fruit juice drips from your chin, on hitting ground, grows on
Here everything seems so alive, constant death then birth
Seemingly this is the Goddesses halfway house to reality
By the green sea, you somehow know she awaits with vitality
Onward you press, to see a young woman who awaits you
Dressed in silvery blue, stands out, yet is a beautiful view
Saying nothing, she lets you pass, closer you feel a freeze
Temperature continues to drop, made worse by breeze
And then she’s far behind, winter now long far away and gone
Through the still waving branches, there appears another
This woman dressed as spring, has come, wears bright greens
Approaching, she smiles, waves arm, sends warmer scenes
Onwards past, now ahead by the trees, appearing, another
This one dazzling like summer, you pass, she’s like a mother
Smells of love, hope, and forever after, reminds of happy days
Here now the trees branches thin, into sight, red, brown blaze
Closer, another woman, stunning beauty, she now awaits, you
Her arms outstretched, you grasp her hands, leads to sea
Impending final ending, you are led to the one true Goddess
Here her daughter Autumn stops before her beloved mistress
You feel warm, loved, as your life before you, suddenly flashes
This higher power, touches you, behind her the sea crashes
Home you feel, all painful essences revealed, but gone forever
Brightest of purest hope, as here, now you finally surrender
Lift, fly far away, safe from all man’s wrath and harm, now hope
Behind those you love so much, but know be with you soon
And as the sun fades on another day, shining bright you alight
Travel distant stars, ride upon different skies, live with delight
Behind husband mourns and cry’s with family and friends near
But know this, only the bright stars die young, this sadly clear
Dec 11, 2023
Dec 11, 2023 at 11:06 AM UTC
When I look in your eyes
I never want to grow old,
I despise all of my silver and gold,
and when I look into your heart
I see blood like wine
you and I
we are like cups
Filled to the brim with life
Glasses running over
if you could see yourself
Like I see you
When I look in your face
I see naivety so pure
and yet you have a heart
That yearns and yearns
when I look in your face
I see life and love
seasons defined
The colour of the skies
this I see in your eyes
but as you get older
You will come to know better
And all of this beauty
Will change and not for the better
Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 9:02 AM UTC
When no one is looking, words burst from my head
Inside my skull are colours, scents and sounds
And my life is played out to a relentless sonorous soundtrack
Sometimes the music collapses with waves of resonance
And in others it is plucked like strings, individual and soft
It’s perceived by my inner ear, it’s not for others to hear
When I am out of sight, I’m truly at my very best
For life is like a swirling whirl of different shades
Different shapes and forms, some almost difficult to perceive
I try to put these on paper, shape the thoughts that I have
But the best, these arrive in the depth of the gloom
And in the early morning, they are once again forgotten
These words that slip through the fingers of my recollection
Flowing with the brightest of sparks, glowing embers of ideas
Impressions lost in the falling mornings sunlight
In front of my keyboard I then sit, puzzled chin in hand
Fingers tap the keys and yet nothing of excellence appears
So another day, with the words remaining inside my head
Feb 3, 2018
Feb 3, 2018 at 6:40 AM UTC
There are times when I see you
Times I see you unexpectedly
It’s then that I feel you squeeze my heart
Maybe you touch me from behind
Gently lay your hands upon me
Stroke my shoulders, thats when I know
Walking in the park when we are alone
Sometimes then when we touch
That’s when my feelings for you grow
When you leave my side I am bereft
I know you have to go but each parting hurts
I wonder will you return and hope you do
Am I so greedy of my time with you
Do others notice how I feel
Does my adoration or pain show within my eyes
When you return I silently cry out to your presence
And yet in reality I make no sound
Treasuring just the slightest touch of your lips
Seasons come around and travel upon their paths
Another year is gone, but I feel always the same
I would wait for your caress even if you had gone
I know within my heart that one day we will part
The pain of love would then render my heart torn
Perhaps it’s selfish but I hope it’s me that’s first
To imagine your demise is inconceivable for me
To dwell on this I know I would die myself
For the future would hold no reason
For the seasons to turn without you
For the holidays to arrive with no twinkle in your eye
This I could not endure and I would have to pass
But for the moments I have left, you are near
For the time we are together I am grateful
And for each and everyday you squeeze my heart
Dec 17, 2017
Dec 17, 2017 at 8:53 AM UTC
Dark yet light
Warm yet cold
Rough yet smooth
Old yet young
Many yet one
Remembers love engraved
Forever without sin, waving in the wind
Bent with force, bows its head
And yet, looks straight ahead
Stands still and silent its feet entrenched
Sometimes clothed, sometimes naked to the eye
Strong and straight or gnarled and bent
Shaded or stark it welcomes light
Grows mighty from so small
Features colours red, green and gold
Casts open its arms for all to behold
A perch, a home, an attitude of strength
Somewhere to climb when child like
And some would call it home within its arms
Reaches to the sky that it embraces
Knows the aroma of many places
And sometimes bears wonderful presents
Or foods of foreign resources on platters of clay
It holds silver, stainless steel and gold
And with parchment like sails
It would carry you off to lands and strange places
We take its worth without thought
We laden it with our burden
We drink in its presence without thought
We eat at its heart, for which it never complains
This is the magnificence of woodland Oak.
Sep 2, 2017
Sep 2, 2017 at 5:24 AM UTC
Sung with an English Folk accent...
To sing with friends and comrades
To click our pots together
To wrestle with our arms
To feel we are free even when we're not
Tell me Ma'am where my countries gone
said one lad to another
Our futures grey our fortunes uncertain
But for queen and country here we go
Our pockets empty, Our last drink drunk
The pretty girls we fight for
they are back home safe and sound
But waiting with their maybe black best dresses
And they'll be yearning for our safe return
But some us won't make it, some not to return
The rest will always silently cry into their now empty pots
And their women will be grieving
It was all for queen and country said one lad to the other
Tell me ma'am where my countries gone..?
May 19, 2017
May 19, 2017 at 4:03 AM UTC
I'm not alone, although sometimes I think I am
Sometimes I shoulder the woes of the world
And sometimes I pretend I don't care
But always behind my smile is a cry for love
The need for comfort and affection
And yet sometimes I'd say that wasn't so.
I'm not alone, I'm surrounded in the wool of adoration
But sometimes everything seems so far away
And sometimes there just isn't a shoulder to cry on
That's when my smiles at its very widest
Sometimes I will shoulder all my woes
And sometimes I pretend that I just don't care
It's at times like this that my eyes tell the real truth.
And it's then that sometimes I need you the most.
May 18, 2017
May 18, 2017 at 4:29 AM UTC