Let this hymn beneath an ebony sky
Be the breath of angels upon our skin.
A song of scripture and silence
written upon your body and mine.
My head upon your breast on this night and your lips upon my mind.
Our breaths swirling like a sacred fragrance
are everything I need to know of love.
May 26, 2022
May 26, 2022 at 4:34 PM UTC
May your heart see my words
On this night of wind and rage.
I know that you are in search of refuge
from pressures seen and unseen.
I will comfort you from the ebb and flow
of the night tide and this, too, will pass.
Take your rightful place in my arms.
My body is a shelter from the storm.
Don’t speak. Just breathe. Cry, if you must.
Let our silence shield us from the storm.
And when you awake that storm will be
nothing more than an aimless zephyr.
My heart wants you to stay with me,
but you are the daughter of the storm.
You find rest and peace in my arms,
but the wind and rage speak to you.
The sky cracks and the rain falls,
baptizing you in dark water.
I know the night tide will take you.
And I will stay here with open arms.
Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 1:25 AM UTC
She lay in bed,
her body a poem
upon my chest.
A sweet perfume
of rose memory
wafts in the space
between our breaths.
A silent incantation
disorients the voices
in my head and it is quiet.
Our embrace is poetry,
and there are no words.
Just the silence between
lovers, whispered nothings.
I hold her tight,
drawing her to me
intent upon fading
into the memory of a rose.
Nov 25, 2017
Nov 25, 2017 at 9:09 PM UTC
I was around fifteen
when I first imagined
myself as your husband
and I distinctly remember
Laughing and tearing up,
just a little,
because I didn’t think it
was possible
for someone like you
to love someone like me.
I did not know how to love...
but there we were
genuinely happy
and in love,
adrift in the aether of
my teenage imagination,
your face was hidden from me.
I return the comfort
of that fantasy and
conjure scenes of our life together.
Spending time with you
comforts me and gives me peace.
Wherever you are, please
know that I love you
and that I am looking for you.
Darling, you are literally my fantasy
and I will not rest until
our love is our reality.
I cannot wait to meet you.
Have a great day, Love.
I can’t wait to hear about it!
Yours.
Always.
Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 4:20 PM UTC
I won’t say anything to you
about cheating on me because
we both know when I'm through
crying I'm not going anywhere.
I’ll just wipe the residue
of promises and embers
from my eyes and by virtue
of my need for your love,
I’ll be the victim to rescue
with that spider silk smile
that weakens me while you undo
my clothes and my defenses,
reminding of how you undervalue
my worth, my heart, and my body.
Yeah, I won’t say anything to you
about cheating on me because
we both know when I am through
crying I'm not going anywhere.
Nov 10, 2017
Nov 10, 2017 at 12:23 AM UTC
it was your voice
that's how all of this happened
a vibration of aether and lies
slithering from your beautiful mouth
I needed fresh air
and I was weary from the truth
your sound, your hymn,
was weighed down with blood and honey,
chains for my insecurities,
and a soothing balm for the chaos in my life
it was your voice
beautifully, deliciously venomous
and I drank willingly from your kiss
ignoring the taste of embers
exhaling empty smoke and black promises
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 9:32 PM UTC
Arms entwined in exaltation
invoke the watercolors
of her voice diffused in
a hymn between our bodies.
This lyric of midnight--
of flesh, of moon,
and leaf and moth--
whispered in darkness
gives birth to hunger
in search of moons,
scent, muscle, and breath.
Even in this darkness
her eyes are the brightest
stars and there is nowhere
I can hide from her grace.
She sees those parts of me
that I hide from the world.
And in this room without walls,
butterflies and angels overhead,
only the hymn between us remains.
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 9:11 PM UTC
They wander around aimlessly, a discord of sound and body. They move. Each one searching for the leader of this chaos. Wherever one goes, another follows. And another. And another. I should not be here, but I do not want to leave. They surround me, inches from my face without looking at me. Without seeing me. Without acknowledging me. I stand and wait, with my best smile. The one she said she loved that day we were at the beach. They will notice me. Ten. Fifty. One hundred. One thousand. One million. I feel the deepest loneliness in this discord of sound and body. Maybe if I turn around? Maybe someone behind me is trying to see me? I wave as my smile becomes a waning crescent of my former happiness. After one thousand pass me by, I wave my arms and get in front of those walking in front of me. Extending my arm and open hand. They push me away. Am I the source of this discord? Why do they now move in accord as one sound and body to push me to the ground? A multitude set against me and the music is the most beautiful anger. I should not be here, but I do not want to leave. They surround me, inches from my face without looking at me. Without seeing me. Without acknowledging me.
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 1:26 AM UTC
I am here seeking forgiveness,
but I am not sure if I want it.
My only sin was her...
When she looked at me like that
my lust converted into praise and worship
and I knew then I was lost...
She had no place being in my arms
but she fit as if I was designed
to embrace her subtle November
Caramel apples led to Egyptian kisses
which dripped into carnal appetites
adrift in the Nile of her complexity
In the blue of midnight, when I
write the story of my life
she was and is the only Paige
She is an ebony marbled goddess
fervently frozen in my psyche
and I am her sole disciple
Oct 21, 2017
Oct 21, 2017 at 5:48 PM UTC
The curves on this cobalt two-seater
are so **** beguiling. Fuck!
The arcs and contours swerve
through my tangled imagination.
Heh...I am a hopeless romantic
parked in a speedster, dreaming of driving.
I laugh at myself because...how like me
to pick a car that reminds me of you.
I mean, we have yet to experience the pleasure
of meeting each other, but I have seen you before--
My God, I have seen you before--
My trembling hand at the small of your back...
The hypnotic aria of our intimate silence…
The way your laughter heals my pain...
I am alone, but I am driven to find you,
to meet you, to break free of my familiar
Nostalgia made me bitter, turned my love
into a fleeting spirit that burns the palette
Space. She needed, “Space…”
When did my embrace become a cage?
Space. She needed, “Space…”
When did bawling in pain become my normal?
I am alone, but I am driven to find you,
to meet you, to break free of this familiar
I thought love was a destination
that could not be reached.
An elusive location that I longed for,
but was too afraid to take the driver’s seat.
I was a hopeless passenger, happy
to be along for someone else’s ride
I have steadied my breath, wiped my eyes
in order to see you clearly.
Whoever you are, wherever you are,
please know that I am driven to find you.
Soon, we’ll hop into this two-seater
and neither of us will be alone.
Oct 21, 2017
Oct 21, 2017 at 5:04 PM UTC