Days will come and go
Maybe you'll grow old
But you will die
With a heart of gold
All because you believe in dreams
I believe in dreams
And it gets me through the nights where it feels all broken and torn at the seams
So believe in dreams you love so much
And the passion in your heart will make them real
Laugh ,cry ,sing and sigh
But don't let the past get you down
Your dreams will come true
I believe in dreams
And I believe in you
Dec 9, 2013
Dec 9, 2013 at 4:38 PM UTC
ι'м so sick of feeling worthless
When ever he looks at me
With his potent eyes
And making me feel small
His invasion makes me feel worthless,hopeless ,sick
he sees me as the little girl he controlled
I was his for longer than ι'd like to remember
I'm so sick
He said I lied
that I cried when he came inside me
And now I'm burning a highway to hades
I'm sick
Worthless ,hopeless ,sick
Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 1:22 PM UTC
My thoughts drifting
My Faith is shaking
Thinking of how hard it is to love
Even when you cant love yourself
And all you really need is help
ι try so hard to understand
But ι cant
ι cant cry in his arms ,cause his not here ,its not his fult and if it was
ι ωσυℓ∂η'т care
It kills me to watch you stare
While we're going down the hole of fear
Our time spent feels like a blur
Racing through time with no care
My heart is bigger than the distance in between us
ι know this cause ι feel it beating
seeking for your love
That ι know exists
And thats all the proof ι need
Oct 8, 2013
Oct 8, 2013 at 3:42 PM UTC
ι'м done ,ι can not continue
This misery feels so new
Drowning in my sorrow
ι'м so confused
ι said ι'м done , you cant make me go back
And watch You just stare
While ι'м living this nightmare
ι'м ripping my heart open just to feel
Yet the only thing ι feel iS weakness
In this lonely abyss
ι cry out for you
But you just turn me away
And discontinue
ι'м done with feeling weak,empty and hopeless
But you sure are one thing ι'll miss
When ι'м gone
Sep 25, 2013
Sep 25, 2013 at 6:12 PM UTC
While you sit on your throne
ι'м buried all alone
When i say all ι need to do is die
ι sit in my room and cry
You ∂ση'т know how hard ι fought to survive
But look ι'м still alive
Yeah ι do feel like sleeping and never waking up
But ι ∂ση'т believe in giving up
So you can cast your stones
And break all my bones
Watch me die
Cause ι refuse to live a lie
Maybe my time has come to end this misery
The consuming fury
ι'м caught in the grey
So ι'll sleep till may and say that ι ∂ση'т wna see the sun anymore
Cause my heart still hurts
ι'м cold to the core
And this Room is starting to feel like a tomb
Sep 3, 2013
Sep 3, 2013 at 2:19 PM UTC
She sat there empty
Trying to hide
What she's feeling inside
She says she's all alone
She said the world ∂σєѕη'т even know
About the pain she hides
Happiness is just a lie
When all she wants to do is die
So she takes a snif and fly
into a world you and ι deny
She ∂σєѕη'т want the world to know the truth
She's been broken and abused
And she was always used
BY you
Your words echo in her mind
And your words are clear
She knows that you are here
After she takes the blade and watches the blood trickle down her skin
Feeling relieved from her pain
She thinks she's going insane
And its not even a game
While her eyes are still heLd shut
She can hear you breathing softly
After another 20 minutes of pain
All her screams and shouts fade
Like they ωєяєη'т even there
This world ιѕη'т fair
Her fear is built by you
Aug 19, 2013
Aug 19, 2013 at 8:48 AM UTC
ι hate you for all the sacrifices you made for me
ι hate you for all the times you never held me close
ι hate you for all the good things you never said to me
ι hate you for all the times you left me to bleed
ι hate you for all the times you delivered me from pain
ι hate you for all the things you ∂ι∂η'т say to me
ι hate you for all the times you ∂ι∂η'т believe in me
ι hate you for all the days you violated me
For the most part
ι hate you for dying and leaving me in pain
Aug 17, 2013
Aug 17, 2013 at 4:44 PM UTC
Sick of circling the same road
Sick of burying the guilt
In the crowd ι am the invisible
Slipping into thin air
Life is really not fair ..
Disappearing slowly
Looking at me , but only seeing my bad side
When all ι do is strive for your attention
Opening my self to people
Is way to evil
They ∂ση'т see me but ι see them
Looking from the outside in
Outcast is what ι am
ι try my best . It ιѕη'т good enough..
This Is How I Disappear
Aug 16, 2013
Aug 16, 2013 at 1:23 PM UTC
Self concious always worried about what people think
Seeing my self sink
Watching them talk
Like they planning to conspire against me
ι wish ι could just be free
from all the things that bind me
ι'м starting to trip
ι'м losing my grip
And ι'м in this thing alone
With no purpose and no drive
Yess ι see you talking
If you only knew ι'м hanging by a thread
ι'м lucky if ι ever see the light of day
As my walls close in
ι watch my enemies belittle me by nodding me the penalty
Self harm seems to be the only escape
While you looking for the red tape
Smile on your face . But we all know its fake
For goodness sake
**** me than lie to my face .
Aug 7, 2013
Aug 7, 2013 at 3:47 PM UTC
Sick of circling the same road
Sick of burying the guilt
In the crowd ι am invisible
Slipping into thin air
Life is really not fair ..
Disappearing slowly
Looking at me , but only seeing my bad side
When all ι do is strive for your attention
Opening my self to people
Is way to evil
They ∂ση'т see me but ι see them
Looking from the outside in
Outcast is what ι am
ι try my best . It ιѕη'т good enough..
Aug 7, 2013
Aug 7, 2013 at 1:13 PM UTC