I like being alone
Sometimes,
When I like pretending
It doesn´t bother me that much.
Then I thought
''Hey, the world is a telly
And I have the remote control.''
But that thought vanished as I looked outside
At the icy kingdom of winter
And the rought whispers of cold wind
Told me I´m stuck here.
Yet maybe this is just a phase,
A way of the nature forcing me
To live alone for a little while...
I don´t know, and maybe I´ll never find out.
But I do know that once you´ll be back
It will all go away.
I don´t know if it´s gonna be because
I´ll magically conquer all my fears and insecurities,
Magically forget and ignore all my urges to be out there,
Somewhere else where something usual can surprise me.
Or if I´ll just settle my mind
And concentrate on our love, our life, our routine.
I don´t know, no matter how many times you´ll ask me.
Maybe you can tell me
Or at least teach me how to listen to my mind and heart.
I hear them speaking out loud,
Screaming sometimes in the night
But it´s all gibberish to me.
Find me a path
Give me a pair of legs
Teach me how to walk
And I´ll make history.
But until you can find me all these things
Don´t be surprised if I´ll sit here forever
Because God knows I can´t help myself.
Yes, I think I´m being unreasonable too.
DC, 2017
Jan 8, 2017
Jan 8, 2017 at 9:34 AM UTC
*Face the world and say goodbye
In this madness I will die.
Face your mom and face your lover
Do it before they’ll discover.
Face yourself ‘fore it’s too late
Only you decide your fate.
I will leave and not come back
I ‘ll tie a rope against my neck
I’ll say goodbye
I’ll probably cry
And then, I’ll die.*
Jun 7, 2016
Jun 7, 2016 at 11:22 AM UTC
Blood is the colour of innocence- not white.
Jun 22, 2015
Jun 22, 2015 at 3:09 PM UTC
Freedom is all I have sometimes.
The freedom to walk
or run or to just stay.
The freedom to talk,
to cry or to laugh.
The freedom to love you
or to hate you
or to feel both at the same time.
The freedom to travel around the universe
and never return back to Earth.
I shouldn't have said that,
Now I feel scared...
The freedom to be scared.
The freedom to trust,
the freedom to care
and the freedom to fail.
The freedom to learn
or to fail again.
DCimpean
2015
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 1:47 PM UTC
*All together we will fall,
Doesn't matter- our size,
Strong we are when we're alone.
Only by ourselves we'll rise.*
DCimpean
2015
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 1:04 PM UTC
Start today: SOMETHING THAT SCARES YOU.
The dark... ?
No.
Light!
Light scares me.
You can see everything in the light so clearly.
Darkness is my friend.
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 12:49 PM UTC
The cloud inspired me,
So I left.
I left without even telling you
And maybe I upset you
Or maybe not.
The thing is that once you leave
You never go back.
You walk, you run or fly
Towards him, towards her, towards them,
Towards us.
But wait.
We do not exist anymore.
We do not exist ever since I gave you a part of me
And left
Because the clouds inspired me.
But I took a part of you too.
A small souvenir.
A string of hair,
A drop of spit
Or a bruise.
Don't worry, it doesn't hurt
And I know you have them too.
I saw them,
I felt them,
I caressed them
And I loved them.
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 9:40 AM UTC
I looked for you...
I looked for you
In every flower
Or star
In every night club
Or bar.
I looked for you...
I looked for you
In every stranger
I'd kiss
In every old friend
I'd miss.
I looked for you...
I looked for you
In every hour
I waste
In every problem
I faced.
I looked for you...
I looked for you
In every bottle
Of beer
In every growing
Fear.
I looked for you...
I looked for you
In every cigarette
I smoked
In every moment
I joked.
I looked for you...
I looked for you
But what
I have found
Is much better
Than how it might sound.
I looked for you...
I looked for you,
You never appeared
And once I stopped looking
My mind got cleared.
I looked for you...
I had to stop looking
To realise that
Myself was the one
I was desperate to find.
DCimpean
2015
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 5:47 PM UTC
I love the smell of rain.
It's the smell of life,
of renaissance,
of nature in all its glory.
Sometimes i just stand outside,
in the plain rain,
and let it wash my body
and my mind,
let it cleanse my soul
and wash away my shame and sins.
And I just stand there, thinking.
Thinking about the universe,
thinking about the beautiful nature that surrounds us,
sometimes even thinking about you.
Sometimes I laugh.
Sometimes I cry.
Sometimes I can't feel anything but the rain.
DCimpean
2014
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 2:57 PM UTC
Take me...
Take me now and
Push me against the wall
And kiss me like you mean it
And don't let me go.
Hold on to me
Just for a little bit
And take a moment
To look into my eyes
And if you won't see anything
Look away
And I'll dissapear into the darkness
But if you'll see a spark in them
I'll get naked of all my sins and shame
And you'll be the first to see me the way I really am.
I will then take your hand and run it
All over my body
And you'll like it
Because I'll like it
And I'll smile
And you'll laugh.
Then we'll kiss.
You'll kiss my eyes
And my lips.
You'll kiss my neck
And I'll bite yours.
DCimpean
2015
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 5:23 AM UTC