Sometimes...
I cannot hear your thoughts
Your mind to me
Is like smooth jagged glass
Beneath a pool of liquid winter
A lake of crystallized silence.
It hurts.
Sometimes...
I cannot feel your emotions
Your face is like an empty mask
A hollow shell
Your eyes are depthless glass
Living ice.
I can feel your heartbeat
I can hear you breathe
Tears flow down my cheeks,
Freezing in your frigid warmth.
They sound like antipathy.
Sometimes...
We kiss
Mental screams against silence
Passion against nothingness
Motion against stillness
You don't lie
You don't speak
You do nothing at all.
There're no roses amongst the thorns.
Sometimes...
I hear you speak
Flowers blooming in winter
Blood burning through snow
Your voice is a sirenic thing
Filling me
Maddening me
Tearing my heart apart.
A captivating inferno.
A glacial wind.
A numbing kiss.
Your voice is poison.
I crave its touch.
Sometimes...
I wonder if you're a corpse
I wonder if you're hollow
I wonder if you forget to feel.
Your smile
Is an existential thing.
Your laugh
Is a detached melody.
Your stare
Is an empty dream.
Arctic indifference.
Words fading into the wind.
Sometimes...
I can only see you
An aloof statue
A pitiless observer.
Tears flow down my cheeks,
Freezing in your frigid warmth.
I no longer understand you
Perhaps,
I never did.
Flowers blooming in winter
Blood burning through snow
My devotion
To a narcissistic fascination
Your voice is a sirenic thing
There're no roses amongst the thorns.
It hurts.
I wish to **** you.
You don't lie
You don't speak
You do nothing at all.
Your face remains an empty mask
Mental screams against silence
Arctic indifference
Decayed insanity
Inert image upon darkened glass.
What do I do with all these feelings?
You will not die.
It hurts.
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC
Teardrops fall from the heavens,
Tasting of ashes
From the world below...
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 2:17 PM UTC
Spinning
Twirling
blur.
Frozen teardrops
The world is still.
Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 4:15 AM UTC
Cracked images
Stained glass
Each piece arranged
In an interlacing jaggered masterpiece
Tears fall
Tracing paths
Highlighting the intricate symbols
Liquid crystals in the dying light
Sparkling pearls upon living glass
Dexterous additions
To the visual symphony.
The storm grows
The heavens pour
Colours flash amongst the greys
It tastes like salt.
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 4:09 AM UTC
Stress sneaked up on me
Like a ninja out of the blues
Like a saxophone player
Weaving an intricate melody
To my internal noir monologue
Like a tax collector striking at night
Or a deadly case of the Creditors flu
Like a group of cut-throat dames
Like fog in the rain
Like a secretary named Velema.
Stress sneaked up on me
When the detective came a-knocking.
He wanted his cigarette back.
I told him I didn't have it
Then the ****** walked in
Quick-finger Teddy
Butcher Saint Merry
Leg-breaker Lenny
Mobster Ricco
Snake Bently
And Marcini of the incredibly gifted hands
Too.
Lead makes a different sound when fired
Glass shatters into tinkling tear drops
Like the heavens weeping.
Plaster breaks.
Stress sneaked up on me
Like a kiss goodbye...
It's all
Smoke through the city...
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 4:04 AM UTC
Hold me.
You scream.
I bleed.
Rusted nails,
Twisted thorns.
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 3:53 AM UTC
Life is best precieved
Not in death
But in the dying...
The leaves falling
Rather than the branches bare
The dew freezing
Rather than the frost
Coated in snow
The cool winds crisp yet damp
Rather than frost-bitten.
Life is best painted
On the the tapestry of dying
Than the portrait of a barren land
After the wake of death
Two sides of the same mask
A kiss to eternity
Or the end.
Observe
The rising of ice
The dying of season
The coming of slumber...
Time moving backwards.
Mar 7, 2015
Mar 7, 2015 at 1:47 AM UTC
The silence broke
Shattering into a million pieces
Shards and dust...
Mar 7, 2015
Mar 7, 2015 at 1:44 AM UTC
One blinded by love should not make sacrifices...
For when the love is gone,
So is the logic.
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 5:47 AM UTC
I miss you
Your warm laugh,
glassy blue eyes
and sad, sad smile
That made it look like you were crying
Out of sight
Inside.
Her heart beats for you
Slowly,
In pain
You who never noticed
Or cares to notice again.
Aloof.
Standing tall.
Distant.
Away.
Her heart beats for you
Despite your coldness
Your emptiness
Your emotions' grave
It still beats.
She's dying.
We all are
The rose petals have fallen
A long time ago
My tears had fallen and dried
Moments after
Hers still fall
Forming seas
She slowly drowns
As her heart weakly beats
Straining in pain
Her body sick.
You still smile now
Coldly
Your eyes a hardened gray
Diamonds rather than glass
Your joy is our pain
Not just us
but the world.
Yet,
No matter how you try to push it behind you
You can't ignore the past
You have failed.
I hope you're happy.
I'm no longer missing...
Her heart's stopped beating...
Beating for you.
Tomorrow,
You shall be forgotten...
Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 5:43 AM UTC