I dance on the streets
Where i lost you.
It’s pouring.
On the Tiptoes
I am moving singing, murmuring.
There are tress around me
Tall, rigid.
It’s winter but I am holding a flower in my hand.
Barefooted
I walk into the trees.
The wind is blowing but my soul is still warm.
Maybe it’s the fire that you have gave
Suddenly I started making a map.
I picked up flowers which are shed from the tree.
And made my own bouquet.
I went too far with the rubber band around my waist.
I found ray of light in all those dark places
I was about to hold it.
But then
you pulled me back,
like a bullet fired from a gun, coming back is unfeasible.
But, I was coming back.
My eyes were closed I am trying to hold on to something.
And as I am going through the pile of flowers they are busting but not holding me back.
But this time I didn’t get hurt
Because there was a big cushion made by trees In between us.
Mar 19, 2020
Mar 19, 2020 at 3:12 AM UTC
Unexpected one day I met you.
I was scared and excited.
I came out and saw that big smile on your face.
I laughed and my fear went away.
We sat and talked.
We smiled and laugh.
I felt so warm in your arms.
That night was shorter than usual.
As it never wanted us to be together.
There were so many waves
Highs and lows but we survived.
People with same behaviours repel but find a way to still be together.
Like the little things we share
The sleep,the food,the movies,the fight
At night,Remember how we use to wrap around
Like salmon in sushi, inseparable
Remember the morning hustle and 5 more minutes of sleep where you use to hug me tight and time use to be still.
Remember the unspoken words which you always understood.
Remember when you use to hold me back for a kiss.
And I wish if that would be the end.
Feb 28, 2020
Feb 28, 2020 at 12:22 PM UTC
Dear stranger,
You seem more familiar than the people I know.
Your brown eyes reflect my past
Your lips seem like they want to say something that I have never heard before.
Your strong hands want to hold someone so tight.
I have seen your shaking fingers when you are nervous,
the ****** expression that you try to hide when you are angry.
It seems like you want to find peace in the sleep just like me in someone’s arms.
you crave for love as much as I do.
I had seen you helpless and gone strong.
Your incomplete love still haunts you in the night.
you still pray every night before sleep to be with someone you dream.
Maybe you act cool but still feel the empty void in your life.
You are so different but still so alike
Maybe I can talk to you then looking from far at you.
but I am content by watching you from the same spot with a book to hide my face and a cup of coffee.
I want to know what is keeping you alive.
a broken dream or a story left behind...
Feb 28, 2020
Feb 28, 2020 at 1:00 AM UTC
whenever I am at the edge of giving up
I remember the one last touch
the one last kiss
the one last smile on your face.
Feb 28, 2020
Feb 28, 2020 at 12:57 AM UTC
there are some times when I crave for you
when I want to soak my mind in alcohol
to get the illusion of your existence
I never understand what you were for me
poison or a pleasure
that touch, that feeling
the excitement, the wait
the clothes you left still covers my scars
Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 3:00 AM UTC
from doing things for you,
I learned how to do things for myself.
Aug 6, 2019
Aug 6, 2019 at 1:51 AM UTC
It's me and my poems
that are keeping you alive inside me.
Jul 19, 2019
Jul 19, 2019 at 3:25 AM UTC
I still search
for you in the crinkled sheets
in the empty fields
searching for those harm hugs
and forehead kisses.
In city lights
and passing cars,
in wishing stars
thinking about the nights spent together
long drives with no destination.
I wonder where
you went with all the uncleared questions in mind.
And longer since
I still call you mine
the traces you left are with me.
Still, I try to find someone to put my head on
someone who never let me cry
But I am leaning
to live without,
I do not mind-
I still love you anyhow.
Jul 19, 2019
Jul 19, 2019 at 3:24 AM UTC
even if it feels like things are falling apart at this very movement,
But one thing I know, I am going to pick all the broken pieces and create a masterpiece.
Jun 5, 2019
Jun 5, 2019 at 6:24 PM UTC