destiny-diamond-zuniga
I have nothing to say right now. / I will soon. / It's just that I'm not comfortable with things yet. / I don't know how anything works. / I'm So shy. I dunno know how I even got here. / But I'd like to learn from others. / and this site seems cool enough to let / people just sit back and watch and observe. :)
I'm tired and shaky
Bruising and breaking
my bones crack
and my back it cracks
and my head it cracks
and my eyes are cracked
and my skull is cracked
I'm so tired and angry
hate to love me and share me
should I just stay forever?
and just never get better?
Just to leave here forever
and to live for the better.
wish someone would love me.
Wish someone would feed me
Love me just love me
fix me to love me
help me to love me
hurt me to hurt me
but love me to love me.
dressed but a mess
i'm so tired and stressed
and these stressed kinds of stress
all just leave me a mess
and i'm hurting to make it
almost sure i wont fake it
but its harder to fill
all the courses at will
and its harder at home
when your alone but not alone
got a mind in the gutter
from the chaotic house weather
shushes me down
its hurting my skull
drives me crazy to lay me
to sleep in the day me
no hours like clockwork
go respected, or considered.
forget this all. but isn't forgotten
Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 12:05 PM UTC
what is to become of me
or the world
in the next 50 years or so
in the next lifetime or so
if there's even a so
if there's even a next
who knows
what's known?
It's interesting
but I don't know.
it's confusing
but I don't know.
what ever is known.
Things are happening everyday.
Change secretes from the invisible walls of the universe
Right?
Maybe?
Am I right?
Who knows?
Shoot.
I definitely don't know.
But ill pretend to
let the ideas keep on coming
to me
to what else is new
to me at least.
Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 5:11 PM UTC
this says body,
and I'm thinking I can't think
there's worlds to put here
but confusions overcome me.
Why? or Where? How Will I ever?
What?
I want to but can't.
Nothing comes out how I want to.
It is hard. For me.
I'm so shy
Not playing
scared of people
the "what people?"
I'm embarrassed
why
what's there to scare me?
prizes aren't for me.
Is that how i see things?
no attention is necessary!
I just want to live
or get things out
I'd really like to write.
I'm good at this. I've tried..
along time ago...I've tried.
There were points of happiness
of completeness
of solidness
of structuredness
of being free
of being spirited
for having something to say and saying it
in ways that made sense
to myself
or to someone who could understand it
one day.
that was a dream
a hopeful dream maybe
or maybe not even a dream
just a kidding thought
but it would be okay to
hear someone notice
and think aloud
but to leave me untouched
and unbroken
and unbruised
and untainted
and UN-humiliated
and not judging
Just let me say what i need to say
and let me pass by.
and if you want to, smile at me.
I'm cool with that.
I was small but little when the dream
came to me,when the earth spoke to me
when I spoke to myself,
when I took control or had control
even slightly.
when i learned to love....everything...
for who I was and what I was
and Where I was....
and to recite and to wonder.......
But it all goes away.
and in a blink of an eye,
I don't know how.
I ever thought I land up so far away from myself
It's interesting.
But maybe this is a step in the right direction.
Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 4:10 PM UTC