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i begged and i pleaded
for a community that does not care
poured myself into dozens
handed myself out in pieces
just to be forgotten
Feb 22
Feb 22, 2026 at 3:31 AM UTC
.
best liked with arms pinned back
unfurl, reach out, watch it all disappear
be bold, be loud
talk over, stay cold
my brain isn’t rotting
my brain is on fire.
jumbled. tangled. crossed.
wires. stars. tiny dots.
it was never meant to make sense
pretty little words
broken little worlds
i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont know i dont
Nov 28, 2025
Nov 28, 2025 at 10:52 PM UTC
sweet and sticky
candied flowers
callouses over the warmest spots
whispers brushing against cool stone
honey drips off your lips
sinking —
into the deepest parts
of all i’ve lost
go slower, take over
consume for hours
never ending, all devour
sunrise coming
trembling, begging
go slower, it’s not over
.
Aug 11, 2025
Aug 11, 2025 at 11:51 AM UTC
I was never one to take
hot showers, but now
the waters scalding.
Hope to numb the pain —
to burn the scent, scar the skin.
The water keeps getting hotter
and hotter,
my bones are growing colder
and colder.
Jul 11, 2025
Jul 11, 2025 at 2:03 AM UTC
tracing strings backwards
pinning moments on a board
only too become entangled
by a feeling
that shouldn’t need remorse
unravel the ties
to keep from fraying
weave in and out
to stop each cravings
knit my words into your brain
stitch your chords into my skin
intertwine to rewind time
reclaim
respire
consider
desire
rinse. repeat.
live in denial
or
start a fire
reclaim
respire
consider
desire
rinse. repeat.
strike the match
stoke the fire
burning bridges
(so i thought)
it doesn't matter
(an afterthought )
its getting late
it's time to think
(for) a lot more
laughter (a love long after)
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Jul 11, 2025
Jul 11, 2025 at 2:00 AM UTC
i am a cliche of broken words
a reminder of dreams forgot
a passerby
a second thought
a mistake made
time delayed
Jul 8, 2025
Jul 8, 2025 at 8:43 PM UTC
staring down a loaded gun
my mortality mocks me
fading away a little each day.
another decision, made for me
just wanted to leave a mark.
do good, make a difference
its getting dark now; too hard to stay awake.
loneliness echoes when all your hours are spent asleep
Jul 2, 2025
Jul 2, 2025 at 11:36 PM UTC
feel alive
i don’t want to, i don’t mean to
grasping for an anchor i can’t find
begging to cause a ripple in lives i could never change
i have always been so small
too quite to hear
too agreeable
never really here
insignificant. invisible.
it’s inevitable -
you’ll forget me
and
i’ll forget me too
Jun 27, 2025
Jun 27, 2025 at 9:21 AM UTC
i let it all get the best
of me
again
i don’t know why
May 6, 2025
May 6, 2025 at 12:45 AM UTC