Sometimes I feel so alone
And when I do , I get so mad at you
I get mad at you for leaving me
I hate you for not staying with me
I hate that you chose to leave
Because I forced you to
I hate that I made a dumb mistake to think that someone else could ever love me
Could ever love me as much
No
Could ever love me more than you do
Worst mistake I've ever done and I'm still reminded of it everyday
Sometimes when I cry
I feel like I'm dying
I feel like I've just been slapped in the face by God's hand
And it hurts
It hurts so so much
And I know that if you just
If you just touched
Touched my heart again
I wouldn't feel like that anymore
God gave me a guardian angel
But I let it go
I found a winning lottery ticket
But I lost it
I held the world's most strongest bond
But I was too weak to carry it
Mar 9, 2016
Mar 9, 2016 at 10:13 PM UTC
Ocean waves singing
The graceful song of nature
As the moon listens
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 7:40 PM UTC
I'm sitting here
And you're right beside me
I flashback to what happened at lunch
When one of my friends asked you if you like me
I've heard you say it before
But I wasn't really sure
If it was just for that moment
Or was it more?
Feb 11, 2014
Feb 11, 2014 at 8:31 PM UTC