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Scared that I'll never surface again, I'm Sinking Further Into The Dark Waters Of My Mind

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Jun 13, 2016

Jun 13, 2016 at 4:42 PM UTC

Scared that I'll never surface again, I'm Sinking Further Into The Dark Waters Of My Mind

You are perfect Smart Beautiful Blonde and Blue Eyes I shuffle over You look up Our first second of eye contact I see the kindness in your eyes The bass is so loud The dancing men and women surrounding us Sadly the first second is the last I feel a shooting pain rush up my spine I touch my chest Red Now her eyes are filled with fear The next second, she falls We lay beside each other The red gushing out of our chests All because we were girls

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Jun 13, 2016

Jun 13, 2016 at 4:37 PM UTC

Pulse

You are perfect Smart Beautiful Blonde and Blue Eyes I shuffle over You look up Our first second of eye contact I see the kindness in your eyes The bass is so loud The dancing men and women surrounding us Sadly the first second is the last I feel a shooting pain rush up my spine I touch my chest Red Now her eyes are filled with fear The next second, she falls We lay beside each other The red gushing out of our chests All because we were girls

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The Demons broke down the walls Now they are celebrating Yelling, screaming, making me misrible. They took over my mind They took over my emotions They took over my thoughts Is this my life now? Living a dead life? The demons with guns took over, And now I am truly dead.

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Jun 11, 2016

Jun 11, 2016 at 11:46 AM UTC

Demons (part three)

The Demons broke down the walls Now they are celebrating Yelling, screaming, making me misrible. They took over my mind They took over my emotions They took over my thoughts Is this my life now? Living a dead life? The demons with guns took over, And now I am truly dead.

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You You were my Superwoman You are here with me "I want to help" "I will not leave" You stay for a week Then you start to stay less and less Where are you now? What happened to you? Did the Demons with guns scare you?

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Jun 9, 2016

Jun 9, 2016 at 4:53 PM UTC

Demons (part two)

You You were my Superwoman You are here with me "I want to help" "I will not leave" You stay for a week Then you start to stay less and less Where are you now? What happened to you? Did the Demons with guns scare you?

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Before the Demons with guns came, Happy Joy Laughter Real Smiles After they came, Sadness Tears Silent Screams Dreams of Death Fake Smiles

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Jun 8, 2016

Jun 8, 2016 at 9:38 PM UTC

The Demons (part one)

Before the Demons with guns came, Happy Joy Laughter Real Smiles After they came, Sadness Tears Silent Screams Dreams of Death Fake Smiles

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Do you see it? Do you see them in my eyes? Look deep, don't you see? No? Do you hear it? Do you hear me? Listen carefully, can't you hear? No? Well, do you see my fake smiles? Do you see the tears I'm burring in my mind? I thought so. Do you hear the silent screams of pain inside me? Do you hear me sobbing in my castle, forever alone? Thought so.

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Jun 8, 2016

Jun 8, 2016 at 8:54 PM UTC

Helen Keller

Do you see it? Do you see them in my eyes? Look deep, don't you see? No? Do you hear it? Do you hear me? Listen carefully, can't you hear? No? Well, do you see my fake smiles? Do you see the tears I'm burring in my mind? I thought so. Do you hear the silent screams of pain inside me? Do you hear me sobbing in my castle, forever alone? Thought so.

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It's a Beauty, it's a Beast A friend, a foe It's an angel and a demon A lover, a killer It's white, but black Calm, but violent It's the light, it's the shadows Beautiful, yet ugly It's a saint, but it's oh so sinister Happy and sad It is Dr Jykill, and My Clyde It is all of these. It is a puzzle

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Apr 19, 2016

Apr 19, 2016 at 4:10 PM UTC

It

It's a Beauty, it's a Beast A friend, a foe It's an angel and a demon A lover, a killer It's white, but black Calm, but violent It's the light, it's the shadows Beautiful, yet ugly It's a saint, but it's oh so sinister Happy and sad It is Dr Jykill, and My Clyde It is all of these. It is a puzzle

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