dennise-k - Hello Poetry

maybe i loved too hard and trusted too much maybe i only have myself to blame maybe i should have kept my heart guarded like all the times before maybe if i hadn't let him in this wouldnt hurt so much. maybe maybe maybe maybe i was meant to love to have heartbreak maybe it is for the best maybe this is how it was supposed to be maybe maybe maybe maybe you never loved me maybe i should have seen it coming maybe you cared too little maybe

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Jul 20, 2019

Jul 20, 2019 at 3:37 AM UTC

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maybe i loved too hard and trusted too much maybe i only have myself to blame maybe i should have kept my heart guarded like all the times before maybe if i hadn't let him in this wouldnt hurt so much. maybe maybe maybe maybe i was meant to love to have heartbreak maybe it is for the best maybe this is how it was supposed to be maybe maybe maybe maybe you never loved me maybe i should have seen it coming maybe you cared too little maybe

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some nights i hate you and some nights i love you but more then anything i wish you happiness, even at the cost of my own. - the hardest goodbye

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Jul 20, 2019

Jul 20, 2019 at 3:27 AM UTC

yours always

some nights i hate you and some nights i love you but more then anything i wish you happiness, even at the cost of my own. - the hardest goodbye

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some nights i question my worth. even though i know i should not. i wonder if i had been enough would he have never hurt me, would he have fought for me, for us. if i had been enough would he of moved on so quick. you told me you loved me but if you loved even the smallest parts of me you never would have made me feel this way. and so some nights i question my worth even when i know i should not.

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Jul 20, 2019

Jul 20, 2019 at 3:07 AM UTC

you are not who hurts you

some nights i question my worth. even though i know i should not. i wonder if i had been enough would he have never hurt me, would he have fought for me, for us. if i had been enough would he of moved on so quick. you told me you loved me but if you loved even the smallest parts of me you never would have made me feel this way. and so some nights i question my worth even when i know i should not.

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not sure what im looking for exactly, but i can tell you what i do not want. I do not want to be a moment that you dont think twice about. I do not want to be someone you used to know. I do not want to be something that was but that never meant much. I want to be the moment you replay again and again. I want to be someone who makes your heart full. I want to be something you cant go without. to be more then anyone ever has before. to love you fully and whole heartily with no regrets. to be enough.

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Oct 4, 2018

Oct 4, 2018 at 10:19 PM UTC

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not sure what im looking for exactly, but i can tell you what i do not want. I do not want to be a moment that you dont think twice about. I do not want to be someone you used to know. I do not want to be something that was but that never meant much. I want to be the moment you replay again and again. I want to be someone who makes your heart full. I want to be something you cant go without. to be more then anyone ever has before. to love you fully and whole heartily with no regrets. to be enough.

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The scary thing, the saddest part. They might forgive you But they might not want you back. And you have to be okay with that.

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Sep 30, 2018

Sep 30, 2018 at 9:48 AM UTC

Moving on

The scary thing, the saddest part. They might forgive you But they might not want you back. And you have to be okay with that.

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grab a pen and paper now write at the top of the paper, "things I want" list all of the things you desire. Money aside, reality aside, what is it that you truly want. next write " things I need" and list the things that keep your heart beating. the things that make you get up every morning. your hopes and dreams, your ambition. now compare. are the things you need lining up with the things you want? does what make you want to be better also want you want to be? ask yourself, "is this how i want to live"

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Aug 9, 2018

Aug 9, 2018 at 11:36 PM UTC

is this how you want to live

grab a pen and paper now write at the top of the paper, "things I want" list all of the things you desire. Money aside, reality aside, what is it that you truly want. next write " things I need" and list the things that keep your heart beating. the things that make you get up every morning. your hopes and dreams, your ambition. now compare. are the things you need lining up with the things you want? does what make you want to be better also want you want to be? ask yourself, "is this how i want to live"

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I’ve never been in love But I know that one day I’ll be enough. You won’t go, you won’t leave, you’ll stay here with me And my heart will finally have a home. All the walls that I’ve bulit will come crumbling down and I’ll be always yours, to have and to hold, forever until we grow old.

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Jul 29, 2018

Jul 29, 2018 at 11:30 PM UTC

Hopeful thinking

I’ve never been in love But I know that one day I’ll be enough. You won’t go, you won’t leave, you’ll stay here with me And my heart will finally have a home. All the walls that I’ve bulit will come crumbling down and I’ll be always yours, to have and to hold, forever until we grow old.

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i blindly believe in a love i have never known. i do not know what it's like to fall asleep in someone's arms, to the beat of their heart. I could not tell you how it feels when you hear their voice and suddenly your heart is in your ears. I have never had someone for support, a structure so strong that their walls would never falter. yet i find myself giving my heart openly to those who ask and maybe it is because i am naive and maybe its because i am stupid but still i give.

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Jul 11, 2018

Jul 11, 2018 at 12:33 AM UTC

naive

i blindly believe in a love i have never known. i do not know what it's like to fall asleep in someone's arms, to the beat of their heart. I could not tell you how it feels when you hear their voice and suddenly your heart is in your ears. I have never had someone for support, a structure so strong that their walls would never falter. yet i find myself giving my heart openly to those who ask and maybe it is because i am naive and maybe its because i am stupid but still i give.

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i found solace in the glow of your name on my screen. a trust i had never known. it was as if when the notification would light up the world would stop usually i dont get so attached to people but i found myself searching for you not for any particular reason but becuase you were just good and for once i thought maybe this could be good for me but like all good things you left

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Jul 10, 2018

Jul 10, 2018 at 11:50 PM UTC

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i found solace in the glow of your name on my screen. a trust i had never known. it was as if when the notification would light up the world would stop usually i dont get so attached to people but i found myself searching for you not for any particular reason but becuase you were just good and for once i thought maybe this could be good for me but like all good things you left

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You are the first person to ever make me feel inadequate. Like my whole body and soul still is not enough. I could give you The whole world on a platter and you’d say, i only wanted the sun. And it’s this constant battle between feeling on top of the world and suffocating under the weigh of it all, that i just cant take anymore.

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Nov 20, 2017

Nov 20, 2017 at 7:14 PM UTC

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You are the first person to ever make me feel inadequate. Like my whole body and soul still is not enough. I could give you The whole world on a platter and you’d say, i only wanted the sun. And it’s this constant battle between feeling on top of the world and suffocating under the weigh of it all, that i just cant take anymore.

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