shake it off they say
but they dont understand that trying to fight
your own mental illness
is worse than finding a needle in a stack of hay.
often i struggle to get through the day
Jul 26, 2021
Jul 26, 2021 at 1:49 AM UTC
the moon sets in the sky
like a bird knows how to fly,
many people travel by
they never wonder why.
days go by and by
are you living on a lie?
when you speak do you think?
do you ever stop to blink?
have you ever felt the brink?
you have to come to terms
the reality flame must burn,
you cant live your life like this
if youre living like a fish...
trapped in endless water,
do you ever even bother
to look at yourself and say
there has to be a better way.
there has to be happier days,
a tree with perfect shade
an unflawed picture in its frame
life cannot be a waiting game.
Nov 20, 2020
Nov 20, 2020 at 5:58 AM UTC
in my dreams
it makes it seem
that my life is a beautiful twisting stream.
but when i wake up
and i lie in bed,
the dreadful thoughts and feelings
coming running through my head.
i only want to sleep,
so the feelings cease to creep
up the back of my thighs,
through my spine and down my sheets.
the world makes me tremble,
and feel so nimble
my life needs to reassemble.
in my dreams, i feel it there
something that im not aware
so i do not wake,
i do not dare.
Nov 20, 2020
Nov 20, 2020 at 5:39 AM UTC
your love fits like a glove,
but the glove has been doused in gasoline and lit on fire.
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 10:31 AM UTC
you're mad at me because i can't control my heart,
how am i supposed to feel while you're ripping me apart?
Apr 10, 2019
Apr 10, 2019 at 10:24 AM UTC
it's the year of the horse...
more wealth, better health, less remorse.
i'm counting down the days til i die,
but leaving myself to wonder why.
is keeping you close what i need?
or are you hindering my paths to succeed?
Jan 24, 2019
Jan 24, 2019 at 11:00 AM UTC
my skin is grey and wilting
trying to hold on
im slipping
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 8:40 AM UTC
theres a block in my brain
can't even say my name
holding me back
like a thumb on a tack
falling off the end
closing before begin
keeping a straight face
put me in my place
Oct 18, 2018
Oct 18, 2018 at 12:33 PM UTC
your words are that of gold
melting into my brain
i am refreshed
Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 10:33 AM UTC
lips
on
my
neck,
they
d
r
i
p
honey.
w o r d s s o s w e e t
enamored.
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 11:12 AM UTC
