deeee - Hello Poetry

There's a part of me, a place inside me That I have tried and tried and tried to fix. I have wrapped it in bandages, casted it in plaster Stitched it up, applied all the salves I have tried and tried as well, to ignore it. Ignore the stench, ignore the ache Ignore the crippling cold it spreads within me I have tried, and tried... and tried to accept it. To embrace it, and love it... But I cannot understand it, I cannot control it. I cannot even see it, nor describe it. It is there, as it has always been. I know not what to do with it. I know not what it is. But it is there.

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Jul 30, 2024

Jul 30, 2024 at 1:00 PM UTC

A Part of Me

There's a part of me, a place inside me That I have tried and tried and tried to fix. I have wrapped it in bandages, casted it in plaster Stitched it up, applied all the salves I have tried and tried as well, to ignore it. Ignore the stench, ignore the ache Ignore the crippling cold it spreads within me I have tried, and tried... and tried to accept it. To embrace it, and love it... But I cannot understand it, I cannot control it. I cannot even see it, nor describe it. It is there, as it has always been. I know not what to do with it. I know not what it is. But it is there.

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Sometimes I wonder what my life is really about. No... I lie. I wonder that often. I wonder that very often. I wonder if I'm one of a batch, that the Creator threw together. I wonder if time was taken, if my Creation was intricate. I wonder if I'm a reincarnation, if this is my nth time here. I wonder who I am. A child of my parents, a descendant of my ancestors. An individual, a particular entity. A mind, a soul. I wonder what I'll leave behind. Advancement, guidance. Mischief, destruction. Nothing? Love?

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Jul 30, 2024

Jul 30, 2024 at 12:44 PM UTC

Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder what my life is really about. No... I lie. I wonder that often. I wonder that very often. I wonder if I'm one of a batch, that the Creator threw together. I wonder if time was taken, if my Creation was intricate. I wonder if I'm a reincarnation, if this is my nth time here. I wonder who I am. A child of my parents, a descendant of my ancestors. An individual, a particular entity. A mind, a soul. I wonder what I'll leave behind. Advancement, guidance. Mischief, destruction. Nothing? Love?

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I feel like the day you break my heart Will be monumental It will be a threshold in my life How I handle all of it, process it Where it finds me and leaves me The incredible ease with which our talks flow Like we have the same scripts The way your eyes cut through me like a hot knife in butter The way your voice rings through me like the chimes in the pipes of an ***** I am convinced I am dreaming A lucid dream from a hit I don't remember taking I'm not sure sometimes that you're the same one in reality If you just carry the face of the man in my mind So I'm waiting for the day The day you break my heart But until then..... Leave nothing behind.

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May 10, 2023

May 10, 2023 at 2:48 PM UTC

The day you break my heart

I feel like the day you break my heart Will be monumental It will be a threshold in my life How I handle all of it, process it Where it finds me and leaves me The incredible ease with which our talks flow Like we have the same scripts The way your eyes cut through me like a hot knife in butter The way your voice rings through me like the chimes in the pipes of an ***** I am convinced I am dreaming A lucid dream from a hit I don't remember taking I'm not sure sometimes that you're the same one in reality If you just carry the face of the man in my mind So I'm waiting for the day The day you break my heart But until then..... Leave nothing behind.

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I tried to write today. Instead I cried. To be more honest, I clasped my hands together so tight that I could've broken my knuckles. I squeezed my eyelids together till I could almost feel my eyeballs pop into my brain. No tears came. I tried. I really tried. But all I got was deep dry heaving and bruised knees because I suddenly lost all the strength in them. I choked on nothing. I opened my mouth wide, but my voice box remained sealed. Nothing. Came.

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Mar 28, 2023

Mar 28, 2023 at 2:34 PM UTC

I tried

I tried to write today. Instead I cried. To be more honest, I clasped my hands together so tight that I could've broken my knuckles. I squeezed my eyelids together till I could almost feel my eyeballs pop into my brain. No tears came. I tried. I really tried. But all I got was deep dry heaving and bruised knees because I suddenly lost all the strength in them. I choked on nothing. I opened my mouth wide, but my voice box remained sealed. Nothing. Came.

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I've been to many places I've been around many people I've been many people I worry that I may lose sight one day Maybe I already have Maybe I am nobody Maybe I am nowhere Some places still feel like home Some things still feel like home Some people still feel like home That must mean that I still know what home feels like What it smells like What it looks like Who it looks like I still know where home is

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Feb 4, 2023

Feb 4, 2023 at 4:25 AM UTC

Home

I've been to many places I've been around many people I've been many people I worry that I may lose sight one day Maybe I already have Maybe I am nobody Maybe I am nowhere Some places still feel like home Some things still feel like home Some people still feel like home That must mean that I still know what home feels like What it smells like What it looks like Who it looks like I still know where home is

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Oh, my love What shall I do with you? My magical dust My mythical king My dreamland prince. My love... How shall I live with you? my death. How shall I live without you? my breath. My love, oh my love... What shall I do with you?

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Nov 2, 2022

Nov 2, 2022 at 1:14 PM UTC

What, my love, shall I do?

Oh, my love What shall I do with you? My magical dust My mythical king My dreamland prince. My love... How shall I live with you? my death. How shall I live without you? my breath. My love, oh my love... What shall I do with you?

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I miss you So much that sometimes it burns. Sometimes it feels like the void of you will **** me someday. On the days I am graced with silence, it's still too loud. It's so ******* loud I wish I could call out to you... Like some signal. Reach you... Like a sonar I wish I could be with you. I wish I could stop thinking about you. No I just wish... ...I could love you.

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Apr 26, 2022

Apr 26, 2022 at 4:30 AM UTC

I miss you

I miss you So much that sometimes it burns. Sometimes it feels like the void of you will **** me someday. On the days I am graced with silence, it's still too loud. It's so ******* loud I wish I could call out to you... Like some signal. Reach you... Like a sonar I wish I could be with you. I wish I could stop thinking about you. No I just wish... ...I could love you.

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If all you'd known Your whole life Was dark clouds Icy rain And violent wind If all you'd seen Your whole life Was grey skies Dull days And cold nights And then Like magic A crack appears in the sky A light seeps through the clouds A warmth touches my skin softly, like a blanket slowly, like an ember surely, like it was meant for me Like the sun burns in the initials of my name Like the heatwaves sing songs of my name Like the power of it all courses through my veins Like the purpose of its creation was all in my name And then Imagine hearing thunder again.

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Apr 21, 2022

Apr 21, 2022 at 10:50 PM UTC

Imagine

If all you'd known Your whole life Was dark clouds Icy rain And violent wind If all you'd seen Your whole life Was grey skies Dull days And cold nights And then Like magic A crack appears in the sky A light seeps through the clouds A warmth touches my skin softly, like a blanket slowly, like an ember surely, like it was meant for me Like the sun burns in the initials of my name Like the heatwaves sing songs of my name Like the power of it all courses through my veins Like the purpose of its creation was all in my name And then Imagine hearing thunder again.

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It was the sharpest pain I had ever felt Nothing like any other I felt my bones shatter My lungs collapse My sight fade Fade into red I could feel everything Yet there was nothing I could hear screaming Yet there was silence I could taste.....blood Running down my face Coursing through my veins Leaking everywhere Pouring I questioned everything "How am I even alive?" Am I? Am I?.

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Apr 13, 2022

Apr 13, 2022 at 3:14 PM UTC

The Anniversary of my Death

It was the sharpest pain I had ever felt Nothing like any other I felt my bones shatter My lungs collapse My sight fade Fade into red I could feel everything Yet there was nothing I could hear screaming Yet there was silence I could taste.....blood Running down my face Coursing through my veins Leaking everywhere Pouring I questioned everything "How am I even alive?" Am I? Am I?.

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What does it feel like? To breathe To feel crisp air, flow through your body To feel your lungs, expand with life What does it feel like? To see To open your eyes, and feel the burn of light To stare at a beautiful sight To awe at the colours swimming in your vision To blink, and to miss a moment What does if feel like? To live To feel the cold on your fingertips To feel the tingle in your toes To feel the rush of blood to your face To feel the racing of your own heart What does it feel like? To love? I wonder

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Sep 7, 2021

Sep 7, 2021 at 5:43 AM UTC

I Wonder

What does it feel like? To breathe To feel crisp air, flow through your body To feel your lungs, expand with life What does it feel like? To see To open your eyes, and feel the burn of light To stare at a beautiful sight To awe at the colours swimming in your vision To blink, and to miss a moment What does if feel like? To live To feel the cold on your fingertips To feel the tingle in your toes To feel the rush of blood to your face To feel the racing of your own heart What does it feel like? To love? I wonder

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