hey e-girl
i like you a lot
and you like my money
so let's be friends!
hey e-girl
you ignored me again
did i make you mad?
i'm sorry!
hey e-girl
you blocked me
was it something i said?
please don't go!
hey e-girl
i'm sorry for scaring you
can we be friends?
can we try again?
please forgive me!
hey e-girl
i'm right outside!
please don't call the cops!
i already cut the line!
hey e-girl
i'm in your home!
where are you?
i just wanna talk!
hey e-girl
YOU'RE
ALREADY
DEAD!
Oct 23, 2020
Oct 23, 2020 at 3:59 AM UTC
Girl on Film
******** clad.
Fiery eyes.
Ruby lips.
Is she real?
She’s dancing now.
Is it real?
There’s someone else.
Hands on her waist.
Teeth in her flesh.
She’s smiling.
She’s not.
She’s frowning.
She’s pushing back.
He’s pushing forward.
The panic’s setting in.
Someone else.
Something shiny.
Something sharp.
She’s resisting.
He’s restraining.
Camera’s shaking.
She screams.
A squelch.
Another scream.
More squelches.
Crying.
Red in between them.
Sobs.
Whimpers.
Silence.
He lets go.
She drops.
They leave.
Why is the camera still rolling?
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 11:11 PM UTC
I dislike you.
There.
I said it.
I dislike you.
You’re frustrating.
Annoying.
Loud.
Disgusting.
I could go on.
Really.
But you’re my friend.
And I don’t have a nice way to put it.
So I’ll stay silent.
Like I always do.
But you’re becoming like her.
Just like her.
And I don’t know how much longer I can stay silent.
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 11:10 PM UTC
Unrequited.
Do you know what that word means?
I bet you do.
You’re smart like that.
It’s unrequited.
I just know it.
I can never tell you what I feel.
I’m afraid of what’ll happen.
Unrequited love.
Such a silly thing, really.
To fall in love.
Being loved.
I want to love you.
But I’m afraid to get too close.
You’ll see my flaws, imperfections.
You’ll see what I see.
So I’ll watch from afar.
For both our sakes.
I’ll keep it to myself.
For you.
I’ll stay unrequited.
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 11:09 PM UTC
your temper was your downfall
but you would never admit it
your downfall was their failure
and you would admit that
the empty pill bottles
all the therapy
for what?
a bad ending?
a game over?
a copout?
the heir tried to help you
and you pushed them away
so they abandoned you
just like you knew they would
now you're facing your own demise
at the vile hands of yourself
what do you have to lose?
you're the mage of mind
you suffer for your plans
that's the price you paid
Feb 9, 2020
Feb 9, 2020 at 1:17 AM UTC
time is not your friend
it never was to begin with
you fought with it
every step of the way
chasing after seconds
minutes, hours, days
weeks, months, years
that were never really there
but you thought they were
and you chased after them
desperate for more time
desperate for another chance
but you didn't need it
you never really did
you never needed that time
you needed to destroy it
you are the prince of time
master of death and decay
you will not bend to time
time will bend to you
and if it doesn't?
you'll destroy it where it stands
Feb 9, 2020
Feb 9, 2020 at 1:11 AM UTC
filled with the endless buzz
of socialites, social sites
friends abound
and yet
when that connection
the gateway
the path to sweet validation
is severed
deleted
destroyed
mauled in ways unimaginable
it's like the death of a friend
a buddy
a sibling
a lover
something is lost
but it's temporary
yet in those moments just after
when the wound is still fresh
it's like god smited thee
condemning thou to the nth circle
the deepest pit of hell
tartarus
but in the cool clear light of dawn
when the day finally breaks
all is well and thine head is clear
for the connection can be repaired
renewed
reanimated
rebirthed
revived
into something of beauty
of grace
of joy
of life
and the cycle will always begin anew
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 8:20 PM UTC
you gotta learn to be
your own friend
before you can learn to be
someone else's best friend
you have to learn
to love yourself
before you can learn to
love someone forever
you gotta learn to be
kind to yourself
before you can be
the nicest to others
you have to be
your own hero
before you can be
someone's white knight
and if you think you can't
that's okay
it takes time
take your time
take a breather
get to know yourself
take time to learn who you are
and remember
you can do it
:)
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 5:49 PM UTC
let's play a beta
of a game about the end
head into a medium
side by side with friends
let's traverse the landscape
cross through time and space
make weapons out of nonsense
leave our marks on this place
let's get patronized
trolled to wits end
save a doomed session
make a few new friends
let's birth a brand new universe
with a witch of space
and the maid of time will sit and watch
a smile plastered to her face
so let's play a beta
maybe an alpha too
and fight together to save it all
with nothing else to lose
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 2:02 AM UTC
roses are red
violets are blue
romance has died
with my love for you
cornflowers are blue
i've gone brain-dead
everyday i suffer
from existential dread
hydrangeas are pink
i like to eat eggs
i really wanna love
what's in between your legs
daffodils are gold
honeysuckle is white
don't tell your parents
what we did last night
poinsettias are red
my dad is a mister
got drunk last night
and done ****** my sister
sunflowers are yellow
you look like a bee
the only thing we're missing
is the you + me
happy valentine's day
Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 12:50 PM UTC