dazed-and-confused-1 - Hello Poetry

Yearning Longing Thirsty Hungry... Crave Covet Ache for Lust after... Pine for Agonize over Plead Need... Wish Want Indulge Relish... Want some more.

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Nov 21, 2012

Nov 21, 2012 at 12:55 AM UTC

Desire

Yearning Longing Thirsty Hungry... Crave Covet Ache for Lust after... Pine for Agonize over Plead Need... Wish Want Indulge Relish... Want some more.

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I wish I was saying this to you in person. Looking into your eyes and just seeing you. Do you want to see me? I wish I didn't think of you so much, but I do. I know things are complicated, but I can't stop thinking about you. Do you think of me? I want to kiss you again so badly. I want to do so many things to you. Do you want me? More than anything, I want to hear your voice. I relive that night when you told me how you felt about me. I can't get it out of my mind. I've tried. I've tried really hard. I am not sure what it is about you. I haven't felt this way in years, and years, and years. So what have you done to me? And why did you give yourself away and then pull back? You told me now you felt about me. You called me the next day and told me you wished the night wouldn't have ended. What would have happened? Why did I go? I regret it every day. Because I would have had the answer. Then we didn't talk. And then we did. And we flirted. And we kissed. And I fell harder. And I thought about you more Despite all the complicated things going on for us. And still I think of you. Do you think of me? Do you dream of being with me? Do you long for the moments alone together? What are you thinking? Do you still feel the way about me that you told me you did? I carry the thought of you in my heart and my mind every day. I just want to be with you. And even though I know it will probably be just once, I just want to. Just once? All I want to do is tell you what I want to do with you when we're alone. We would have so much fun together. I can hardly breathe when I think about it. Will you and I find a way to get together? Should I ever be with you? Will you ever tell me how you feel again? Will my life ever be the same?

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Oct 19, 2012

Oct 19, 2012 at 12:42 AM UTC

Questions

I wish I was saying this to you in person. Looking into your eyes and just seeing you. Do you want to see me? I wish I didn't think of you so much, but I do. I know things are complicated, but I can't stop thinking about you. Do you think of me? I want to kiss you again so badly. I want to do so many things to you. Do you want me? More than anything, I want to hear your voice. I relive that night when you told me how you felt about me. I can't get it out of my mind. I've tried. I've tried really hard. I am not sure what it is about you. I haven't felt this way in years, and years, and years. So what have you done to me? And why did you give yourself away and then pull back? You told me now you felt about me. You called me the next day and told me you wished the night wouldn't have ended. What would have happened? Why did I go? I regret it every day. Because I would have had the answer. Then we didn't talk. And then we did. And we flirted. And we kissed. And I fell harder. And I thought about you more Despite all the complicated things going on for us. And still I think of you. Do you think of me? Do you dream of being with me? Do you long for the moments alone together? What are you thinking? Do you still feel the way about me that you told me you did? I carry the thought of you in my heart and my mind every day. I just want to be with you. And even though I know it will probably be just once, I just want to. Just once? All I want to do is tell you what I want to do with you when we're alone. We would have so much fun together. I can hardly breathe when I think about it. Will you and I find a way to get together? Should I ever be with you? Will you ever tell me how you feel again? Will my life ever be the same?

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I am always running. Towards you Away from reality Away from now. I am always running. Among my demons Between my truths Into my fantasies. I am always running. Against the current Around your complications Through my apprehension. I am always running. Past my present Beyond my convictions Down the wrong fork in the road. I have it all. But I always want something more. So I keep running... I hope I soon get tired.

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Oct 2, 2012

Oct 2, 2012 at 10:01 PM UTC

Running

I am always running. Towards you Away from reality Away from now. I am always running. Among my demons Between my truths Into my fantasies. I am always running. Against the current Around your complications Through my apprehension. I am always running. Past my present Beyond my convictions Down the wrong fork in the road. I have it all. But I always want something more. So I keep running... I hope I soon get tired.

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I hate that I do. But I. Want. You. It kills me. I want. YOU. I should want the one I have. But I want. YOU. YOU are bad for me. YOU are complicated. YOU are taken. But of course. I. Want. What. I. Can't. Have. Or what I shouldn't want to have. But I can't ignore. That I want more. With you. Make it stop. This longing. This desire. This impossibility. I. Want. Happiness. Too.

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Sep 28, 2012

Sep 28, 2012 at 12:10 AM UTC

I. Want. You.

I hate that I do. But I. Want. You. It kills me. I want. YOU. I should want the one I have. But I want. YOU. YOU are bad for me. YOU are complicated. YOU are taken. But of course. I. Want. What. I. Can't. Have. Or what I shouldn't want to have. But I can't ignore. That I want more. With you. Make it stop. This longing. This desire. This impossibility. I. Want. Happiness. Too.

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I think of you... at brief moments during my day as I do my work while eating dinner as I lie in bed each night Possibilities... Cascade through my thoughts Tumble through my dreams Penetrate my reality Your smile Your voice That 5 o'clock shadow Those dimples That look in your eye So... I think of you More than I should More than I thought I could More than I want to Do you still think of me? Do you still dream of me? Do you still want me? Because... I Still Want You. Please get out of my dreams. Get out of my thoughts. Get out of my possibilities. It would be so much easier.

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Sep 21, 2012

Sep 21, 2012 at 11:44 PM UTC

Possibilities...

I think of you... at brief moments during my day as I do my work while eating dinner as I lie in bed each night Possibilities... Cascade through my thoughts Tumble through my dreams Penetrate my reality Your smile Your voice That 5 o'clock shadow Those dimples That look in your eye So... I think of you More than I should More than I thought I could More than I want to Do you still think of me? Do you still dream of me? Do you still want me? Because... I Still Want You. Please get out of my dreams. Get out of my thoughts. Get out of my possibilities. It would be so much easier.

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I stumble through my days planning deciding reacting guiding leading.... I stumble through my nights thinking hoping dreaming fantasizing remembering... Where are my feet underneath me? Why do they no longer provide me balance? I want to walk a straight path. A righteous path. A committed path. But I just keep stumbling over you.

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Sep 15, 2012

Sep 15, 2012 at 6:26 PM UTC

Stumbling

I stumble through my days planning deciding reacting guiding leading.... I stumble through my nights thinking hoping dreaming fantasizing remembering... Where are my feet underneath me? Why do they no longer provide me balance? I want to walk a straight path. A righteous path. A committed path. But I just keep stumbling over you.

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Longing.... for another stolen glance stolen touch stolen moment. For you to whisper words to me "You're beautiful" "I've dreamed of you" "I wish you could be mine" Longing for your hand to brush me your arms to hold me your lips to kiss me Just one more time. Before you go home to yours And I go home to mine And we go on... as if nothing happened as if nothing exists between us. But we both know better. And because we both know better, we go home. You to yours. Me to mine. And continue our lives as we know them. Longing... for another stolen glance another stolen touch another stolen moment.

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Sep 15, 2012

Sep 15, 2012 at 6:18 PM UTC

Longing...

Longing.... for another stolen glance stolen touch stolen moment. For you to whisper words to me "You're beautiful" "I've dreamed of you" "I wish you could be mine" Longing for your hand to brush me your arms to hold me your lips to kiss me Just one more time. Before you go home to yours And I go home to mine And we go on... as if nothing happened as if nothing exists between us. But we both know better. And because we both know better, we go home. You to yours. Me to mine. And continue our lives as we know them. Longing... for another stolen glance another stolen touch another stolen moment.

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You existed in my dreams. I thought of you. Longed for you. And kept you in my dreams for a number of years. And then you appeared out of nowhere in the daylight to tell me you dreamed of me. Wait! No! You are supposed to be only in my dreams. You complicate my life when you step out of the night and into reality. You aren't supposed to feel this way about me. You had no clue that I felt that way about you. Can you crawl back into my dreams out of the daylight and into the depths of my fantasies once again? It's simpler there. No one knows. Not even you. And I get to think of you without complications. And I can get you out of my head whenever I want. Can I go back to my make-believe? It's much more comfortable there.

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Sep 14, 2012

Sep 14, 2012 at 10:28 PM UTC

Dreams

You existed in my dreams. I thought of you. Longed for you. And kept you in my dreams for a number of years. And then you appeared out of nowhere in the daylight to tell me you dreamed of me. Wait! No! You are supposed to be only in my dreams. You complicate my life when you step out of the night and into reality. You aren't supposed to feel this way about me. You had no clue that I felt that way about you. Can you crawl back into my dreams out of the daylight and into the depths of my fantasies once again? It's simpler there. No one knows. Not even you. And I get to think of you without complications. And I can get you out of my head whenever I want. Can I go back to my make-believe? It's much more comfortable there.

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