When you walk with heavy feet,
Shoulders slumped and tired from heat,
I pick you up with compassion and a hug,
Loving you, all of you, no matter what.
Toddler is simple, honest and raw,
Saying what the adult learned to ignore.
No ******** or stories, just what is real,
From joy to sadness, it is what you feel.
Sit on my lap, let me tell you a story
About knights and witches, love and glory.
Jan 27
Jan 27, 2026 at 6:40 PM UTC
A mirror, a rock and a storm,
That's where we were born.
We did it wild, we milked the fun, we loved hard,
Big adventures, making love and chasing cars.
Memories that would fill multiple lifetimes,
Led us to remember who we really are.
Letting go, holding on, facing deep fears,
Wasn't easy at all through all the tears.
Beneath the long flow and late white roar,
Love ran true, then calm once more.
We found ourselves, we found each other,
Worth the cost, I love you, Lover.
Jan 21
Jan 21, 2026 at 7:51 PM UTC
I felt the change before your words came.
No warmth remained, just cold ingrained.
Merciless hypocrite, a complete turnaround,
from words of love, now none to be found.
Delusions, illusions and loads of woo woo,
Doesn't matter anymore, I don't recognise you.
Through hell and despair we travelled as one,
And sincerely I thought we made it through...
But alas! the magical mirror broken,
Where was one, now is two.
Dec 15, 2025
Dec 15, 2025 at 12:42 AM UTC
I cry, I scream.
Can't you see I'm hurting?
You walked away. Now a dead doll, unresponsive,
Pretending to listen, empty, distant, cold.
Angry at myself for believing, hoping,
That the frog can tame the scorpion.
Your mask fooled my love-blind eyes.
Recklessly and fearlessly I have loved...
It was my choice.
It is my pain.
It is who I am.
Aug 13, 2025
Aug 13, 2025 at 8:12 PM UTC
I put the pieces I have together,
the puzzle incomplete.
Looking for what I've missed,
Not willing to accept defeat.
The video plays back in my mind...
I let slip the villain, the indifferent and unkind.
Only to be matched by your doomsday defences
Aggressively fighting for safety... relentless.
Today, an abundance of joyful memories fills my mind
When I remember your smile, beautiful, kind.
I have made my choice I want to stay
Growing memories beyond yesterday.
Whether you can see past the full moon storm,
I do not know... I do not know...
Dec 27, 2023
Dec 27, 2023 at 3:29 AM UTC
The remembering unfolds as layers fall away,
We are yin, we are yan, orbiting night and day.
My mind fails to comprehend the vastness of our being,
Yet my heart knows. It knows. It fully and deeply knows.
Inside me the ancient and dormant sense you,
A low thrum, broadcasting to unite us two.
From the beginning, we dance, we laugh, we play,
Life after life finding each other hiding in the hay.
And then! Seeing your soul scream in delight,
When I find you and kiss you and make it all right.
Our dance across time, manifesting the divine,
Is the being of love... to all a sign.
(Alternative ending:)
Needs nothing except Korean and wine.
Oct 11, 2023
Oct 11, 2023 at 11:33 PM UTC
In my tears I felt the truth,
Seeing an alien image burn in me.
A heart bound by strands of fear,
Operated on by angels near.
With no thought the truth was known,
The heart is mine, the one I own.
May 4, 2022
May 4, 2022 at 1:09 AM UTC
I think my demons are just my own
Too revolting for you to be shown,
Yet in the mirror their twins play,
In you, in exactly the same way.
Sep 30, 2021
Sep 30, 2021 at 8:01 PM UTC
I received your letter, the heavy one.
Between the lines it seems you're done.
Again and again, I read, one more time,
Finding a reason, it will be fine.
I write back to you, right words I choose
To love, not hurt and speak the truth.
I send my words away, to the air,
Trusting to find you, what I share.
Time goes by, would I have to wait
Till morning? I know it's late.
You reply and we talk,
Slowly closer we start to walk.
Kind words come, I see some light,
Perhaps sleep we can through this night.
Tomorrow again the sun will rise
For us to look in each other’s eyes.
Aug 22, 2021
Aug 22, 2021 at 9:46 AM UTC
For a moment I forgot
I'm your owner I'm not.
Part of the drama I became,
Taking from you, just the same
As the bounds you try to free.
But now I can clearly see
You need to fly, wild, high.
I give you my rock as refuge in times
You need to be held, loved sometimes,
When tired of fighting demons in you
I embrace, hold space, make magic us two.
You are the gift I have, but have I cannot,
I love you woman, with all I've got.
Aug 10, 2021
Aug 10, 2021 at 9:55 AM UTC