darlingd - Hello Poetry

I remember the last time I was at your house there was a divide between the six of you that lived there. I hear that since I’ve been gone things have turned into more of a free-for-all. I never ask but your friends like to talk. They tell me about how you’ve been And I hear things haven’t been going so well for you. I hear your tablet got stolen. I hear you lose your cat about as often as you lose your mind. I hear you’ve been drinking ***** flavored peach, more than your pomegranate tea. I hear, from your friends, I’m so much better without you. I hear, from your friends, that your new boyfriend is a “creepy, greasy loser.” I hear that Miranda’s girlfriend is more aggressive now. Some would say abusive. Nobody there does anything about it though. I hear that one of your friends moved out of that toxic place of yours. I’m very proud of her. I hear, from your friends, you’re not really up to anything. I hear that you still hit that juul. You promised me you would try to quit. You never try. I hear you still blame everybody but yourself. I hear that you are nothing but a black hole silently ******* out all the energy they’re trying to hold on to. I think that you may be more of a white dwarf preparing to explode, taking out everybody and their belongings with you. I hear it’s a blessing that I’m no longer around that environment you and your roommates have created and I think your friends are right. But have you heard, maybe from your friends, that I still miss you?

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Apr 21, 2021

Apr 21, 2021 at 1:58 AM UTC

From Your Friends

I remember the last time I was at your house there was a divide between the six of you that lived there. I hear that since I’ve been gone things have turned into more of a free-for-all. I never ask but your friends like to talk. They tell me about how you’ve been And I hear things haven’t been going so well for you. I hear your tablet got stolen. I hear you lose your cat about as often as you lose your mind. I hear you’ve been drinking ***** flavored peach, more than your pomegranate tea. I hear, from your friends, I’m so much better without you. I hear, from your friends, that your new boyfriend is a “creepy, greasy loser.” I hear that Miranda’s girlfriend is more aggressive now. Some would say abusive. Nobody there does anything about it though. I hear that one of your friends moved out of that toxic place of yours. I’m very proud of her. I hear, from your friends, you’re not really up to anything. I hear that you still hit that juul. You promised me you would try to quit. You never try. I hear you still blame everybody but yourself. I hear that you are nothing but a black hole silently ******* out all the energy they’re trying to hold on to. I think that you may be more of a white dwarf preparing to explode, taking out everybody and their belongings with you. I hear it’s a blessing that I’m no longer around that environment you and your roommates have created and I think your friends are right. But have you heard, maybe from your friends, that I still miss you?

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Time has never flown for me. so I'm just waiting here, It's just kinda stumbled around. planted on even footing. I know I'm only 25 I know there's nothing but it feels like I've been here very artistic about this piece. for 3 lifetimes... It's more so just a diary entry... Feels odd, at times - but it's 5am and I'm tired me still being alive. and putting in the effort never got me anywhere. Death isn't something I fear anymore and there isn't really anything here to look forward to

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Feb 4, 2021

Feb 4, 2021 at 5:01 AM UTC

Untitled

Time has never flown for me. so I'm just waiting here, It's just kinda stumbled around. planted on even footing. I know I'm only 25 I know there's nothing but it feels like I've been here very artistic about this piece. for 3 lifetimes... It's more so just a diary entry... Feels odd, at times - but it's 5am and I'm tired me still being alive. and putting in the effort never got me anywhere. Death isn't something I fear anymore and there isn't really anything here to look forward to

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There's a fragment trapped inside my left pectoral that gets itchy in the wintertime and sweaty during bumpy rides. It's about the size of a hole.

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Jan 29, 2021

Jan 29, 2021 at 11:38 AM UTC

Frag

There's a fragment trapped inside my left pectoral that gets itchy in the wintertime and sweaty during bumpy rides. It's about the size of a hole.

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