i wanna **** in your blanket
in the pouring rain
and look at the way the stars gaze
black-washed night
empty road
the howl of an owl
cricket's song
leafs smell within the grass outside
can we just take a moment of our life?
just enjoy the now?
without thinking about what should've done,
without thinking what we've done,
without thinking about what we are,
in this quite night
we pray,
your warm arms hug me like a tourniquet
your shaved chin rubbing through out my back
your chaped lips touching my soft air cheeks
can we just stop at this moment?
make a loop so we can turning back the time,
all over again?
without saying good bye
without asking for a hello
without making everything's hard to believe?
please,
just stay a while
and we can pray
together, again.
Mar 26, 2017
Mar 26, 2017 at 11:36 AM UTC
Just funny how rain kissed me better than your lips.
How my sweater fits me better than your arms did.
How my boots wrapped my pale barefoot than your leg sweep.
Just funny how I used to look at the sky just as much as I look at you.
How I used to touch you like I touch the softest fur.
How I used to lock up my finger around yours, it felt like a desire to me.
Is it love that has a time limit?
Then how about the people who say,
"I'll love you til the end of time."
"Loving you is like waiting things that never see it coming but sure if it'll happens."
"If water dries up, fire gets cold, I'll always love you, forever."
Is that true?
Is that really meant to be said?
- dlx
Sep 21, 2016
Sep 21, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
today,
I don't know what I feel
Or what should I feel
it feels like
You flied me to the moon
And then,
You leave me there alone,
Without a second,
You straight put yourself down the earth
And i don't know when you come back
Is like, i don't have to feel this feeling anymore
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
I hate you, I love you,
hate that I love you
i don't want to,
but I can't put nobody else unless you
Messed around and got attached to you
Stranger can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that things.
I type a text but then I never mind that,
I got these feelings but you never mind this tho.
And if I were you, I would never let me go
My friends said that you are not worthy to deserve the things that I gave to you,
All my nights, my thoughts, and all of me.
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you so harmless
have you ever wonder what we could have been?
Now all of my words and all my feelings are all mixed up
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop dreaming,
But I learned from the songs that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
i see when you see her,
like she's the only thing you've ever seen
how dare you never notice, that you're destroying me softly
you want her, you love her
and i will never be her.
- dlx
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 2:51 AM UTC
Congratulation,
I bet you've already get what you want,
And what you think you deserve.
I hope in the mean time, you can be happy.
Not with her, but with love that keep you both bond together.
I hope there's no more disappointed things about love like you've been yelled in the past 8 months.
There's chance for anyone to change.
You've changed, well it's your turn to travel.
Is okay if you never want to reply me, it's fine.
Well dang, I'm not doing this for a pay back.
I'm just doing it fine and I just love you as the way I love to do it.
I'm not asking you to leave her because she's not good, no.
And I have no law to warn you about her.
Ha, I understand.
You can deserve what you think you deserve.
You can fit what you think it's good for you.
You can do whatever you want.
Now you are hers.
And she's yours.
Maybe this time for me to forget, move on, and find a better, something new.
You can be disappeared on mine.
You can be dead as a burning roses.
You can felt dry on my lungs.
Yeah, you might be gone.
But I'll never forget it because you are my first ever
Love.
- dlx
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 2:47 AM UTC
I really wanted to talk to my friends about it.
Anyone who can understand.
But I just can't do that easily.
Even, I don't know how to talk to myself about it.
I'm shrinking, drowning, floating because I'm dive too deep and there's no home I want to find, stop, and stay for a little while.
I'm lost and homeless.
I'm just scared of start again and find one.
Little bit of trauma that you put it on a drama.
Hai,
I won't find you again.
Not tonight, tomorrow, or two years later.
I wish I found you when we were young and free.
When I'm not so in love with you so I can be cool.
When I'm not so interest of love.
When I'm not with your friend.
Or at least,
I hope this will never happen.
I hope I never find you, meet you, and by coincidence look at to your glazed eyes.
I hope I never know you as much as you know yourself.
I hope I never fall in love.
Because they said,
When there's a fall, there's someting meant to be broken.
Well, it's mine now.
- dlx
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 2:46 AM UTC
"If people told you're not beautiful,
Don't you worry.
It means you're art, you're an abstract.
Art is not supposed to be beautiful.
It's supposed to make you feel something, something different from any other kind of differences.
And so,
You are beautiful than any beauty meanings."
- dlx
Sep 3, 2016
Sep 3, 2016 at 6:47 PM UTC
I'm sure if God gives us at least one planet for one person,
A planet full of thoughts, things we like, good dreams, and memories,
I'd be the most beautiful planet than everyone does,
I'd have a big garden full of my poems and a sea filled with my songs,
And a house saved all of my good memories,
I just can't imagine how enchanted our world will be.
-dlx
Aug 26, 2016
Aug 26, 2016 at 6:46 AM UTC
Have you ever been feeling fully absorbed but yet exhausted?
You talk to someone over the phone but you feel the hold of his arms around you?
You call someone at 2am in the morning but you feel like scrumbled in the blanket with him?
And when yoy look at his eyes and telling secrets, it feels like you open the gate of another dimension where you both can share thoughts and think about the idea of life?
Well, I'm in.
To whom who never been in love, you should been into
I don't say that love is everything but when you're in love,
You will feel that you are everything to someone, and vice versa.
You shouldn't hate love and don't wanna try it again.
Just love yourself first than youcan love someone that much like you love yourself.
I mean guys,
Have you ever been in love?
So mad, so deep, and crave the love so high the ocean would be jealous?
Well, I'm in.
- dlx
Aug 17, 2016
Aug 17, 2016 at 1:31 PM UTC
I will never forget the first time we look at each other,
Even if it's not in the eyes, but I knew it was love. It feels like it's love.
I will never forget the way you make me fall into the deepest sea,
Even if you just do the stupid things, but it feels like it's love.
I will never forget the sound of your creepy laughs and swear words, most people harassed you, but I feel it love.
I will never forget how the sun shines for you, make that smile looks brighter then the sun itself.
I will never forgethow the heat of the sun strikes down your face and make you sweaty and it's hotter than hell.
I will never forget the rain slams on your pomaded hair, make you didn'r wanna go so far away for the streets that we used to pass.
And I will never forget how crazy I've fallen in love with you,
Anything you do, no matter how may problems you've made, all the words that slips from your mouth,
It's such a beautiful things that I've ever learned.
I just can't thank to every single objects that makes you look extremely perf,
The pale of your fingertips, the crooked teeth, and a cringe smile.
I will never forget,
How I sink into your deepest dame, 'til I sink into your love I crave.
- dlx
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 1:06 PM UTC
I still got that feelings through my head everytime I hear your name,
I still got those butterflies in my stomach everytime I saw you in my screen,
I still got my ****** little laugh in my chin when I passed you through,
I still got that feelings, i still have it all.
Even though I tell 'em I've moved on but why this feeling still stuck up in my brain,
They don't move at all.
I feel like this feelings are meant to be destined in my body,
Is a gift from God, is my destiny and it'll never change I guess,
Even a million times I tried to erase or forget it,
But still,
That feelings always strikes back against me, in the end.
- dlx
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 1:04 PM UTC